Guns

Gun are crazy things. Have you ever held and shot one? It's an insane feeling to pull that trigger. Pulling a trigger to a gun and firing at a piece of paper is really no big deal. It's the idea of holding a man made object that has the ability to kill someone. That's the insane part. I mean, we all know what guns are capable of. You hear about it on the news, and there's a whole controversy on the issue of guns. Kids somehow get their hands on a gun and accidentally kill their sister/mother/father because they were either mad, or just foolish. "Guns kill" they say.

What are your opinions on guns?

They aren't that heavy, and once you get the right grip you can get comfortable holding them pretty quick. Shoot a few rounds, and eventually you will get the hang of it. Initially, it's scary because you have no idea where the hell the rounds will fly off to.

It's insanely loud too. You hear guns on television, sometimes you even hear it in the dead of night being shot off. Then you hear it being shot in person, and it's like you can feel it in your chest. The loud bang. It's nuts.

I'm more of a passive aggressive person, sort of. I'm definitely more passive than i am aggressive. I feel that sometimes for someone like me, i may have more aggression bottled up inside of me than i would want. Sometimes it's really just too much for me to even handle...

Well i thought about maybe buying a gun. Before you get all ahead of yourself thinking what in the god's name world do i want to do with a damn gun, well i want to go shooting once in a while and let off steam.

Maybe i could be like Bree from Desperate Housewives.
That was clearly a joke.

Then i thought about what would happen if one day something inside of me dies a little, and i have access to a gun...then what.