:D

hehe.(:

i watched the love guru last night. and last night as i was watching it, my internet shut off. It was awful. but whatever i guess cause the movie was hella funny. hahah.

I'm fucking tired.
Come to bed with me, yea?

Kathy's happy.

Yea, i'm happy. So happy, i think my smile will just stay on my face for the rest of my life since ive been smiling all day. Why am i happy? Who knows..i just am! Haha (:


Also, today is hot. Maybe ill go sleep outside.

then i realized that i need you

I dont want to want, i want to have. But wanting to have is wanting. Wtf? o_o
How about, i dont want to wish, i want to have. Get it? Does this make sense. Like i dont wish i had those shoes, that hair, that body, that guy. I want to have it, now. The anticipation is killing me, and my anxiety is crazy. I need it.

So i got a filling today. I had to wake up around 9:30am to get to my appointment. I was fucking tired from staying up till 3:30 reading my book. My docter accdidently cut the inside of my lip. Its fine.

OOH I FINISHED MY BOOK! I read If im missing or dead its a good book. The author talks about her life with men, and the death of her sister. I dont know, im not great on explaining things.

And now i'm tired...So tired. I want to sleep. But i tihnk ill stay up today, cause i'm always sleeping. I dont want small eyes. Is it true, that if you sleep too much your eyes get smaller? Eh i dont know. Lol but thats what my mom said.

I think im being punished.

Yea, maybe because instead of playing blockles i went and watched T.V and instead of myspacing i was mourning over why iminlikewithyou doesnt work, and just sat and read the blog for it.

Oh yea Myspace doesn't work...
"The function that you are currently trying to use is disabled and will be back shortly.We are making some minor changes to this section so please bear with us until we can get it back online.Please do NOT email me about this. Just wait it out. Aug 19, 2008 -Tom "
FUCKYOU TOM! Just kidding...Well now what. I thought i wouldn't mind if myspace was down but now TWO sites are down.
Atleast facebook works. Actually Myspace and Facebook are pointless. I cant have fun with it. I might as well just go to sleep. Or someone IM me ! :D

OH NO IMINLIKEWITHYOU DOESNT WORK!

Yes, i'm quiet depressed actually. It's just cause im THAT pathetic. I'm so pathetic that i ended reading the iminlikewithyou creator's blog. Sigh. He's hella funny though. Well i wish the site worked cause me and justin are effin bored.

Yesterday was my birthday. Now i don't have to lie to random people and say im 15, because now i actually am. Oh joy. I don't feel any different. I wonder if you ever actually hit an age where you end up feeling different the next day just cause your like a year older. Maybe like when you turn one year older and get something like a car! And the next day your cruising along in your brand new ride feeling just awesome. Well i dont think that'll be happening to me anytime soon...or ever in a matter of fact. My parents aren't that nice to give me a car for my birthday. But wouldn't that be swell.

Anyway, so yea my birthday. I would like to thank Becca for wanting to give me a happy birthday. Haha...i'm sorry im so darn difficult.


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I wonder if iminlikewithyou works now...

"The page you are looking for is temporarily unavailable.
Please try again later. "

I guess not. It's okay i'll suck it up. I wont cry..I'm a big girl.

i want more chicken..

So yesterday i got KFC :D
but i ate it all...so now i have no more. I'm quiet sad, really.

So my plans for today..
I think ill finish typing up this, then ill go wash the dishes and take a shower. Afterwards, i'll blow dry my hair, straighten it and get dressed. It'll probably be three by then and if im lucky, ill ask my mom if i can go to christina's and she'll actually let me. But i highly doubt that. So then i guess if i don't go to christina's i'll end up staying home watching TV or sitting at the computer. Or both. haha.
Sigh...typical Saturday for mee.

I had corn this morning. Hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Two "happy birthday"'s for two dudeeess.


Sean and Michael. WOOHOO!

yea its not my birthday..its theirs so go say happy birthday to them while you still can. hehe.

mine's coming up in like a day btw. hahaha

or is it twoo..


btw. blogspot homepagee thingy totally changed.o_o
or is it just me.?

Last Login:8/8/2008

Hello!
So i'm with Christina today, and she got all excited cause of the date. So yeaa. haha
Today, i went fishing with my brother, Lena, and Christina. And we paid Six dollars to go sit at a crappy lake. We didn't even catch a fish D:
So lameee.
Then later, my brother was scaring us with a worm and then my finger got stung by a bee. So sad.. D:

OMG! and christina was holding the fishing pole, with the worm on it and then poked me with it and i was like "holy shit" and almost fell and it fell somewhere, but the hook got hooked on my shirt. omg i was so scared...

okay well me and christina are going to sleep together tonight (:

byeee.

Only you

So i just watched a movie on demand! (:
I watch Only You , and really i think that must be the best chick flick made in 1994 i have ever watched. I cried at the end. Wow i love that movie.

Okay so it's about this one girl named Faith and when she was like 11 she was playing this board game where you ask it a question and it answers it? I dont know..but yea so she asked it who she would be destined to marry, and it spelled out Damin Bradley. Then after like 14 years she gets engaged but 10 days before her wedding she gets a phone call from a guy named Damin Bradley and she's like OMG. So she runs to go find him, but it turns out he was at an airport and his plane just left. But she was like hella determined to go find him so her friend Kate and her flew to Italy to find this guy. When she got there she found him and they made sweet love, but then it turns out that guy was lying and his name is actually Peter. Faith got ticked off and wants to leave but Peter fell in love with her and tried to make her stay back and he paid this guy to be Damin Bradley but Faith finds out and is like pissed off and blah blah more things happen but i don't wanna ruin it if you ever plan on watching it. (:
Happy Ending btw :D

BRILLIANT!

I just thought of the most amazing plan EVER!
Okay so last year when i was in an airband my mom let me like go to
practice whenever there was a practice no matter what. SOOOO
i was thinking hmm...maybe, i can be like "oh i have practice today" and i can go to practice. but ill actually be doing something else. haha get it? OH IM SO SMART. 8)

Pregnant.

I'm pregnant...
yea...my mom like beat the shit out of me when i told her.
Or no,not beat the shit out of me but just hella yelled at me. I just recently found out. I guess that explains how i've been getting all these weird cravings, and how i missed my period and all those things. I wonder if it'll be a boy or girl...
I made my mom very disappointed.


SIKE! :D
heheheh. Fooled you good didn't I ?!

Well anyway, i was on my way to the mall. And my mom was driving me and all of a sudden she's like talking about how i go out so much. (bullshit right? i know! sigh...)
She said that she's going to bring me to the doctors so i can get this shot and if anything happened, i wont get pregnant. And i'll still be able to go to school and stuff. I was like "Hhaha funnyy.." Like i would actually be stupid enough to go out and have sex and get prenant right? Well...i'm way smarter then that. Oh i dont know. She said in case some guy rapes me or something. For a moment i was like, Oh no does this mean i can't have babies when im older? She told me that i'll have to get the shot every three months. And when i grow up and get married i wont have to have that shot anymore. OMG a shot ever three months?! That's insanee. I hate needles D:
But then...is she giving me permission to have to go out and have sex...? o_o