Lena has just started her homework.
Then again...she's in third grade and it's not like she has a massive pile of homework to do.
Well anyway, i finished my homework like a while ago.
I've been working on it for quite some time. I feel great
Currently i am bored as fuck.
I don't really know what to do.
He's too busy so think i might just go chill in my room.
I wanted to download some songs but fucking can't find it.
I'll try again tomorrow i guess.
They computer isnt very exciting.
Nothing much today.
Went grocery shopping...bought salad.
Night.
p.s. Tomorrow is 69 degrees. Winds from 10-20 mph. How windy would you say that is?
So i just made my font hella big in hopes that it would actually be MASSIVE and make my post look like its long. But its not...so i think ill continue writing.
I think i'll rant about how i have a mile tomorrow.
I hate running. Running sucks.
Tomorrow is April fools day.
Fuck i can't do this anymore.
bye..
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Stranger, will you be my friend
So it seems like people these days in the world don't interact with people they don't know.
Seems like everyone really takes the thing their mommas told them when they were kids, yakno? The "don't talk to strangers" thing. Well of course! What if the stranger is some type of pedophile or murderer? People don't speak to strangers. Thats why they are called strangers. Okay now i'm totally just loosing my point. People don't like sitting next to strangers...cause its scary and weird. You don't want someone you dont know invading your personal space. What if they smell? What happens if you are sitting next to a stranger and they just fart? Isn't that right? Well, doesn't go for everyone. But for me personally, i dont like sitting next to strangers. I use Lena as a shield so she can block me from the stranger. So its Stranger, Lena then me. My mom doesn't like it either. When we are in church, she uses me as her shield...so then its Stranger, me, mom, dad. If my dad isn't there she uses her purse.
"ew i'm sitting next to this weirdo. He smells. Ah save me"
Ive actually noticed this. In theaters people are always leaving several spaces in between the person they don't know. Then on buses people dont like sitting next to each other. Especially on buses. You don't know what sort of disease that person can have. Like the nasty disease. The smelly disease. The ugly. Just terrible. (jk)
There's the person that might just look kinda scary. Like a creeper but really actually is a kind person. But no one ever really wants to sit next to that person cause that person looks like a creeper. I wonder how that person would feel...like whenever there's that empty seat by him/her on the bus or something and then they would just prefer to stand. Or sit by him/her holding their belongings with their life depends on it. Well all this makes sense, the things people do...
I want to become a friend with a stranger. A stranger, a person, a kid of whom people think are creepy or whatever. For a brief moment.
"hello, my name is kathy. How's your day?" But then on the side on my mind ill be like "please dont hurt me.."
Well in hopes that maybe i could brighten that person up just a little. Cause i don't think youre creepy. Maybe a little. But hi. Nice to meet you, don't kill yourself.
Wouldnt hurt to sit near a stranger as though theyre your friend. "i like you shoes." (not really...) Cause i think it would be nice if a stranger talked to me. How nice of you! Thanks alot. That meant alot. You like my shoes? Thanks! i got them at target.
Then again. All the things people do to a stranger makes complete sense.
When i go to the library i try to sit as far away from people i don't know as possible. Which isn't that far. But i like my space. You know, for some peace and quiet.
Have you seen those posters around school?
"Talk to me, no one else has"
"Smile at me, no one else has"
Sometimes i think about getting to know one of those people everyone think is weird and then i think about, how about taking her shopping. When's her birthday? Lets make her cake. Whats her mom like...Is she happy? Does she ever think about sex...?
Sometimes i smile at random people while i walk to class. And then after i walk pass them i think to myself "that person probably thinks im hella weird now..."
I'm pretty much just rambling on about stuff that together does not make sense at all.
hi. If you have no idea who i am, my name is kathy nguyen.
Lena got her spring pictures today. She looked super cute.
At around 7:40 something pm. I was outside on this street and i heard birds chirping. It was really nice. Sounded very sweet. I want a rabbit.
Hamburger Helpers & Caesar Salad por favor.
Seems like everyone really takes the thing their mommas told them when they were kids, yakno? The "don't talk to strangers" thing. Well of course! What if the stranger is some type of pedophile or murderer? People don't speak to strangers. Thats why they are called strangers. Okay now i'm totally just loosing my point. People don't like sitting next to strangers...cause its scary and weird. You don't want someone you dont know invading your personal space. What if they smell? What happens if you are sitting next to a stranger and they just fart? Isn't that right? Well, doesn't go for everyone. But for me personally, i dont like sitting next to strangers. I use Lena as a shield so she can block me from the stranger. So its Stranger, Lena then me. My mom doesn't like it either. When we are in church, she uses me as her shield...so then its Stranger, me, mom, dad. If my dad isn't there she uses her purse.
"ew i'm sitting next to this weirdo. He smells. Ah save me"
Ive actually noticed this. In theaters people are always leaving several spaces in between the person they don't know. Then on buses people dont like sitting next to each other. Especially on buses. You don't know what sort of disease that person can have. Like the nasty disease. The smelly disease. The ugly. Just terrible. (jk)
There's the person that might just look kinda scary. Like a creeper but really actually is a kind person. But no one ever really wants to sit next to that person cause that person looks like a creeper. I wonder how that person would feel...like whenever there's that empty seat by him/her on the bus or something and then they would just prefer to stand. Or sit by him/her holding their belongings with their life depends on it. Well all this makes sense, the things people do...
I want to become a friend with a stranger. A stranger, a person, a kid of whom people think are creepy or whatever. For a brief moment.
"hello, my name is kathy. How's your day?" But then on the side on my mind ill be like "please dont hurt me.."
Well in hopes that maybe i could brighten that person up just a little. Cause i don't think youre creepy. Maybe a little. But hi. Nice to meet you, don't kill yourself.
Wouldnt hurt to sit near a stranger as though theyre your friend. "i like you shoes." (not really...) Cause i think it would be nice if a stranger talked to me. How nice of you! Thanks alot. That meant alot. You like my shoes? Thanks! i got them at target.
Then again. All the things people do to a stranger makes complete sense.
When i go to the library i try to sit as far away from people i don't know as possible. Which isn't that far. But i like my space. You know, for some peace and quiet.
Have you seen those posters around school?
"Talk to me, no one else has"
"Smile at me, no one else has"
Sometimes i think about getting to know one of those people everyone think is weird and then i think about, how about taking her shopping. When's her birthday? Lets make her cake. Whats her mom like...Is she happy? Does she ever think about sex...?
Sometimes i smile at random people while i walk to class. And then after i walk pass them i think to myself "that person probably thinks im hella weird now..."
I'm pretty much just rambling on about stuff that together does not make sense at all.
hi. If you have no idea who i am, my name is kathy nguyen.
Lena got her spring pictures today. She looked super cute.
At around 7:40 something pm. I was outside on this street and i heard birds chirping. It was really nice. Sounded very sweet. I want a rabbit.
Hamburger Helpers & Caesar Salad por favor.
hello.
Just my 2 cents?
not really but somewhere along that line.
not really but somewhere along that line.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Lets Blog
November 2007, i believe i began blogging because of my friend who had a blog.
That was when i first started out writing pointless nothings for nobody to read.
Didn't know who read these things of mine. Stalkers,possibly?
Who would be interested in what i did today. How i'm feeling about certain somethings.
These blogs, if you read them, can possibly depict what i could be like.
Then again when i'm blogging its just me in my own little world. The world in my mind is different from reality. I'm much joyful in my mind and nothing can go wrong until i snap back. Then again...life is good overall. Mason stopped blogging after his Senior year. Boo. I continued on anyway. The only person that probably read this, that i knew of would probably be Justin. Who knows why. Well i never blogged that much. I would always be lazy. Every blog would be short and super pointless. Cause Justin would always be like "UPDATE YOUR BLOG!" because he was bored and wanted to read.
Just bored...in May 2008 i posted up two blogs. The year 2008 itself was just kinda blah. Full of stress and sadness. Wow! Good memories to go back and laugh at. Me and my stupidity. I remember that time. I remember why i posted that up. I was very sad.
I like blogging. Makes me feel free. I can say anything. Cause everything i say here all comes from whatever is in my mind. What i have to say. What i need and want to say. My thoughts and opinions. I dont normally say what i need to say or what i want to say and express myself too much in the real world. You know, life outside my mind. So its amazing. I can say whatever! Like...Fudgenipples five thousand times. But i wont do that.
I think i'm going to go through all my blogs and read them. Maybe another day...like when im incredibly bored.?
Well so, my point? I still don't know who reads my blogs. But now i have people's blogs to read. Its so interesting. People are interesting. I love people. First it was just Mason. Then mason was gone and then just Richy. I dont know who else. But whatever. I like reading other people's thoughts and what not.
April 15,2008 is the day i got a couch in my room.
This is like my diary.
Dear diary...
i think i'll write about you one day.
I slept with the pink bunny that the homeless lady gave me last night. I really wish i got her name. So instead of saying homeless lady i can address her by her name instead. That's awfully rude of me. When i grow up, i would like to help the homeless people that are willing to survive to the next day, live more happily.
I would like to take a homeless person out to dinner and watch a movie.
When was the last time they were able to watch a movie in the theaters and eat at a nice place.
Then buy them a nice sweater. And together we will make muffins. o:
That was when i first started out writing pointless nothings for nobody to read.
Didn't know who read these things of mine. Stalkers,possibly?
Who would be interested in what i did today. How i'm feeling about certain somethings.
These blogs, if you read them, can possibly depict what i could be like.
Then again when i'm blogging its just me in my own little world. The world in my mind is different from reality. I'm much joyful in my mind and nothing can go wrong until i snap back. Then again...life is good overall. Mason stopped blogging after his Senior year. Boo. I continued on anyway. The only person that probably read this, that i knew of would probably be Justin. Who knows why. Well i never blogged that much. I would always be lazy. Every blog would be short and super pointless. Cause Justin would always be like "UPDATE YOUR BLOG!" because he was bored and wanted to read.
Just bored...in May 2008 i posted up two blogs. The year 2008 itself was just kinda blah. Full of stress and sadness. Wow! Good memories to go back and laugh at. Me and my stupidity. I remember that time. I remember why i posted that up. I was very sad.
I like blogging. Makes me feel free. I can say anything. Cause everything i say here all comes from whatever is in my mind. What i have to say. What i need and want to say. My thoughts and opinions. I dont normally say what i need to say or what i want to say and express myself too much in the real world. You know, life outside my mind. So its amazing. I can say whatever! Like...Fudgenipples five thousand times. But i wont do that.
I think i'm going to go through all my blogs and read them. Maybe another day...like when im incredibly bored.?
Well so, my point? I still don't know who reads my blogs. But now i have people's blogs to read. Its so interesting. People are interesting. I love people. First it was just Mason. Then mason was gone and then just Richy. I dont know who else. But whatever. I like reading other people's thoughts and what not.
April 15,2008 is the day i got a couch in my room.
This is like my diary.
Dear diary...
i think i'll write about you one day.
I slept with the pink bunny that the homeless lady gave me last night. I really wish i got her name. So instead of saying homeless lady i can address her by her name instead. That's awfully rude of me. When i grow up, i would like to help the homeless people that are willing to survive to the next day, live more happily.
I would like to take a homeless person out to dinner and watch a movie.
When was the last time they were able to watch a movie in the theaters and eat at a nice place.
Then buy them a nice sweater. And together we will make muffins. o:
Farewell
Believing is just the beginning...
Believing is just the beginning...
Saturday, March 28, 2009
We are the servants of God
we are the servants of his people, we are the servants to one another.
Today I went to the Emergency Housing Consortium. Its like a homeless shelter, i think...
It was kind of scary at first when i arrived seeing the people stand outside. They looked intimidating. I got restless folding spoons,knives and forks into paper napkins. Then impatient standing in the sun waiting for it all to begin. Then i thought to myself that i'm doing something good today and its not about me. Its about serving others. Then it was time to eat. everyone came and lined up with their plates and i put potato salad on their plates and they smiled and thanked me. That made me happy. I was suddenly glad. I felt warm hearted. Everyone was so happy. Even though they're pretty much living the tough life. No one was mean. I judged them wrong. They were not scary at all. Poor people. :/ They ate sooo much. I dont think i would even people to finish anything. They got one of everything, and some people even came back for seconds. Too bad they weren't aloud to have anymore. But wow. What a big appetite. After all that, it was worth to stand in the sun and serve them. When we were done and walked out people were thanking us for doing this for them and asked us to come back. This lady in a wheel chair was to thankful! She was like "Thankyou so much you guys! Don't go stay here, i have something for you." And so we stood their and waited and she wheel chair-ed her way back with this black garbage bag...i was wondering what it could be and it was a bag of teddy bears from where she worked at toys r us from those claw machines? She gave each of us one. How nice of her. She gave us something that she probably cherished alot. She had nothing but was willing to give us something. I'm so happy! I love helping people. Today was such a good experience. I'm just so greatful. My life is amazing, you don't even understand.
i'll be back laterr!
i'm feeling quesy. & im sorta dizy. I need to lay down.
After a bowl of cereal...
i want some salad.
and potato sald..
and steak. o:
Today I went to the Emergency Housing Consortium. Its like a homeless shelter, i think...
It was kind of scary at first when i arrived seeing the people stand outside. They looked intimidating. I got restless folding spoons,knives and forks into paper napkins. Then impatient standing in the sun waiting for it all to begin. Then i thought to myself that i'm doing something good today and its not about me. Its about serving others. Then it was time to eat. everyone came and lined up with their plates and i put potato salad on their plates and they smiled and thanked me. That made me happy. I was suddenly glad. I felt warm hearted. Everyone was so happy. Even though they're pretty much living the tough life. No one was mean. I judged them wrong. They were not scary at all. Poor people. :/ They ate sooo much. I dont think i would even people to finish anything. They got one of everything, and some people even came back for seconds. Too bad they weren't aloud to have anymore. But wow. What a big appetite. After all that, it was worth to stand in the sun and serve them. When we were done and walked out people were thanking us for doing this for them and asked us to come back. This lady in a wheel chair was to thankful! She was like "Thankyou so much you guys! Don't go stay here, i have something for you." And so we stood their and waited and she wheel chair-ed her way back with this black garbage bag...i was wondering what it could be and it was a bag of teddy bears from where she worked at toys r us from those claw machines? She gave each of us one. How nice of her. She gave us something that she probably cherished alot. She had nothing but was willing to give us something. I'm so happy! I love helping people. Today was such a good experience. I'm just so greatful. My life is amazing, you don't even understand.
i'll be back laterr!
i'm feeling quesy. & im sorta dizy. I need to lay down.
After a bowl of cereal...
i want some salad.
and potato sald..
and steak. o:
Thursday, March 26, 2009
gee, im a tree.
I sneezed alot today, i have sniffles. My throat lightweight hurts.
I dont think i'm sick though. It also cant be allergies.
Currently not wanting to do homework.
I want to crawl into bed and sleep.
Listen to music and think.
Wonder about what is going on with the teenagers of this generation.
How come we do what we do...
Why we hurt each other and make each other sad.
Boy trouble here, family trouble there, then school is a big pain in the ass.
I'm learning about circles in geometry
Fucking circles. So much equations to find the fucking area of a segment -_-
Its hard! I dont like it ):
But on the bright side i managed to pull up my D to a C. Woohoo!
Biology is fun. People in that class are so like enthusiastic whenever i do my homework.
They seem to make that period excited. Even though the people are kinda weird...and i never really would hang out with them outside of the class. Oh well.
I dont know where he is. I dont know what he's doing.
Im wondering but i have no idea.
I dont know if he's upset. I think he could be sleeping...but im not sure.
I wish he were here. I want to talk to him.
But where the fuck is he?!
His computer could be down...but he's online.
So he must be out, but he wasnt responding.
I'm concerned...but maybe im just over reacting.
I'm gonna go relax my mind.
& maybe repaint my toes so they can be RED.
Fucking justin, its not pink! D:
I dont think i'm sick though. It also cant be allergies.
Currently not wanting to do homework.
I want to crawl into bed and sleep.
Listen to music and think.
Wonder about what is going on with the teenagers of this generation.
How come we do what we do...
Why we hurt each other and make each other sad.
Boy trouble here, family trouble there, then school is a big pain in the ass.
I'm learning about circles in geometry
Fucking circles. So much equations to find the fucking area of a segment -_-
Its hard! I dont like it ):
But on the bright side i managed to pull up my D to a C. Woohoo!
Biology is fun. People in that class are so like enthusiastic whenever i do my homework.
They seem to make that period excited. Even though the people are kinda weird...and i never really would hang out with them outside of the class. Oh well.
I dont know where he is. I dont know what he's doing.
Im wondering but i have no idea.
I dont know if he's upset. I think he could be sleeping...but im not sure.
I wish he were here. I want to talk to him.
But where the fuck is he?!
His computer could be down...but he's online.
So he must be out, but he wasnt responding.
I'm concerned...but maybe im just over reacting.
I'm gonna go relax my mind.
& maybe repaint my toes so they can be RED.
Fucking justin, its not pink! D:
Goodbye.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
A picture is worth a thousand words
I think maybe i should go to sleep a little earlier.
To avoid being lifeless during PE you know?
I mean...i want to seem like i can actually do something in life.
Im starting to seem worse than the girl in class that doesn't do shit. oh noesss.
& i dissapointed my mother, yet again, today. I didn't pick up my phone because i didn't realize it was vibrating. Then i lied to her about my whereabouts and i think she knows...fudgenipples.
So i found out how to put a picture in my header instead of words. How exciting! I put a picture of these kids kissing. Just for now, since i got so excited about my new discovery. Does it look a bit weird though? Like...too big maybe? I want to put a picture of me a bugaboo together there. But...we dont have any pictures together jsut yet. o:
Watched Crash today. It was a good movie.
Finished Bio homework. I gotta get to geometry then history.
But first i must shower.
& then a bowl of cereal.
(:
To avoid being lifeless during PE you know?
I mean...i want to seem like i can actually do something in life.
Im starting to seem worse than the girl in class that doesn't do shit. oh noesss.
& i dissapointed my mother, yet again, today. I didn't pick up my phone because i didn't realize it was vibrating. Then i lied to her about my whereabouts and i think she knows...fudgenipples.
So i found out how to put a picture in my header instead of words. How exciting! I put a picture of these kids kissing. Just for now, since i got so excited about my new discovery. Does it look a bit weird though? Like...too big maybe? I want to put a picture of me a bugaboo together there. But...we dont have any pictures together jsut yet. o:
Watched Crash today. It was a good movie.
Finished Bio homework. I gotta get to geometry then history.
But first i must shower.
& then a bowl of cereal.
(:
bye!
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Would you like your muffin buttered?
Missing out on a few days. Lets ketchup, shall we?
Sunday -
Went out to hangout with buggaboo. We went to watch i love you,man. Which i must say, was not a very bad movie. Lol. I thought it was cute and it gave me good laughs. Then went to eat. I had a good day.
Monday -
PURPLEMONSTER'S BIRTHDAY ! :D
She turned 16 today. Didn't turn out so well cause she was all bummed out and sad. I was glad Lisa and i were able to cheer her up later on. We just hung out. Went to watch Miss March. It was hella funny. rooflll. Lisa over there was laughing her ass off. It was nice to spend the day with them for once. It hasnt been like that for a while. Its always etiher Lisa and I or Justine and I or Justine and Lisa. Would have been nice if he couldve been there too though. He wouldve liked the movie. Lol.
Today -
I was tired as fuck this morning. During P.E i seriously thought i was gonna like fall over or something. I wanted to lay down so badly. But its P.E and im suppose to stay active. I was so dead and lifeless. Had countless yawns. Sorta felt like yacking cause i was hella hungry too. Got take a nap during Spanish. I wasn't paying attention, but i'm sure that Ashcraft was rambling on about something non related to spanish. I woke up for a bit and heard her say "oh my gosh its just ridiculous how..." and i went back to sleep.Woke up with a sleeping mark on my face. Thats a first. I always manage to not get those. Went to burger king during lunch and got myself a steakhouse burger. Lisa took a bite of it and thought it was amazing. LOL. It is...I want another one right now. My mouth is watering. The rest of the day was just Blah. I got a TB test though. My arm looked like i got stabbed with a pencil from all the blood gushing out. But i cleaned it, now it just looked bruised something.
I came home and my house smelled so delicious. Meaning, my brother probably just made something hella yummy again...and of course i can't have any. I want to drive so i can go to safeway and buy hella stuff so i can come home and make myself something yummy. Maybe some hotpockets...or spaghetti! Well the smell made me think of like butter. I do not know why. But like i immediately wanted like buttered bread. Sorta like toast? Yea...toast with butter and sugar sprinkled on top.
I'm hella fucking starving.
I just got myself some rice. Rice and Fish. Tasty or what? :/
I want spaghetti.
Whats wrong with Mission? Everything is so pricey!
A salad in the cafeteria is fucking 3 dollars. Three dollars for a salad. Not even a big salad.
What a waste of my money. I want to make my own salad so i can bring to school.
I neeed to go grocery shoppinggg.
brb.
Sunday -
Went out to hangout with buggaboo. We went to watch i love you,man. Which i must say, was not a very bad movie. Lol. I thought it was cute and it gave me good laughs. Then went to eat. I had a good day.
Monday -
PURPLEMONSTER'S BIRTHDAY ! :D
She turned 16 today. Didn't turn out so well cause she was all bummed out and sad. I was glad Lisa and i were able to cheer her up later on. We just hung out. Went to watch Miss March. It was hella funny. rooflll. Lisa over there was laughing her ass off. It was nice to spend the day with them for once. It hasnt been like that for a while. Its always etiher Lisa and I or Justine and I or Justine and Lisa. Would have been nice if he couldve been there too though. He wouldve liked the movie. Lol.
Today -
I was tired as fuck this morning. During P.E i seriously thought i was gonna like fall over or something. I wanted to lay down so badly. But its P.E and im suppose to stay active. I was so dead and lifeless. Had countless yawns. Sorta felt like yacking cause i was hella hungry too. Got take a nap during Spanish. I wasn't paying attention, but i'm sure that Ashcraft was rambling on about something non related to spanish. I woke up for a bit and heard her say "oh my gosh its just ridiculous how..." and i went back to sleep.Woke up with a sleeping mark on my face. Thats a first. I always manage to not get those. Went to burger king during lunch and got myself a steakhouse burger. Lisa took a bite of it and thought it was amazing. LOL. It is...I want another one right now. My mouth is watering. The rest of the day was just Blah. I got a TB test though. My arm looked like i got stabbed with a pencil from all the blood gushing out. But i cleaned it, now it just looked bruised something.
I came home and my house smelled so delicious. Meaning, my brother probably just made something hella yummy again...and of course i can't have any. I want to drive so i can go to safeway and buy hella stuff so i can come home and make myself something yummy. Maybe some hotpockets...or spaghetti! Well the smell made me think of like butter. I do not know why. But like i immediately wanted like buttered bread. Sorta like toast? Yea...toast with butter and sugar sprinkled on top.
I'm hella fucking starving.
I just got myself some rice. Rice and Fish. Tasty or what? :/
I want spaghetti.
Whats wrong with Mission? Everything is so pricey!
A salad in the cafeteria is fucking 3 dollars. Three dollars for a salad. Not even a big salad.
What a waste of my money. I want to make my own salad so i can bring to school.
I neeed to go grocery shoppinggg.
brb.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Graffiti
I'm not a bad girl. Course not. Do i look like i would be one? Nooo. Not at all, Kathy.
Went to Penitencia Park. Had to walk down under the bridge. There was about eight walls full of graffiti paint. When i saw it i was just amazed. It was so beautiful. It was art. I wanted to stare at it and try to depict what the artist of this was feeling at the time. It was very nice. But Hai said that some forms of art just go too far. Like graffiti, and its vandalizing our community, which was of course true. & it was our job to paint over it to make it nice again. Goodbye pretty art. We all did a great job painting over all these walls. My hands started cramping up. But i felt good, cause i accomplished something good. Also picked up HELLA trash. Soooo much trash. So much stuff. Glass,paper,bottles, spray cans, shoes, condoms? ._., ect. All this trash made me realize how terrible it is to litter. Since i had to pick up all this trash from the peope who littered down there. In the end, we made the place look so nice and spiffy. Hopefully, the homeless people that live down in the fourth sqaure room area are thankful tat we cleaned their home. Because we do care. I hope now they have hope in trying to live till the next day. And try to survive, even though their life is kinda fucked :/ My life is so wonderful. Six hours of hard labor, and it was totally worth it. (:
Afterwards, i cam home and cleaned myself up. Went to Christina's dinner & met her friends. So this is how are friends are like. I liked being with them. It was so nice. Even though i didn't talk much. They were all so welcoming. Fun and fool of energy. If only, if only people at my school welcome me like they did with open arms. There are a few, but its not the same.
You know what i hate? When guys think its so cute to take my stuff and be like "its mine now, im not giving it back" Well fuck that. Fuck you, and go fuck yourself. Its not cute. Its just immature and irritating. How old are we? Why do you all think its so cute when you tease me like that. -_- I'm just fed up with it. I guess it was some what cute at first, but its has just gone too far. I guess my temper has just gotten short or something. Cause for some reason that just annoys me.
Maybe i just dont like it when certain guys do it. Cause i don't want them "flirting" with me ? Well this is mostly addressing two people. The two people that annoy me sometimes when they do immature things. Just grow up.
Oh so at Christina's dinner (we were at a buffet), after everyone ate she decided to have everyone go mix together a plate of food of whatever we want, it had to be nasty...so it was sort of like a "fear factor" kind of thing. Well everyone had to eat it. And omg i think its getting to me now, cause i hella feel like yacking.
I dont even know what i put into my mouth tonight. It was disgusting though.
Ericquach: you dont look like the type of person that would be a bad girlSee? [:
Went to Penitencia Park. Had to walk down under the bridge. There was about eight walls full of graffiti paint. When i saw it i was just amazed. It was so beautiful. It was art. I wanted to stare at it and try to depict what the artist of this was feeling at the time. It was very nice. But Hai said that some forms of art just go too far. Like graffiti, and its vandalizing our community, which was of course true. & it was our job to paint over it to make it nice again. Goodbye pretty art. We all did a great job painting over all these walls. My hands started cramping up. But i felt good, cause i accomplished something good. Also picked up HELLA trash. Soooo much trash. So much stuff. Glass,paper,bottles, spray cans, shoes, condoms? ._., ect. All this trash made me realize how terrible it is to litter. Since i had to pick up all this trash from the peope who littered down there. In the end, we made the place look so nice and spiffy. Hopefully, the homeless people that live down in the fourth sqaure room area are thankful tat we cleaned their home. Because we do care. I hope now they have hope in trying to live till the next day. And try to survive, even though their life is kinda fucked :/ My life is so wonderful. Six hours of hard labor, and it was totally worth it. (:
Afterwards, i cam home and cleaned myself up. Went to Christina's dinner & met her friends. So this is how are friends are like. I liked being with them. It was so nice. Even though i didn't talk much. They were all so welcoming. Fun and fool of energy. If only, if only people at my school welcome me like they did with open arms. There are a few, but its not the same.
You know what i hate? When guys think its so cute to take my stuff and be like "its mine now, im not giving it back" Well fuck that. Fuck you, and go fuck yourself. Its not cute. Its just immature and irritating. How old are we? Why do you all think its so cute when you tease me like that. -_- I'm just fed up with it. I guess it was some what cute at first, but its has just gone too far. I guess my temper has just gotten short or something. Cause for some reason that just annoys me.
Maybe i just dont like it when certain guys do it. Cause i don't want them "flirting" with me ? Well this is mostly addressing two people. The two people that annoy me sometimes when they do immature things. Just grow up.
Oh so at Christina's dinner (we were at a buffet), after everyone ate she decided to have everyone go mix together a plate of food of whatever we want, it had to be nasty...so it was sort of like a "fear factor" kind of thing. Well everyone had to eat it. And omg i think its getting to me now, cause i hella feel like yacking.
I dont even know what i put into my mouth tonight. It was disgusting though.
Toodles.
p.s. I missss youuu lots.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Lucky Charms
I should have eaten these on St. Patricks day. o:
So it seems like i haven't been eating very healthy lately.
I havent had dinner in a while. Cereal is basically my dinner.
I dont eat breakfast either. This cereal i'm eating now can be my dinner for tonight, and breakfast for tomorrow morning.
You know what i love best about cereal? When i eat all of it and there's nothing but the cold milk and i gulp it down. Thats the best part. Cause the milk is kind of sweet from the cereal. And i like the cold rush of milk...i dont know. :/
I'm excited to finish my cereal so i can drink the milk out of the bowl.
Hi Lena.
Hi Chip.
Hi Sophia?
Hi Justin??
...hi whoever else may be reading.
Its 1106 pm and im eating a big bowl of cereal.
& my brother is over there in the kitchen making steak. It smells delicious.
Of course, knowing my brother, he wont ask me if i want some.
Saw a G35 today. Sigh. Why are you such a square bear now with youre box car.
Finished my cereal. Drank my milk. Drank it kinda fast and it was too cold. Had a mini brain freeze...Milk is only yummy delicious with cereal.
Watched knowing today, with my buggaaboo. Wasn't as great as i thought it would be. But it was alright. Sorta creepy, but whateverrsss. I kind of want to watch i love you man now.
Didn't do much today. I had a good day. Would have been sooo much better if it was warmer though. What kind of spring is this! D:
Poor people with allergies.
Especially Justine. Her and her sneeze attacks. Rofl.
Tomorrow morning i have to wake up early. I'm doing community service again with SPCL. We are gonna go to Penitencia Park to paint over all the graffiti & pick up trash to make the place look nice i guess. Its from 930 am - 330 pm. Oh my...i guess it might be fun.
What wrong with my face and facial washes? Its like my face reacts badly to all of them! How am i suppose to get rid of all my gross blemishes if the facial washes make my face even worse...super lame. Well it looks like it getting a bit better. But when i run my fingers across my forehead i feel even more bumbs than i ever have. I'm gonna go examine my face.
Bugaboo is not available at this moment.
I need to have a talk with Christina so we can plan our part of the charity dinner...
I'm going to go bond with Lena now, while doing my hair.
But first...i'm going to get some orange juice.
So it seems like i haven't been eating very healthy lately.
I havent had dinner in a while. Cereal is basically my dinner.
I dont eat breakfast either. This cereal i'm eating now can be my dinner for tonight, and breakfast for tomorrow morning.
You know what i love best about cereal? When i eat all of it and there's nothing but the cold milk and i gulp it down. Thats the best part. Cause the milk is kind of sweet from the cereal. And i like the cold rush of milk...i dont know. :/
I'm excited to finish my cereal so i can drink the milk out of the bowl.
Hi Lena.
Hi Chip.
Hi Sophia?
Hi Justin??
...hi whoever else may be reading.
Its 1106 pm and im eating a big bowl of cereal.
& my brother is over there in the kitchen making steak. It smells delicious.
Of course, knowing my brother, he wont ask me if i want some.
Saw a G35 today. Sigh. Why are you such a square bear now with youre box car.
Finished my cereal. Drank my milk. Drank it kinda fast and it was too cold. Had a mini brain freeze...Milk is only yummy delicious with cereal.
Watched knowing today, with my buggaaboo. Wasn't as great as i thought it would be. But it was alright. Sorta creepy, but whateverrsss. I kind of want to watch i love you man now.
Didn't do much today. I had a good day. Would have been sooo much better if it was warmer though. What kind of spring is this! D:
Poor people with allergies.
Especially Justine. Her and her sneeze attacks. Rofl.
Tomorrow morning i have to wake up early. I'm doing community service again with SPCL. We are gonna go to Penitencia Park to paint over all the graffiti & pick up trash to make the place look nice i guess. Its from 930 am - 330 pm. Oh my...i guess it might be fun.
What wrong with my face and facial washes? Its like my face reacts badly to all of them! How am i suppose to get rid of all my gross blemishes if the facial washes make my face even worse...super lame. Well it looks like it getting a bit better. But when i run my fingers across my forehead i feel even more bumbs than i ever have. I'm gonna go examine my face.
Bugaboo is not available at this moment.
I need to have a talk with Christina so we can plan our part of the charity dinner...
I'm going to go bond with Lena now, while doing my hair.
But first...i'm going to get some orange juice.
happy springg.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Goodbye Winter.
Where do the days of the week originate from? When did it first begin to be used as the days of the weeks? What did people say before, when there wasnt Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday? Just something i was thinking about in history today.
Well i just looked on Wikipedia to try to figure this out. Doesnt exactly say much. I just found out the the days of the week have something to do with the sequencing of the planets closest to Earth.
Saturn - Saturday
Sun - Sunday
Moon - Monday
Mars - Tuesday
Mercury - Wednesday
Jupiter - Thursday
Venus - Friday
I dont really understand this thing. Its kinda confusing.
Well, just my curiosity for the day.
Say Goodbye to Winter. You have about an hour left to enjoy it. ( its currently 10:58pm)
It was nice having you around.
Put away those heavy winter coats, gloves, scarfs and Uggs. Its time to take out your shorts, skirts, tank tops, open toed shoes! Cause now they wont freeze. Ready to just arrive to school without a jacket? Yay! Warmthh is coming sooon! Mother Nature has answered my prayers. Thankyou thankyou.
Farewell winter, i will not miss you very much.
Sorta missing the CAHSEE. ):
Im sorta excited for next year. No more spanish! Wheee.
No more Ashcraft.
I have a Geometry test tomorrow. I hope i do well. I need to raise me grade.
You know what grades i really need to raise?
Spanish, Biology, and History.
fml. :<
I want something to drink.
Well i just looked on Wikipedia to try to figure this out. Doesnt exactly say much. I just found out the the days of the week have something to do with the sequencing of the planets closest to Earth.
Saturn - Saturday
Sun - Sunday
Moon - Monday
Mars - Tuesday
Mercury - Wednesday
Jupiter - Thursday
Venus - Friday
I dont really understand this thing. Its kinda confusing.
Well, just my curiosity for the day.
Say Goodbye to Winter. You have about an hour left to enjoy it. ( its currently 10:58pm)
It was nice having you around.
Put away those heavy winter coats, gloves, scarfs and Uggs. Its time to take out your shorts, skirts, tank tops, open toed shoes! Cause now they wont freeze. Ready to just arrive to school without a jacket? Yay! Warmthh is coming sooon! Mother Nature has answered my prayers. Thankyou thankyou.
Farewell winter, i will not miss you very much.
Sorta missing the CAHSEE. ):
Im sorta excited for next year. No more spanish! Wheee.
No more Ashcraft.
I have a Geometry test tomorrow. I hope i do well. I need to raise me grade.
You know what grades i really need to raise?
Spanish, Biology, and History.
fml. :<
I want something to drink.
peace out nigggaaas.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
1234
I changed my song.
Stand by me - Ben E. King
Oldies are so fun to listen to. Justin just sent me a few.
I'm having fun! :D Ro[t]fl
CAHSEE ended today. It wasnt that hard. But sigh. I kinda enjoyed taking it. It made these past two days so chill. Did pretty much nothing in all of my classes. Then again, i only went to like the last 3 classes of the day. Which wasnt so bad. The only bad part would probably be biology.
Oh so yesterday, Neilson gave me a lunch detention. But i didnt go today. She hella forgot too. Dumb bitch. Lol. Justkidding. She's a nice teacher. But...she's not a very good one. She's one of those teachers who dont really deal well with teenagers. She can't exactly handle them. Either that, or she could be stuck in the wrong subject. Like Ashcraft. She's a history major. Dumb school made her teach Spanish though. No wonder she can't teach us. I dont even think she likes the subject. That totally explains why she is always rambling on about like her past and historic events. She seems to get like very into it.
I had a good day today. Spent time with Chip and Lisa (:
I already took a shower. I brushed my teeth.
WOW im so stupid. Who the fuck brushes their teeth at like 8:30pm. Thats a bit too early. Cause i forgot that i brushed my teeth, and i ate food. Good job Kathy. Wasted toothpaste.
I'm waiting for him to sign on so i can talk to him. But that faggot is taking hella daysss.
asdfghjkl. Sigh.
there's only
Justin and i are getting hella musical right now.
So today Chip, Lisa and I went to Chipotle and we all shared one burrito and like Lisa and I were talking about something that for some reason made us laugh hella. While we were laughing i had food in my mouth and i fucking choked on it, but i couldnt stop laughing. & the little pepper thing got stuck to my tonsels or something? That dangly thing in the back of your throat and i started coughing so i like tumbled my way to the bathroom. It was hella crazy...Lisa said some guy was starring at me weirdly :/ AND THEN like i had to drink something cause when i came back from the bathroom the thing was still like bothering me and i was still coughing so i drank soda. Sigh. Oops. But i hella needed it, and that was the only thing around. But im still going to not drink soda. I can still keep too it. Even though i sorta cheated. Lol.
Thats my interesting story. I never have interesting stories to tell. (:
Chip's name is in Chipotle's name. o:
Stand by me - Ben E. King
Oldies are so fun to listen to. Justin just sent me a few.
I'm having fun! :D Ro[t]fl
CAHSEE ended today. It wasnt that hard. But sigh. I kinda enjoyed taking it. It made these past two days so chill. Did pretty much nothing in all of my classes. Then again, i only went to like the last 3 classes of the day. Which wasnt so bad. The only bad part would probably be biology.
Oh so yesterday, Neilson gave me a lunch detention. But i didnt go today. She hella forgot too. Dumb bitch. Lol. Justkidding. She's a nice teacher. But...she's not a very good one. She's one of those teachers who dont really deal well with teenagers. She can't exactly handle them. Either that, or she could be stuck in the wrong subject. Like Ashcraft. She's a history major. Dumb school made her teach Spanish though. No wonder she can't teach us. I dont even think she likes the subject. That totally explains why she is always rambling on about like her past and historic events. She seems to get like very into it.
I had a good day today. Spent time with Chip and Lisa (:
I already took a shower. I brushed my teeth.
WOW im so stupid. Who the fuck brushes their teeth at like 8:30pm. Thats a bit too early. Cause i forgot that i brushed my teeth, and i ate food. Good job Kathy. Wasted toothpaste.
I'm waiting for him to sign on so i can talk to him. But that faggot is taking hella daysss.
asdfghjkl. Sigh.
there's only
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
i love you
Plain White T's; Thank you Tiffany
Justin and i are getting hella musical right now.
So today Chip, Lisa and I went to Chipotle and we all shared one burrito and like Lisa and I were talking about something that for some reason made us laugh hella. While we were laughing i had food in my mouth and i fucking choked on it, but i couldnt stop laughing. & the little pepper thing got stuck to my tonsels or something? That dangly thing in the back of your throat and i started coughing so i like tumbled my way to the bathroom. It was hella crazy...Lisa said some guy was starring at me weirdly :/ AND THEN like i had to drink something cause when i came back from the bathroom the thing was still like bothering me and i was still coughing so i drank soda. Sigh. Oops. But i hella needed it, and that was the only thing around. But im still going to not drink soda. I can still keep too it. Even though i sorta cheated. Lol.
Thats my interesting story. I never have interesting stories to tell. (:
Chip's name is in Chipotle's name. o:
sugar pie,honey bunch, you know that i love youu...
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
The Northface.
Justine's northface backpack came in the mail today. It was shipped to my house. She got a hella cute amira one. Its grey/green. Super cute. And along with her Amira, was my white Isabella. Yay! I like Justine's more though. Could it just be because the inside lining it red? Could be. Its sexy as fuck . Ugh. I want red lining. But mines not that bad. Its pretty cute. Cute stuff for cute people right? ROFL. Jk. But yes, its cute.
Thankyou Northface people who made these backpacks. I wish there was some sort of red thing on it though. Maybe i'll like splatter red on it. Jk. I wont do that. I'm excited to wear it! Wheee.
I did not eat dinner yet. What happened to my mom saying " Its dinner time" I didnt even know she ate! Omfg, im so damn hungry. I could eat cereal...I just bought Lucky Charms at Target today. Hmm...but that wont be fullfilling at all. Well, better than nothing. I need food!
i get to see chip tomorrow [:
Thankyou Northface people who made these backpacks. I wish there was some sort of red thing on it though. Maybe i'll like splatter red on it. Jk. I wont do that. I'm excited to wear it! Wheee.
I did not eat dinner yet. What happened to my mom saying " Its dinner time" I didnt even know she ate! Omfg, im so damn hungry. I could eat cereal...I just bought Lucky Charms at Target today. Hmm...but that wont be fullfilling at all. Well, better than nothing. I need food!
i get to see chip tomorrow [:
Monday, March 16, 2009
Lisa Shoe
"Will you go to Sadies with me?"
& She said yes. She was my date to sadies.
Sadies sucked balls. But our pictures came out nicely! (:
Thankyou for being my date <3 They pictures FINALLY came.
♥ ♥
xoxoxo
Lisa Shoe! :D
Thats my group picture.
With Chavy's friends.
From top Left to Right : Elaine, Ray, Henry, Margaret
Lisa, Justine, Chavy, Kathy
Cassie.
Everyday i spend with you, just gets better and better.
& She said yes. She was my date to sadies.
Sadies sucked balls. But our pictures came out nicely! (:
Thankyou for being my date <3 They pictures FINALLY came.
xoxoxo
Lisa Shoe! :D
Thats my group picture.With Chavy's friends.
From top Left to Right : Elaine, Ray, Henry, Margaret
Lisa, Justine, Chavy, Kathy
Cassie.
Had a good day today.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
lets talk boys.
Yea, shall we?
Theyre something you girls can't exactly live without. You need them in your life. Something to look at and be like "Dammn he's a cutie"
If you find one that attracts you, and he is attracted to you too, then you would go for it.
For some reason, there was something. I dont know what, i dont know why but i just liked him. I didnt open my eyes very much to see the flaws. To see how he really was like. I just liked the fact that since i was for some strange reason, attatched to him, that he was with me by my side. But then now i know. Now i see. Now i know what i have put myself into. He was a dick. Fucking jackass, and treated me like shit. He didnt really care for me. I was sorta just like his "friend" not someone he had feelings for. Oh sure he says "i like you" But you know how some guys are, they tell you what you want to hear. Thats what i wanted to hear. I wanted to hear him say that he had some sort of feelings for me. But it was sincere. I was just a girl he hung out with and did things with when he had nothing else to do. Some girl he can put his arm around. Barely took me out, never called me, doesn't text me much, barely comes see me. It started out with seeing him 3 times a week, at night. Not during the day, but at night. Then it was 2 times a week, then one. Then none. Occasionally he would call me during the day to see if i wanted to hang out. Oh i'd be thrilled, since i never get to see him. But what is there to do? He never took me anywhere. Did he want to keep me a secret? When i talk about people in my life he says he doesnt want to hear about people he doesnt even know. How come though...wouldnt he want to? He never talked about his life. I dont even remember what we talk about now. But whatever. He didnt even want to meet my two bestfriends, thinking it would be weird. Never wanted to bring me to see his friends, never mentioning them. Oh wow how come i thought he was such a nice boy. He wasnt. Boys can be so decieving, can't they?
Then there's the nice ones that do care. This one cared. I met him, and he cared. He cared so much and i loved it. He was nice and he talked to me. He listened to what i wanted to say. He cared how my day was, what happens in my life. And he cares about the people that are in my life. I was thrilled. I thanked God for letting me meet him, for he cared about me and loved me. Made me so happy. He'd call me and text me and wished to be with me. It was more than i asked for. He hasn't done anything wrong to hurt me. I do the things to hurt him, cause him to hurt me. But thats because it is my fault. Its my fault this time. Why do i do what i do...I can change. I really can. Change is hard though. But i can do it, for the better. To make things good, to avoid this. I can, i really can. Because i really do care. I'm just a "stupid dumb bitch"
My friends are great. They made me smile. So did Lena. Wow <3
Theyre something you girls can't exactly live without. You need them in your life. Something to look at and be like "Dammn he's a cutie"
If you find one that attracts you, and he is attracted to you too, then you would go for it.
For some reason, there was something. I dont know what, i dont know why but i just liked him. I didnt open my eyes very much to see the flaws. To see how he really was like. I just liked the fact that since i was for some strange reason, attatched to him, that he was with me by my side. But then now i know. Now i see. Now i know what i have put myself into. He was a dick. Fucking jackass, and treated me like shit. He didnt really care for me. I was sorta just like his "friend" not someone he had feelings for. Oh sure he says "i like you" But you know how some guys are, they tell you what you want to hear. Thats what i wanted to hear. I wanted to hear him say that he had some sort of feelings for me. But it was sincere. I was just a girl he hung out with and did things with when he had nothing else to do. Some girl he can put his arm around. Barely took me out, never called me, doesn't text me much, barely comes see me. It started out with seeing him 3 times a week, at night. Not during the day, but at night. Then it was 2 times a week, then one. Then none. Occasionally he would call me during the day to see if i wanted to hang out. Oh i'd be thrilled, since i never get to see him. But what is there to do? He never took me anywhere. Did he want to keep me a secret? When i talk about people in my life he says he doesnt want to hear about people he doesnt even know. How come though...wouldnt he want to? He never talked about his life. I dont even remember what we talk about now. But whatever. He didnt even want to meet my two bestfriends, thinking it would be weird. Never wanted to bring me to see his friends, never mentioning them. Oh wow how come i thought he was such a nice boy. He wasnt. Boys can be so decieving, can't they?
Then there's the nice ones that do care. This one cared. I met him, and he cared. He cared so much and i loved it. He was nice and he talked to me. He listened to what i wanted to say. He cared how my day was, what happens in my life. And he cares about the people that are in my life. I was thrilled. I thanked God for letting me meet him, for he cared about me and loved me. Made me so happy. He'd call me and text me and wished to be with me. It was more than i asked for. He hasn't done anything wrong to hurt me. I do the things to hurt him, cause him to hurt me. But thats because it is my fault. Its my fault this time. Why do i do what i do...I can change. I really can. Change is hard though. But i can do it, for the better. To make things good, to avoid this. I can, i really can. Because i really do care. I'm just a "stupid dumb bitch"
My friends are great. They made me smile. So did Lena. Wow <3
Friday, March 13, 2009
Another Friday the 13th?
I almost walked underneath a ladder today.
Freaking Eric...
Nothin bad really happened today. School actually was not the bad. I enjoyed myself. Rofl.
The only downside of today would probably be not being able to see him.
Lisa & I just chilled at tapioca express near our place from 4:00 pm-9:00 pm.
It was nice to finally get to spend some quality time with her. Its been a while. Justine was missing though. We seriously need to get together and just kickit. Just the three of us, doing whatever comes our way.
By the way; i got a C on my I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings test in english. I was happy.
I did better than i thought i would do. I got the grade i hoped for. Lol.
Well enough of today. How about yesterday? Hmm..
All i have to say is yesterday was a really good day.
I dont exactly remember the details, but it was a good day. (:
& now i wait...
Bye!
oh nvm. He's not coming home. Damn...
How unfortunate, huh?
Oh btw, you see that counter down there? At the bottom of the screen? Its not like the legit counter. I got it off something that counts how many times someone goes to my blog. I have like the bloggerspot's site counter on my dashboard thing. I think my count is so high, cause i continuously go to my blog to like check shit. Rofl.
Seems like all my "bad luck" that is happening today is from him. More like unfortunate shit. But whatever right?
I'm thinking about taking another shower. Cause im not really doing anything right now? But then i think that may be a waste of water to shower two times in a day.
I'm kind of hungry again. Nothing to eat. Damn.
Freaking Eric...
Nothin bad really happened today. School actually was not the bad. I enjoyed myself. Rofl.
The only downside of today would probably be not being able to see him.
Lisa & I just chilled at tapioca express near our place from 4:00 pm-9:00 pm.
It was nice to finally get to spend some quality time with her. Its been a while. Justine was missing though. We seriously need to get together and just kickit. Just the three of us, doing whatever comes our way.
By the way; i got a C on my I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings test in english. I was happy.
I did better than i thought i would do. I got the grade i hoped for. Lol.
Well enough of today. How about yesterday? Hmm..
All i have to say is yesterday was a really good day.
I dont exactly remember the details, but it was a good day. (:
& now i wait...
Bye!
oh nvm. He's not coming home. Damn...
How unfortunate, huh?
Oh btw, you see that counter down there? At the bottom of the screen? Its not like the legit counter. I got it off something that counts how many times someone goes to my blog. I have like the bloggerspot's site counter on my dashboard thing. I think my count is so high, cause i continuously go to my blog to like check shit. Rofl.
Seems like all my "bad luck" that is happening today is from him. More like unfortunate shit. But whatever right?
I'm thinking about taking another shower. Cause im not really doing anything right now? But then i think that may be a waste of water to shower two times in a day.
I'm kind of hungry again. Nothing to eat. Damn.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
How the fuck was your day?
Its just fucking fantastic.
Best day i have ever had. Its wonderful.
Want to know why?
Ran the mile. Not the bad actually, but just the fact that its the mile kinda just sucks ass. Got a 11 minutes 45 seconds. Better than last week atleast.
When i got into Geometry, it was just terrific. I got my girlscout cookies. I owe her 16 dollars and she owes me two boxes of simoas.
Spanish was a good period. Instead of napping, i thought i could have done something a little productive, like do my homework. I finished my math homework so then i wouldnt have to do it later, and in substitution of doing homework, i can hangout with him. Smart right? Wrong. Because that was a waste of time. I could have saved it so i can do it at home. Since now, sitting at home...i wont have math to do. Math is actually fun to do. Its actually because i understand that shit. Makes me feel smarted when im sitting here working on it. Oh well...maybe now i can just nap instead. Since i cleaned my room last night, also so i can go out. So my mom wouldnt make me clean it before leaving the house. So i can just come home and dash out. Well now i can take two things off my todo list for the day. More time for sleeping right?
English, got screwed over on my essay. 20/50. Oh great. This means i will need to do good on the next test. Like really good. Maybe atleast a B? A would be great though.
Biology, well i learned about covergent and divergent. Thats the only interesting thing..
History...no comment.
Came home. Well i got my notification of failure. Apparently i'm not doign as great as i was hoping. Struggling in 4 classes. Great. Thats like more than half of my classes. Im only doing good in Geometry and P.E. Well thats something to be proud of. -_- fml.
Thinking about just helpling Justine & Lisa with geometry today. We have a test tomorrow. But i dont know if theyre up for it. And i should probably study for English. Ugh.
Thanks for bailing out on me today. My day is just fucking fantastic.
3:19 pm. Ill be back later to continue my teriffic day.
7:25pm : I just woke up from my half hour nap. I should be starting on Bio homework soon, and then moving onto English. I gotta finish I know why the caged bird sings by tomorrow fourth period...wow, well i'm fucked,
I had the time of my life in my room. Sitting on my bed thinking about what to do. Not wanting to do homework. Stuffed my face with Thin Mints. I curled my hair, and put on makeup out of boredom. Listened to music. It was tons of fun. Super fun. Exciting as fuck. Talk about "spicing up" my fucking life. Its just great.
Okay Justine is here. We are going to study like good little mission girls should.
Oh boy! So fun!
fml...i just dropped my phone.
12:05 am - Hey! its Thursday...Oh fuck.
Justine is at my house still. Her mom decided to just let her sleep over. We are taking a math break and she's is copying my history notes. & then i guess we will be going back to studying for math. Then fucking english.
UGH! -_-
kinda have a headache.
I bet i will be staying up hella late tonight trying to finish all this shit. & then i have to wake up late at 6am to fucking take a shower cause i dont want to be icky while at school.
Watch me be a dead flower at school today.
Okay back to math? She finished copying notes.
Best day i have ever had. Its wonderful.
Want to know why?
Ran the mile. Not the bad actually, but just the fact that its the mile kinda just sucks ass. Got a 11 minutes 45 seconds. Better than last week atleast.
When i got into Geometry, it was just terrific. I got my girlscout cookies. I owe her 16 dollars and she owes me two boxes of simoas.
Spanish was a good period. Instead of napping, i thought i could have done something a little productive, like do my homework. I finished my math homework so then i wouldnt have to do it later, and in substitution of doing homework, i can hangout with him. Smart right? Wrong. Because that was a waste of time. I could have saved it so i can do it at home. Since now, sitting at home...i wont have math to do. Math is actually fun to do. Its actually because i understand that shit. Makes me feel smarted when im sitting here working on it. Oh well...maybe now i can just nap instead. Since i cleaned my room last night, also so i can go out. So my mom wouldnt make me clean it before leaving the house. So i can just come home and dash out. Well now i can take two things off my todo list for the day. More time for sleeping right?
English, got screwed over on my essay. 20/50. Oh great. This means i will need to do good on the next test. Like really good. Maybe atleast a B? A would be great though.
Biology, well i learned about covergent and divergent. Thats the only interesting thing..
History...no comment.
Came home. Well i got my notification of failure. Apparently i'm not doign as great as i was hoping. Struggling in 4 classes. Great. Thats like more than half of my classes. Im only doing good in Geometry and P.E. Well thats something to be proud of. -_- fml.
Thinking about just helpling Justine & Lisa with geometry today. We have a test tomorrow. But i dont know if theyre up for it. And i should probably study for English. Ugh.
Thanks for bailing out on me today. My day is just fucking fantastic.
3:19 pm. Ill be back later to continue my teriffic day.
7:25pm : I just woke up from my half hour nap. I should be starting on Bio homework soon, and then moving onto English. I gotta finish I know why the caged bird sings by tomorrow fourth period...wow, well i'm fucked,
I had the time of my life in my room. Sitting on my bed thinking about what to do. Not wanting to do homework. Stuffed my face with Thin Mints. I curled my hair, and put on makeup out of boredom. Listened to music. It was tons of fun. Super fun. Exciting as fuck. Talk about "spicing up" my fucking life. Its just great.
Okay Justine is here. We are going to study like good little mission girls should.
Oh boy! So fun!
fml...i just dropped my phone.
12:05 am - Hey! its Thursday...Oh fuck.
Justine is at my house still. Her mom decided to just let her sleep over. We are taking a math break and she's is copying my history notes. & then i guess we will be going back to studying for math. Then fucking english.
UGH! -_-
kinda have a headache.
I bet i will be staying up hella late tonight trying to finish all this shit. & then i have to wake up late at 6am to fucking take a shower cause i dont want to be icky while at school.
Watch me be a dead flower at school today.
Okay back to math? She finished copying notes.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
You must be from Norcal.
I'm hella bored right now. No, not really...but yea.
Definition?
Today was just like any other day, of course. My life seriously does need some more excitement, because as of now is just seems like is hella boring. Wake up, go to school, come home, homework(yea right.), chill, computer: myspace/facebook/aim. Same rutine everyday. Need to spice it up a little.
Is it going to start getting warmer soon? I don't like the cold at all.
Today as i was walking around outside in my flannel, it was hella cold. I hate it. I want warmth. I want to be all girly & wear shorts! Whee. No just kidding. I don't want to expose too much of my eperdirmis. But every morning, walking out of Pham's room..."Dude, its HELLA cold." Too cold. I want like a portable heater. Or maybe ill bring my blanket to school. Speaking of this cold weather reminds me that i left my jacket in my locker. Oops.
I hate how my mom rushes me in the morning...I have P.E first period so i can't be late. She just doesn't understand that. I could try waking up a bit earlier to have time to do what i want to do, without my mom nagging at me. But its just hella hard to wake up any earlier than 7:20am. But starting next year, since i wont be having P.E first period anymore, or i wont have it at all period (yippeee) i'll have to start waking up early again & leaving my house at like 7:20am to beat the bell and avoid getting a tardy contract. Bleh. I need my sleep. Then again i can just sleep earlier...nah.
Registration forms are due tomorrow.
I picked 3 electives. I thought about them very carefully. Hopefully i get classes with Justine,Lisa,Justin andChavy. What if all four of us got one class together. Oh my gosh, that would be hella amazing. Signed up for A.P psychology, Culinary Arts/Digital Img, & Chemistry. But to get into Chemistry, i have to retake biology over summer school. Hella lame. :/ I need to pick alternative classes for A.P psychology and chemistry though. But i dont know what to put. Choir? Drama? Art?...Iderno. Choosing just those three classes was already hard enough. Rofl. I signed up for an A.P class, to make myself seem smarter. (:
I hope junior year isn't hella hard or anything. But then i doubt it will be easy. Everything is hard. School itself is hard. I bet Chemistry and U.S history will hella just screw me over. But whatever. Its better if i just take it.
I'm eating Jell-o. Its hella yummy. Actually...not really. Its okay. I want something more fullfilling...like...chicken pot pie? Mmmmm...
Oh gosh, is it Tuesday already? Am i prepared for the mile tomorrow. No, never. Ugh. I hate mile day. Its hella gay. I needa step up my game and try to run faster. I was thinking about actually taking off my jeans and only wearing my sweats while i run, to see if that could increase my running spead...but its gonna be hella cold tomorrow morning. Maybe i'll wear my P.Js underneath. Does that sound alright? I'll be somewhat warm. It will be like extra thick sweats. Lets see how that works. But i dont really feel like carring my Pjs around with me. Maybe i'll wear them in the morning and take it off after P.E.
Every week i talk about my mile. Lol. I'm lame.. :/
So today, in Spanish i was hella tired. I ended up falling asleep while taking my test. Oh well. I woke up, to circle letters and turned it in. Sat back down & looked over my registration form. Had Joey talk me through what classes are easy, which are hard. If the teacher is a bitch or not. Well...i guess i might get screwed over in A.P Psychology too. Damn.
This is getting a bit too long...sorry for the pointlessness.
But like i said, i'm just hella bored. Thats why im rambling on and on about unimportant stuff.
I'm lacking hella sleep. Its just so totally worth it to stay up and loose each minute of sleep though. I like it. Call me crazy.
I'm breaking out, on my forehead. Pimples everywhere. WHY?! Stupid pueberty.
I lost my eyeliner.Again...i'm hella sad. ):
Now i just look kind of ugly. But then, today in the lunch line this girl complimented me. So maybe i don't look that bad. But i'm just not used to my eyes without anything on them. Not dark, just plain. Oh well. No need to impress anyone. Ok. This is getting hella long. I think ill stop. Goodbye!
Definition?
a multipurpose word invented by the people of Northern California, indigenous to the Bay Area. Used to describe a lot of something or something good.
Maximally quantifying term; originated in Northern California.
Today was just like any other day, of course. My life seriously does need some more excitement, because as of now is just seems like is hella boring. Wake up, go to school, come home, homework(yea right.), chill, computer: myspace/facebook/aim. Same rutine everyday. Need to spice it up a little.
Is it going to start getting warmer soon? I don't like the cold at all.
Today as i was walking around outside in my flannel, it was hella cold. I hate it. I want warmth. I want to be all girly & wear shorts! Whee. No just kidding. I don't want to expose too much of my eperdirmis. But every morning, walking out of Pham's room..."Dude, its HELLA cold." Too cold. I want like a portable heater. Or maybe ill bring my blanket to school. Speaking of this cold weather reminds me that i left my jacket in my locker. Oops.
I hate how my mom rushes me in the morning...I have P.E first period so i can't be late. She just doesn't understand that. I could try waking up a bit earlier to have time to do what i want to do, without my mom nagging at me. But its just hella hard to wake up any earlier than 7:20am. But starting next year, since i wont be having P.E first period anymore, or i wont have it at all period (yippeee) i'll have to start waking up early again & leaving my house at like 7:20am to beat the bell and avoid getting a tardy contract. Bleh. I need my sleep. Then again i can just sleep earlier...nah.
Registration forms are due tomorrow.
I picked 3 electives. I thought about them very carefully. Hopefully i get classes with Justine,Lisa,Justin andChavy. What if all four of us got one class together. Oh my gosh, that would be hella amazing. Signed up for A.P psychology, Culinary Arts/Digital Img, & Chemistry. But to get into Chemistry, i have to retake biology over summer school. Hella lame. :/ I need to pick alternative classes for A.P psychology and chemistry though. But i dont know what to put. Choir? Drama? Art?...Iderno. Choosing just those three classes was already hard enough. Rofl. I signed up for an A.P class, to make myself seem smarter. (:
I hope junior year isn't hella hard or anything. But then i doubt it will be easy. Everything is hard. School itself is hard. I bet Chemistry and U.S history will hella just screw me over. But whatever. Its better if i just take it.
I'm eating Jell-o. Its hella yummy. Actually...not really. Its okay. I want something more fullfilling...like...chicken pot pie? Mmmmm...
Oh gosh, is it Tuesday already? Am i prepared for the mile tomorrow. No, never. Ugh. I hate mile day. Its hella gay. I needa step up my game and try to run faster. I was thinking about actually taking off my jeans and only wearing my sweats while i run, to see if that could increase my running spead...but its gonna be hella cold tomorrow morning. Maybe i'll wear my P.Js underneath. Does that sound alright? I'll be somewhat warm. It will be like extra thick sweats. Lets see how that works. But i dont really feel like carring my Pjs around with me. Maybe i'll wear them in the morning and take it off after P.E.
Every week i talk about my mile. Lol. I'm lame.. :/
So today, in Spanish i was hella tired. I ended up falling asleep while taking my test. Oh well. I woke up, to circle letters and turned it in. Sat back down & looked over my registration form. Had Joey talk me through what classes are easy, which are hard. If the teacher is a bitch or not. Well...i guess i might get screwed over in A.P Psychology too. Damn.
This is getting a bit too long...sorry for the pointlessness.
But like i said, i'm just hella bored. Thats why im rambling on and on about unimportant stuff.
I'm lacking hella sleep. Its just so totally worth it to stay up and loose each minute of sleep though. I like it. Call me crazy.
I'm breaking out, on my forehead. Pimples everywhere. WHY?! Stupid pueberty.
I lost my eyeliner.Again...i'm hella sad. ):
Now i just look kind of ugly. But then, today in the lunch line this girl complimented me. So maybe i don't look that bad. But i'm just not used to my eyes without anything on them. Not dark, just plain. Oh well. No need to impress anyone. Ok. This is getting hella long. I think ill stop. Goodbye!
Toodles
hella long.
hella long.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Die-it
My blogspot page is on a diet.
Only one post per page now.
Since i have been writing more than i have when i first started out.
Must be such a joy to read my blogs now, since theyre arent short and pointless anymore.
My posts are now just, long and pointless. So who knows who actually reads it from top to bottom...
"Sexy Love" by. Ne-yo ft. Candace Jones
He makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. Just one touch.
"Sexual Healing" by. Marvin Gaye - idk. its a nice oldies song.
Sexual Healing, baby,is good for me. Sexual Healing is good for me
Homework is stressful.
beep beep beep.
pew pew pew pew!
nom nom nom
mooo...
I'm kinda bored :/
Well, i dont have tutoring tomorrow, cause KimChi(my tutors name) is sick. Poor her. That means i get to go out. Yay! But now i don't have anyone to ask about my math homework. I have a quiz on thursday. :/
Something wrong with my keyboard? Or is it the computer...
Can't highlight stuff.
I have itches everywhere! AHH. D:
okay okay. I hope my sister goes home. I don't really want to sleep with her AND lena...
If she does, im really considering the couch in the living room. She's like already sleeping right now. Lets hope she wakes up.
I have a head ache. Maybe it is because i took a shower "late"
Thats what my mom says the cause of my headaches are; lack of sleep & showering so "late" at night. But it could be, you never know.
Rossy or Chowder?
who is cuter...
Damn i need to shower before my mom says "you cant shower this late"
brb.
But before i go...maybe
Only one post per page now.
Since i have been writing more than i have when i first started out.
Must be such a joy to read my blogs now, since theyre arent short and pointless anymore.
My posts are now just, long and pointless. So who knows who actually reads it from top to bottom...
"Sexy Love" by. Ne-yo ft. Candace Jones
He makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up. Just one touch.
"Sexual Healing" by. Marvin Gaye - idk. its a nice oldies song.
Sexual Healing, baby,is good for me. Sexual Healing is good for me
Homework is stressful.
beep beep beep.
pew pew pew pew!
nom nom nom
mooo...
I'm kinda bored :/
Well, i dont have tutoring tomorrow, cause KimChi(my tutors name) is sick. Poor her. That means i get to go out. Yay! But now i don't have anyone to ask about my math homework. I have a quiz on thursday. :/
Something wrong with my keyboard? Or is it the computer...
Can't highlight stuff.
I have itches everywhere! AHH. D:
okay okay. I hope my sister goes home. I don't really want to sleep with her AND lena...
If she does, im really considering the couch in the living room. She's like already sleeping right now. Lets hope she wakes up.
I have a head ache. Maybe it is because i took a shower "late"
Thats what my mom says the cause of my headaches are; lack of sleep & showering so "late" at night. But it could be, you never know.
Rossy or Chowder?
who is cuter...
well goodnight everyone.
sweet dreams
sweet dreams
Damn i need to shower before my mom says "you cant shower this late"
brb.
But before i go...maybe
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Whats your fortune?
I hate those fortune cookies they give out at asian restaurants. But i like reading the little pieces of papers inside of them (:
this is my fortune.
& my lucky numbers are: 32,16,20,14,48,and 31
i don't exactly understand what it means...
I liked Lena's. It seemed kinda cute.
& this is the back of my sister's.
ping guo! (:
Today was such a gorgeous day. Would be nicer if it was a tad bit warmer.
Went to the mall with my sister, but just to go window shopping cause we were both broke. :/
Then went out to dinner with her, her husband, and Lena. It was fun. Good laughs. Donald (my sister's husband) is such an old fashioned type of guy. But then of course, texting during dinner is a rude thing. I just don't really care much for those customs. He's leaving tomorrow morning at 4am to go off to training (i think) for the war. He's going to be gone for 3 weeks. I don't know how my sister lives with that. In august he's going to leave for a year and a half. That must be torture for the both of them. I can't even stand a day without seeing someone i like. How does she do it...
Okay, i'm going to finish up homework, then shower. Or maybe i will shower first and then do homework.
& my lucky numbers are: 32,16,20,14,48,and 31
i don't exactly understand what it means...
I liked Lena's. It seemed kinda cute.
& this is the back of my sister's.ping guo! (:
Today was such a gorgeous day. Would be nicer if it was a tad bit warmer.
Went to the mall with my sister, but just to go window shopping cause we were both broke. :/
Then went out to dinner with her, her husband, and Lena. It was fun. Good laughs. Donald (my sister's husband) is such an old fashioned type of guy. But then of course, texting during dinner is a rude thing. I just don't really care much for those customs. He's leaving tomorrow morning at 4am to go off to training (i think) for the war. He's going to be gone for 3 weeks. I don't know how my sister lives with that. In august he's going to leave for a year and a half. That must be torture for the both of them. I can't even stand a day without seeing someone i like. How does she do it...
Okay, i'm going to finish up homework, then shower. Or maybe i will shower first and then do homework.
Toodles!
day lights savings everyone! D:
day lights savings everyone! D:
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Friday, March 6, 2009
A word from the critics
Short day today, everything went by quickly. By the time school ended it was 5 minutes till noon.
Not very good at planning stuff. Lol. Went home and lagged around not knowing what to do. Trying to get out of the house. Ended up falling asleep on my bed. Till Justine came by and saved me from misery. (not really...) She called me up at 3 something cause she needed to come by and wait for Christine Giang to give her money for Urban Paradise. But since she came over i finally thought of an excuse to tell my mom to get out of the house. Her guy came over and swooped us an we went to Boston Market, where they both ate together. & i met up with Chip.
Originally the plan was for all 5 of us to go to the movies. Five cause Chris' friend was there also. But then that plan failed. Chip and i stayed behind. They went to go watch Watchmen. I heard it was suppose to be a good movie. 2 hours and something minutes of great excitement. But no, they said the movie sucked ass. Wouldnt mind going to watch it for myself to see though. Cause not everyone would have the same opinion in a movie. Like Twilight for instance, that movie was one of the worst movies i have ever seen...but then people loved it...eh i dont know.
Well Chip and i went to Wingstop. (its a chicken place) My first time going there. I sure dont know how to order good food...i tried the Hawaiian one. It tasted kinda weird. Its like a sweet gingery taste. Eh i dont know. If you like that, well then go for it. I still think KFC is wonderful <3
Well tomorrow, i have to go to my youth thing early for community service. Fixing up the church and what not. So i will be waking up at ten. Blogged late today. Did everything late today. Haha. Oh well. Time for me to get some shut eye. Goodnight everybody!
p.s. I BOUGHT GIRLSCOUT COOKIES TODAY!!!
i wonder when i will get them. Oh my gooodness, i'm so excited. o:
Not very good at planning stuff. Lol. Went home and lagged around not knowing what to do. Trying to get out of the house. Ended up falling asleep on my bed. Till Justine came by and saved me from misery. (not really...) She called me up at 3 something cause she needed to come by and wait for Christine Giang to give her money for Urban Paradise. But since she came over i finally thought of an excuse to tell my mom to get out of the house. Her guy came over and swooped us an we went to Boston Market, where they both ate together. & i met up with Chip.
Originally the plan was for all 5 of us to go to the movies. Five cause Chris' friend was there also. But then that plan failed. Chip and i stayed behind. They went to go watch Watchmen. I heard it was suppose to be a good movie. 2 hours and something minutes of great excitement. But no, they said the movie sucked ass. Wouldnt mind going to watch it for myself to see though. Cause not everyone would have the same opinion in a movie. Like Twilight for instance, that movie was one of the worst movies i have ever seen...but then people loved it...eh i dont know.
Well Chip and i went to Wingstop. (its a chicken place) My first time going there. I sure dont know how to order good food...i tried the Hawaiian one. It tasted kinda weird. Its like a sweet gingery taste. Eh i dont know. If you like that, well then go for it. I still think KFC is wonderful <3
Well tomorrow, i have to go to my youth thing early for community service. Fixing up the church and what not. So i will be waking up at ten. Blogged late today. Did everything late today. Haha. Oh well. Time for me to get some shut eye. Goodnight everybody!
p.s. I BOUGHT GIRLSCOUT COOKIES TODAY!!!
i wonder when i will get them. Oh my gooodness, i'm so excited. o:
Thursday, March 5, 2009
thankyou momma.
I love you dearly. <3
She's making me Pho, cause im super super super super super super duper hungry.
I just ate. It was scrumptious. (:
Done with homework, before 9 for once.
What an accomplishment! Yay!
Today is Ryan Jiang's birthday. He's 18 now.
Yesterday was Christina's & she's 15. Wheee. I get to spend the whole day with her on Sunday.
I bet she's excited for whats planned.
Justine got her braces off today. She looks older & pretty. Im happy for her.
I want to get braces again & then take them off, just to feel that slimey feeling.
Rossy's period blood got on my sheets...but she didnt sleep with me. She jumped on my bed earlier to say hi to me when i got home. My sheets are in the washer now.
How long does a dog's period last? I miss having her sleep with me.. ):
You know what i think is cute? My mom when she gives Lena food, and then she watched her eat and she's like "YUMM-NII!!" Hahahaha. & when she's talks to the dogs. Like to chowder "chooww-daahh" She's in the room right now saying that do Chowder. and from her she sounds like...yoshi when he makes than one noise. lool
do you know what sounds soooo yummy (yumm-nii) right now?!?
FROZEN YOGURT AND ICECREAM! o:
like maybe a strawrberry shortcake icecream thingy from the icecream man or cheverons. oh my, drool.Mostly Frozen yogurt though..mmm. tasty. With fruity pebbles, gummy bears, mochi balls, & lychee topping oooo:
Minimum day tomorrow! Who wants to treat my out do some deliciousness??
The cravings are coming. o:
I miss milpitas. I miss Tram. I feel like we don't have that same connection. I have been seeing her less and less as the days go by. We don't talk as much because she's so into her school work and i'm so into nothing? Sighhh. Disconnected.
When i grow up & when i can, im going to move back down to milpitas. If i can that is...
My back hurts. Dont know why.
Well goodbye everyone! (:
She's making me Pho, cause im super super super super super super duper hungry.
I just ate. It was scrumptious. (:
Done with homework, before 9 for once.
What an accomplishment! Yay!
Today is Ryan Jiang's birthday. He's 18 now.
Yesterday was Christina's & she's 15. Wheee. I get to spend the whole day with her on Sunday.
I bet she's excited for whats planned.
Justine got her braces off today. She looks older & pretty. Im happy for her.
I want to get braces again & then take them off, just to feel that slimey feeling.
Rossy's period blood got on my sheets...but she didnt sleep with me. She jumped on my bed earlier to say hi to me when i got home. My sheets are in the washer now.
How long does a dog's period last? I miss having her sleep with me.. ):
You know what i think is cute? My mom when she gives Lena food, and then she watched her eat and she's like "YUMM-NII!!" Hahahaha. & when she's talks to the dogs. Like to chowder "chooww-daahh" She's in the room right now saying that do Chowder. and from her she sounds like...yoshi when he makes than one noise. lool
do you know what sounds soooo yummy (yumm-nii) right now?!?
FROZEN YOGURT AND ICECREAM! o:
like maybe a strawrberry shortcake icecream thingy from the icecream man or cheverons. oh my, drool.Mostly Frozen yogurt though..mmm. tasty. With fruity pebbles, gummy bears, mochi balls, & lychee topping oooo:
Minimum day tomorrow! Who wants to treat my out do some deliciousness??
The cravings are coming. o:
I miss milpitas. I miss Tram. I feel like we don't have that same connection. I have been seeing her less and less as the days go by. We don't talk as much because she's so into her school work and i'm so into nothing? Sighhh. Disconnected.
When i grow up & when i can, im going to move back down to milpitas. If i can that is...
My back hurts. Dont know why.
Well goodbye everyone! (:
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Say hello to Tom.
T.O.M
Hey girls. You know Tom. You know, the little gift mother nature brings to us?
time of month. Started today. Yippee. Bring on the bloating & cramps. I am prepared for you with my advil. [<
So Rossy & i both started out periods. That must mean something. Since she's my dog and all.
Sorry for this "too much information" im guessing.
I want to bake. Bake from scratch. Cute little cupcakes with yummy frosting and colorful sprinkles. For some reason, i get all giddy when im walking in the baking aisle of a store and they have all these cupcake trays, whisks, mixer spoons, measuring cups. All the different kinds. Medal, wood, glass. Brand new, nice and shiny. I want to like pick them up sniff its new smell. ( rolf... ) Buy them and along with that maybe some flower, eggs, sprinkles, cupcake holders, frosting, and other ingredients for a scrumpcious cupcake.
I sorta want a cupcake book now...
My spring break/summer break goal : Bake cupcakes out of scratch. Lots of 'em. o:
PostSecrets?
I got it from Justine who got it from Chris. And well...i never knew about these books. But theyre really fun to go through. Reading other people's secrets. Some are sad and some are cute. I like reading it and saying aw how cute or gasping of something shocking.
I want them all now. Lets go to borders. Someone take me!
Geometry test tomorrow. Oh no! I dont know if im prepared.
I have my Calculator...
& i'm going to remember to bring my read book to english tomorrow, cause i always forget. I put it on my bed next to my calculator so i'll remember to put them both in my backpack later.
Speaking of english, i gave Mrs. Moore my blog link today. She wanted to see how i spread awareness about the genocide in Darfur because i told her i put it into my blog. But i didn't really explain what it is.Well since i didnt yesterday, i will now. Its like Hitler. You know Hitler? When he killed all the jews and outcast who weren't the perfect germans? Yea, its happening now. At this moment. Today! RIGHT NOW. o: People are being tortured and killed. Its just terrible. Have you called? You should. One phone call will help.
Hm..i wonder if she checked yet.
Hi Mrs. Moore! < thats for if she is reading ._.
Homework is a pain. As always.
I'm going to go finish up.
Goodnight everyone. [:
Hey girls. You know Tom. You know, the little gift mother nature brings to us?
time of month. Started today. Yippee. Bring on the bloating & cramps. I am prepared for you with my advil. [<
So Rossy & i both started out periods. That must mean something. Since she's my dog and all.
Sorry for this "too much information" im guessing.
I want to bake. Bake from scratch. Cute little cupcakes with yummy frosting and colorful sprinkles. For some reason, i get all giddy when im walking in the baking aisle of a store and they have all these cupcake trays, whisks, mixer spoons, measuring cups. All the different kinds. Medal, wood, glass. Brand new, nice and shiny. I want to like pick them up sniff its new smell. ( rolf... ) Buy them and along with that maybe some flower, eggs, sprinkles, cupcake holders, frosting, and other ingredients for a scrumpcious cupcake.
I sorta want a cupcake book now...
My spring break/summer break goal : Bake cupcakes out of scratch. Lots of 'em. o:
PostSecrets?
I got it from Justine who got it from Chris. And well...i never knew about these books. But theyre really fun to go through. Reading other people's secrets. Some are sad and some are cute. I like reading it and saying aw how cute or gasping of something shocking.
I want them all now. Lets go to borders. Someone take me!
Geometry test tomorrow. Oh no! I dont know if im prepared.
I have my Calculator...
& i'm going to remember to bring my read book to english tomorrow, cause i always forget. I put it on my bed next to my calculator so i'll remember to put them both in my backpack later.
Speaking of english, i gave Mrs. Moore my blog link today. She wanted to see how i spread awareness about the genocide in Darfur because i told her i put it into my blog. But i didn't really explain what it is.Well since i didnt yesterday, i will now. Its like Hitler. You know Hitler? When he killed all the jews and outcast who weren't the perfect germans? Yea, its happening now. At this moment. Today! RIGHT NOW. o: People are being tortured and killed. Its just terrible. Have you called? You should. One phone call will help.
Hm..i wonder if she checked yet.
Hi Mrs. Moore! < thats for if she is reading ._.
Homework is a pain. As always.
I'm going to go finish up.
Goodnight everyone. [:
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Oh Nigahiga
Youre one funny boy.
So today in english, Mrs. Moore had everyone call up 1800GENOCIDE for extra credit.
& this is what i had to say:
Tomorrow's weather forecast for Fremont, CA
Watched the "Jizz in my pants" video on youtube just now. & the guy was like "i ate a grape and i jizzed in my pants" Rolfcopter. Iderno...i thought it was funny :/
Today, March 3rd, 2009, Rossy got her first period. Today, she is a woman. o:
Yay for Rossy! But now my mom doesnt want her sleeping with me. She is scared that her doggy blood will get all over my sheets. But i dont think it will. Actually...i have no idea. It could happen. No dog to cuddle with me tonight. Poor me. Poor her.
So...if its raining tomorrow, i wont have to run? Then good i guess, cause i still don't have my ipod. But luck is never on my side when it comes to running the mile. Chances are it will be damp tomorrow morning & i'll end up having to run the creek path. Without music to distract me from the fact that i'm currently running a mile.
So today, i went to tutoring and there's this new girl. Her name is Nancy. She's a sophomore at Santa Clara High. She's kinda cute. Lol. No homo...
So now there's 4 kids there. Like a mini studying party. Not really :/
But sure beats going to tutoring alone, like how i did when i first started out.
"Get a B for me on the test!" Yea, ill try. My tutor is always pushing me to get an A. But thats her job. Kudos for her.
Time to pull out the big puffy marshmellow jacket o:
& my blankie.
snuggly cuddle buddy,where you at?
I ate fruity pebbles and i jizzed in my pants...
So today in english, Mrs. Moore had everyone call up 1800GENOCIDE for extra credit.
& this is what i had to say:
My name is _____. I would like the Obama administration to have a special envoy for Sudan and to help end the genocide in Darfur.She asked for us to pass on this message and ask our fellow peers to call and leave that message.
Tomorrow's weather forecast for Fremont, CA
Considerable cloudiness with occasional rain showers. High near 55F. Winds SSW at 5 to 10 mph. 60% chance of rain.Dress warmly. Where are all my sweaters and jackets...i'm guessing my sister took them. I hope im warm tomorrow. I hate the cold. Its not pleasant at all.
Watched the "Jizz in my pants" video on youtube just now. & the guy was like "i ate a grape and i jizzed in my pants" Rolfcopter. Iderno...i thought it was funny :/
Today, March 3rd, 2009, Rossy got her first period. Today, she is a woman. o:
Yay for Rossy! But now my mom doesnt want her sleeping with me. She is scared that her doggy blood will get all over my sheets. But i dont think it will. Actually...i have no idea. It could happen. No dog to cuddle with me tonight. Poor me. Poor her.
So...if its raining tomorrow, i wont have to run? Then good i guess, cause i still don't have my ipod. But luck is never on my side when it comes to running the mile. Chances are it will be damp tomorrow morning & i'll end up having to run the creek path. Without music to distract me from the fact that i'm currently running a mile.
So today, i went to tutoring and there's this new girl. Her name is Nancy. She's a sophomore at Santa Clara High. She's kinda cute. Lol. No homo...
So now there's 4 kids there. Like a mini studying party. Not really :/
But sure beats going to tutoring alone, like how i did when i first started out.
"Get a B for me on the test!" Yea, ill try. My tutor is always pushing me to get an A. But thats her job. Kudos for her.
Time to pull out the big puffy marshmellow jacket o:
& my blankie.
snuggly cuddle buddy,where you at?
I ate fruity pebbles and i jizzed in my pants...
Bye my loves (:
p.s. in about half an hour it will be Christina's birthday! o: whoo!
p.s. in about half an hour it will be Christina's birthday! o: whoo!
kinda, sorta. just a little. i dont really feel like speaking about whats going on in my life. who's in it. What this person is doing. how that person is acting toward me. what this person wants from me. Explaining this. Explaining that. having a reason for everything.
Well fine with me. I DONT CARE. go away. Goodbye.
so infuriating.
Hi guys. I'm a little flirt. Oh sorry, i meant big. Don't talk to me. I wont talk to you. Everything will be fine. The world is a happy place. Yay for cereal and KFC
Well fine with me. I DONT CARE. go away. Goodbye.
so infuriating.
Hi guys. I'm a little flirt. Oh sorry, i meant big. Don't talk to me. I wont talk to you. Everything will be fine. The world is a happy place. Yay for cereal and KFC
Monday, March 2, 2009
Tulips
curved at each end to form that pretty smile.
Then kiss me passionately.
Tender, soft, and sweet.
Loving and warm.
Gives me butterflies.
tulips for me? why thank you
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Met Justin's momma today.
She thinks im pretty (:
Hehe. I like her.
What are the chances of it being rainy on Wednesday?
Actually, maybe it wouldnt be too bad to run on Wednesday. Need the exercise, but where's my ipod. How will i enjoy the run i dont want to run without my ipod.
Its still at the store. Alone, and unused. I hope no one steals it D:
Otherwise...ill have to start saving up for and Ipod & a Laptop.
I wouldnt mind running if that means it will be sunny. The rain is annoying.
Especially the wind. Ew the wind is annoying.
Homework is so annoying. Homework is stupid. its a waste of time. I do not like it.
History Rant:
How come history is a required subject? How come i have to take U.S history next year also. Whats with all these history things. I hate it. History is an even more waste of time. I dont even remember what i have been learning all this time. And i doubt that sometime in the future when im 40 working where ever i am working, something about World War I will come up, and i will have to figure out who it was fought between. But then what kind of idiot wouldn't know the answer to that one? Oh, right...me. Maybe history would be okay for those students that for some reason is in love with learning about the past & wants to be something that has to do with historical things. But its just not a subject for me. Ever heard of "the past is the past, its done and over with" So why bring it up again now. I'm totally not interested in what thing Nicholas II did. If the school districts really want us to know the importance of these days and important people, maybe we should have more days off in celebration of their achievements.
Boo for History. Youre a worthless thing in my life.
Trying to catch up on my Heroes. Cause i have been forgetting to watch the episodes this season. Am i not enough of a girl? I dont watch Gilmore Girls, 90210, Desperate Housewives, One Tree Hill, or The O.C. Heroes is enough for me. Yay for nerds! They made such a great show for me to enjoy. Thankyou very much <3
Lena and i will continue watching and catching up soon. Maybe after my shower. maybe...
Then kiss me passionately.
Tender, soft, and sweet.
Loving and warm.
Gives me butterflies.
tulips for me? why thank you
---------------------------------------
Met Justin's momma today.
She thinks im pretty (:
Hehe. I like her.
What are the chances of it being rainy on Wednesday?
Actually, maybe it wouldnt be too bad to run on Wednesday. Need the exercise, but where's my ipod. How will i enjoy the run i dont want to run without my ipod.
Its still at the store. Alone, and unused. I hope no one steals it D:
Otherwise...ill have to start saving up for and Ipod & a Laptop.
I wouldnt mind running if that means it will be sunny. The rain is annoying.
Especially the wind. Ew the wind is annoying.
Homework is so annoying. Homework is stupid. its a waste of time. I do not like it.
History Rant:
How come history is a required subject? How come i have to take U.S history next year also. Whats with all these history things. I hate it. History is an even more waste of time. I dont even remember what i have been learning all this time. And i doubt that sometime in the future when im 40 working where ever i am working, something about World War I will come up, and i will have to figure out who it was fought between. But then what kind of idiot wouldn't know the answer to that one? Oh, right...me. Maybe history would be okay for those students that for some reason is in love with learning about the past & wants to be something that has to do with historical things. But its just not a subject for me. Ever heard of "the past is the past, its done and over with" So why bring it up again now. I'm totally not interested in what thing Nicholas II did. If the school districts really want us to know the importance of these days and important people, maybe we should have more days off in celebration of their achievements.
Boo for History. Youre a worthless thing in my life.
Trying to catch up on my Heroes. Cause i have been forgetting to watch the episodes this season. Am i not enough of a girl? I dont watch Gilmore Girls, 90210, Desperate Housewives, One Tree Hill, or The O.C. Heroes is enough for me. Yay for nerds! They made such a great show for me to enjoy. Thankyou very much <3
Lena and i will continue watching and catching up soon. Maybe after my shower. maybe...
Sunday, March 1, 2009
nosey piece of shit.
Saturday February 28,09
Screw the sick man with his camera phone.
You stupid Piece of Nigger Shit.
*dont ask.
Sunday March 1,09
TEEHEE! :D
Justin told me Phoebe Jen made a blog & i'm the one who inspired her to do so.
Its the first day of March everyone!
Christina's birthday is on the 4th. How exciting. Thats this week! I need to go get her something special. Hmm...but what. Time to go spend more of my laptop money. But, she's worth every penny.
Then the day after is Ryan's birthday, he's turning 18 o:
and on the same day JUSTINE IS GETTING HER BRACES OFF! OOOO:
and then on the 23rd its Justine's birthday. What a good month for her.
Sweeet Sixteen (:
I dont know what else there is...
How come red is such a hard color to math other colors nicely with?
Look, my font shit is different.
Its teal. I wanted it to be red...but red is not an easy color to combine other colors with.
Darn.
Homework? Idk. I dont want to do it. Fuck School D:
Screw the sick man with his camera phone.
You stupid Piece of Nigger Shit.
*dont ask.
Sunday March 1,09
TEEHEE! :D
Justin told me Phoebe Jen made a blog & i'm the one who inspired her to do so.
was inspired by kathy to make a blog...i read the page where you were talking about the 50 things something, i think texting a compliment to someone everday is a good practice!Yay! I still haven't done that texting thing yet. Always slips out of my mind.
Its the first day of March everyone!
Christina's birthday is on the 4th. How exciting. Thats this week! I need to go get her something special. Hmm...but what. Time to go spend more of my laptop money. But, she's worth every penny.
Then the day after is Ryan's birthday, he's turning 18 o:
and on the same day JUSTINE IS GETTING HER BRACES OFF! OOOO:
and then on the 23rd its Justine's birthday. What a good month for her.
Sweeet Sixteen (:
I dont know what else there is...
How come red is such a hard color to math other colors nicely with?
Look, my font shit is different.
Its teal. I wanted it to be red...but red is not an easy color to combine other colors with.
Darn.
Homework? Idk. I dont want to do it. Fuck School D:
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