ITS COLD AND I DO NOT LIKE IT ONE BIT.
stupid fall.stupid winter. stupid cold weather.
Today was a better day. All was good. Yippee.
Went to the dentist after school, dentist said my teeth were pretty. :D
Afterwards, went to greatmall with my mother because i really wanted to buy myself converses. I dont know what happened, but i walked out with a pair of vans instead. And im totally dreaded it. I dont know if i want to keep them or not...i really just want to go back and exchange it to get the converse. Damnit what was i thinkingg. My mom told me that i dont have vans like the one i got yet so i might as well, so i was just like eh i guess...but now im sad. Boo.
Well the guy that was working there sure was a cutie. Didn't really look at him though, but what i saw was cute. Too bad i looked like shit. Haha. Oh well, never gonna see him again.
Brought my mommy to Chiptole and got her a Chicken Burrito bowl. She likes it :D Hehe.
Im starting to not like Office T.Aing so much. I dont like having to walk around in the cold. Now just wait till December and January...gosh ill be a popsicle. ]:
bouta bring a hella warm blanket with me everywhere.
I want to sleep right now, but i gotta wait for my laundry to dry
damn it.
TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE WARMER
weather do not lie to me >:[
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Nothing Today.
Boys ruin everything. Boyfriends get in the way of friendship. She told me that she doesn't like to text around him. She's with him a whole lot now cause i don't really talk to her anymore. Dear child, is so busy. Busy with school, busy with life, busy with her guy. Kathy is miles away. I hope im not loosing her...no impossible.
She spends 24/7 with him. When was the last time we truly spent time together. I want one day where we can be together, the three of us with no boys involved. But whatever makes you happy i suppose. I actually envy you just a bit. Congratulations on your six months. Im happy for you, i really am.
One, Two, Three...lost count. Wait its not really that many. Life seems to be going great for her with the exception of the jerks that are apart of it. Putting her down, making her sad. Being the stupid assholes that they are. She has feelings and she's not some animal you can just pick on and harras. Respect girls. Why are guys such pigs. Get a load of yourself you dickwads.
Lol...im so pathetic. How come every blog i write seems to be "sad"
Thankyou guys for caring...Its nice to know someone reads, and cares for me. Thanks for checking up on me, and seeing how im doing. By the time you see me and ask me if everything is okay, ill say yes...cause probably by then everything is okay. Really though, everything is okay.
Who are the people that asks what wrong. The people that i dont expect to wonder. The people that i wish would wonder dont know, dont care, dont worry.
I need to remove what stresses me, and makes me sad. Then i'll be okay.
i think ive done it. already i feel better.
im happy. honestly. wow.
She spends 24/7 with him. When was the last time we truly spent time together. I want one day where we can be together, the three of us with no boys involved. But whatever makes you happy i suppose. I actually envy you just a bit. Congratulations on your six months. Im happy for you, i really am.
One, Two, Three...lost count. Wait its not really that many. Life seems to be going great for her with the exception of the jerks that are apart of it. Putting her down, making her sad. Being the stupid assholes that they are. She has feelings and she's not some animal you can just pick on and harras. Respect girls. Why are guys such pigs. Get a load of yourself you dickwads.
Lol...im so pathetic. How come every blog i write seems to be "sad"
Thankyou guys for caring...Its nice to know someone reads, and cares for me. Thanks for checking up on me, and seeing how im doing. By the time you see me and ask me if everything is okay, ill say yes...cause probably by then everything is okay. Really though, everything is okay.
Who are the people that asks what wrong. The people that i dont expect to wonder. The people that i wish would wonder dont know, dont care, dont worry.
I need to remove what stresses me, and makes me sad. Then i'll be okay.
i think ive done it. already i feel better.
im happy. honestly. wow.
Monday, September 28, 2009
to relieve this stress
In history today, we watched the Patriot and there was this scene where the guy went crazy and killed hella soldiers with his two little boys. IT WAS HELLA INTENSE. o_o His sons and him were hella ninja just shooting the soldiers and then all of a sudden he runs down to where the soldiers were and started stabbing them and shit. The poor son was hella just standing there watching and crying.
I think cause i watched this, it caused me to have a hella weird dream...well i dont exactly remember what happened but then like there were just people killing hella people...and like stabbing them and stuff. And i was in it and i was hiding in this shed and one of the guys came in...and then i woke up. ._. Weird.
When i got home today from school i just collapsed on my bed, didnt change or anything, just fell asleep. Woke up around 6 something and went and had dinner and watched Heroes (:
Im still behind with that. Watching from the first episode of the season. I missed the premier. Bummers. Got to catch up o:
No more juice, and no more milk. How odd cause i swear we had a lot more milk...cause i just had cereal ._. But then when i went to go get some milk to drink it wasnt there.
I need some...therapy shopping. Make myself feel better. Just been down lately, and i guess i just messed up again because i worded my words badly. I said things that weren't correct on their part. It was just what came to mind, i didnt go back to re read...i wasn't thinking. And then it just becomes bad.
Where is my daily dose of happiness. Whats going on cause i dont feel very like myself, what happened to make me feel so negative towards everything. I cant wait for it to go away though.
Behind that smile is a sad girl.
Maybe the sun needs to come out and make the day warm! It was cold today! And i heard its going to be chilly tomorrow. NOOOoooOOooOoOOOOOooo. I. Hate. Cold. Whether.
You know what im deprived from? Hugs. Big fat hugs.
yummy delicious, all warm and cozy.
HUG ME <3 [:
I think cause i watched this, it caused me to have a hella weird dream...well i dont exactly remember what happened but then like there were just people killing hella people...and like stabbing them and stuff. And i was in it and i was hiding in this shed and one of the guys came in...and then i woke up. ._. Weird.
When i got home today from school i just collapsed on my bed, didnt change or anything, just fell asleep. Woke up around 6 something and went and had dinner and watched Heroes (:
Im still behind with that. Watching from the first episode of the season. I missed the premier. Bummers. Got to catch up o:
No more juice, and no more milk. How odd cause i swear we had a lot more milk...cause i just had cereal ._. But then when i went to go get some milk to drink it wasnt there.
I need some...therapy shopping. Make myself feel better. Just been down lately, and i guess i just messed up again because i worded my words badly. I said things that weren't correct on their part. It was just what came to mind, i didnt go back to re read...i wasn't thinking. And then it just becomes bad.
Where is my daily dose of happiness. Whats going on cause i dont feel very like myself, what happened to make me feel so negative towards everything. I cant wait for it to go away though.
Behind that smile is a sad girl.
Maybe the sun needs to come out and make the day warm! It was cold today! And i heard its going to be chilly tomorrow. NOOOoooOOooOoOOOOOooo. I. Hate. Cold. Whether.
You know what im deprived from? Hugs. Big fat hugs.
yummy delicious, all warm and cozy.
HUG ME <3 [:
Sunday, September 27, 2009
So here's what im thinking...
im this girl who is small and weak. I can be broken easily. Im sensitive to my feelings, and there are times when i take what people tell me seriously. I feel like im being put down, not too hard but lightly. Not much i do bout it though, cause i know its nothing to fuss about. im kind of like this nice girl. "pushover" maybe? Not sure. i do things to please others, make them happy. And sometimes it gets taken advantage of, like people can always get what they want with me. I know that if i just stand up for myself i can get my way, but sometimes when i actually do stand up for myself it totally backfires. Then i get frustrated, like wow no one listens...
everyone knows how shy i am. ive been starting to open up and come out of my little shell, a little. When i talk i use a lot of hand gestures and i move my hands around a lot. I learned that, that means that im uncomfortable and insecure? Is that right...i wasn't really listening in class.
i am trying to figure out where i stand in this place. what i am to everyone. Who are my true friends. I really believe that the ones i keep close to me are really legit. They will be there for me whenever i need them. Of course there would be favorings among each other. I have a feeling that if she was single and not so into her boyfriend, that ill soon be pushed away if i continue being the one thats left behind. Then there i will be trailing behind them for ever more wondering the what ifs.Just because we had this problem before about two years ago, for the reason because i became mute. And that messed things up. Resulting them to talk shit about me. I am being dumb -_- If anything turns out badly, i take full responsibility. Its always my fault anyways. No one does anything...exactly, nothing. Thats the problem.
I feel like i put too much effort into trying. She has her sweet lover and she has the people that are better than i am. And i have...my best guy friend.
Well thats what i think, i dont know whats really going on.
I could just be blabbering for absolutely nothing right. Over analyzing, picking out a problem to fuss about. much ado about nothing...
its my blog, i can say I however many times i want...but then now i see too many "i"s makes me feel like im talking about myself too much. I should bold all the i's i see. Nah, that will look weird. :x
*end of rant
goodnight loves :>
everyone knows how shy i am. ive been starting to open up and come out of my little shell, a little. When i talk i use a lot of hand gestures and i move my hands around a lot. I learned that, that means that im uncomfortable and insecure? Is that right...i wasn't really listening in class.
i am trying to figure out where i stand in this place. what i am to everyone. Who are my true friends. I really believe that the ones i keep close to me are really legit. They will be there for me whenever i need them. Of course there would be favorings among each other. I have a feeling that if she was single and not so into her boyfriend, that ill soon be pushed away if i continue being the one thats left behind. Then there i will be trailing behind them for ever more wondering the what ifs.Just because we had this problem before about two years ago, for the reason because i became mute. And that messed things up. Resulting them to talk shit about me. I am being dumb -_- If anything turns out badly, i take full responsibility. Its always my fault anyways. No one does anything...exactly, nothing. Thats the problem.
I feel like i put too much effort into trying. She has her sweet lover and she has the people that are better than i am. And i have...my best guy friend.
Well thats what i think, i dont know whats really going on.
I could just be blabbering for absolutely nothing right. Over analyzing, picking out a problem to fuss about. much ado about nothing...
its my blog, i can say I however many times i want...but then now i see too many "i"s makes me feel like im talking about myself too much. I should bold all the i's i see. Nah, that will look weird. :x
*end of rant
goodnight loves :>
Yesterday's Work
Goodmorning fellow blog followers?
I really have a feeling that soon its going to be my...time of month. Cause either i have a serious problem or something, but its really annoying when i calm down and realize it. Fucking Moodswings.
Im not a neatfreak. But i like to clean. I like it when my room is neat, i dont like it when its all messy. Especially now since i sit in my room all the time. Neat space is happy space.Haha i dont know. But im not a neat freak, cus im messy. Right? Iderno. Define that for me, will you.
Had "work" yesterday. My sister had 3 weddings. One in Palo Alto, and 2 in Cupertino. Such a long day of work. Its like my work out, cause i have to carry heavy things back and forth. Now my arms kinda ache. Anyways, so the wedding in Palo Alto was hella cackin. Wish i was a part of it. Haha, it was in the Four Seasons Hotel, and their theme was brown. At frist when my sister told me i was like wtf thats hella ugly, but actually it was hella cute! Very modern like. Reminded me of chocolate...but yea it was hella cute, the girls were all hella cute too (:
Saw hella cutie yesterdayyy :D
All the groomsmen from the Palo Alto wedding were goodlooking, and shoot the husband from one of the weddings in Tino was cute. Damn. Too bad im just sixteen. Lol. Oh well thooughh.
Finished around 1230, and got home around 200. Crashed at my sisters, cause she didnt want to have to take me home -_-, couldnt go to church this morning with my mom cause i was at my sisters, and was tooo tired to wake up and get my sister to take me to church. So i havent gone to church yet, and i need to. Shoot. I guess ill call my papa later and tell him to take me. I feel bad if i dont go. But then again, im really lazy and i dont want to go. Bleh.
Plans for today? Homework i guess.
Toodles (:
I really have a feeling that soon its going to be my...time of month. Cause either i have a serious problem or something, but its really annoying when i calm down and realize it. Fucking Moodswings.
Im not a neatfreak. But i like to clean. I like it when my room is neat, i dont like it when its all messy. Especially now since i sit in my room all the time. Neat space is happy space.Haha i dont know. But im not a neat freak, cus im messy. Right? Iderno. Define that for me, will you.
Had "work" yesterday. My sister had 3 weddings. One in Palo Alto, and 2 in Cupertino. Such a long day of work. Its like my work out, cause i have to carry heavy things back and forth. Now my arms kinda ache. Anyways, so the wedding in Palo Alto was hella cackin. Wish i was a part of it. Haha, it was in the Four Seasons Hotel, and their theme was brown. At frist when my sister told me i was like wtf thats hella ugly, but actually it was hella cute! Very modern like. Reminded me of chocolate...but yea it was hella cute, the girls were all hella cute too (:
Saw hella cutie yesterdayyy :D
All the groomsmen from the Palo Alto wedding were goodlooking, and shoot the husband from one of the weddings in Tino was cute. Damn. Too bad im just sixteen. Lol. Oh well thooughh.
Finished around 1230, and got home around 200. Crashed at my sisters, cause she didnt want to have to take me home -_-, couldnt go to church this morning with my mom cause i was at my sisters, and was tooo tired to wake up and get my sister to take me to church. So i havent gone to church yet, and i need to. Shoot. I guess ill call my papa later and tell him to take me. I feel bad if i dont go. But then again, im really lazy and i dont want to go. Bleh.
Plans for today? Homework i guess.
Toodles (:
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
im sad.
today was a good day. pretty chill, but didnt do much.
got to experience what pool was like...yet i suck, gotta get better at that i guess.
kinda down. Lightweight. and for once...its nothing that has to do bout my life or anything. It makes me so sad when my friends are down. Especially when theyre hella down...down to the core of the earth. Grey cloud above them. Everything is dark and gloomy. Usually its me that is like "fml" for some reason seeing my sad friend is just as equally painful. Hearing their story its like oh gosh...
I want to help. I dont like seeing people sad, its just horrible.
I wish everyone was just nice to each other and everyone loved each other. Boy that'd be nice. No hate.
I feel like i just put myself in their shoes and then i feel the pain theyre feeling. The hurt, the hate...i got that tight knot in my throat like i was about to cry. Dont know how to explain. But of course its always worse for the person who is recieving the pain.
Everyone be happy.
its not my problem. its not my things. not something i really need to worry about...but damn this shit hurtss!
am i stupid dumb retarded that i care hella much for someones feelings that i barely know...putting hella thought into it.
clueless. i feel like a terrible friend. DAMNIT
got to experience what pool was like...yet i suck, gotta get better at that i guess.
kinda down. Lightweight. and for once...its nothing that has to do bout my life or anything. It makes me so sad when my friends are down. Especially when theyre hella down...down to the core of the earth. Grey cloud above them. Everything is dark and gloomy. Usually its me that is like "fml" for some reason seeing my sad friend is just as equally painful. Hearing their story its like oh gosh...
I want to help. I dont like seeing people sad, its just horrible.
I wish everyone was just nice to each other and everyone loved each other. Boy that'd be nice. No hate.
I feel like i just put myself in their shoes and then i feel the pain theyre feeling. The hurt, the hate...i got that tight knot in my throat like i was about to cry. Dont know how to explain. But of course its always worse for the person who is recieving the pain.
Everyone be happy.
its not my problem. its not my things. not something i really need to worry about...but damn this shit hurtss!
am i stupid dumb retarded that i care hella much for someones feelings that i barely know...putting hella thought into it.
clueless. i feel like a terrible friend. DAMNIT
Thursday, September 17, 2009
shitlags ]:
damn my laptop is kinda laggy ]:
can someone tell me how i unistall shit...?
please and thankyouuuu
this is from this morning at 2:51am [:
i must be crazy or something...i usually wake up at 6 to shower in the morning. freaking i dont know what but i just woke up and was like shoot i gotta shower. and i went and i showered and i came back into my room and i realized "hey...i woke up kinda earlir than usual cus i dont remember my alarm going off this morning" then i look at my phone and its like 2:30 and im like "yea i did wake up early o: how odd..." cus in my mind i read 6:30 then i looked at it and im like wait WTF ITS LIKE TWO IN THE MORNING.................
so its two in the morning and i just took a shower...my facial wash made me wide awake, and since i realized how early it is i dont want to dry my hair cus im afraid ill wake up my parents.
What The Hell...
O_O
can someone tell me how i unistall shit...?
please and thankyouuuu
this is from this morning at 2:51am [:
i must be crazy or something...i usually wake up at 6 to shower in the morning. freaking i dont know what but i just woke up and was like shoot i gotta shower. and i went and i showered and i came back into my room and i realized "hey...i woke up kinda earlir than usual cus i dont remember my alarm going off this morning" then i look at my phone and its like 2:30 and im like "yea i did wake up early o: how odd..." cus in my mind i read 6:30 then i looked at it and im like wait WTF ITS LIKE TWO IN THE MORNING.................
so its two in the morning and i just took a shower...my facial wash made me wide awake, and since i realized how early it is i dont want to dry my hair cus im afraid ill wake up my parents.
What The Hell...
O_O
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Crank 2?
SEPTEMBER 9, 2009! - So supposedly today should be a very lucky day for viets...cause nine is like our lucky number? Hehe. Unfortunaly though, i didn't get any good luck today at all. Bummerr. Oh well, at least nothing bad happened to me.
AHAH Vivian broke a mirror today...
First day to Teacher Assistant for office. It was kinda weird and boring. I was just sitting there most of the time hoping someone would give me something to do. I went around school and passed out those little slips to classes - i actually enjoyed that though (: But then it was hella awkward whenever i would walk into a class in like interupt the teacher to give them the slips...i could like feel everyones eyes following me ._. Walking around campus passing out shit is a lonely job thoughh..But i guess over time i'll get used to it and enjoy it. Atleast i hope soo. I'm also in charge of answering the phone. :l When the phone rang today i was like OHSHIT ._. but i just ignored it cus the secretarys took care of it (: Thank gooodnesss.
I met this girl, her name is Sabrina & she T.As with me. She's a senior and she's nice. We didnt talk much though...i hope that one day if we actually have to answer the phone that she is the one to do it...i wouldnt want to pick up the phone. ahhhhh.
Watched Crank 2 today...IT WAS HELLAA WEIRD....ask me bout it if youre interested. The trailer made it look hecka good though...but it was nothing like what i expected.
Thats what i call false advertising. ): BOOO!
So far school seems like a breeze...lets hope it stays that way.
____________________________________
So i was about to post this post and freaking for some reason a part of what i wrote got deleted! So i had to redo it. My office T.A story got cut off so i had to re-do it. Thats why it sounds hella weird now. First time is always better huhhh?
:l
AHAH Vivian broke a mirror today...
First day to Teacher Assistant for office. It was kinda weird and boring. I was just sitting there most of the time hoping someone would give me something to do. I went around school and passed out those little slips to classes - i actually enjoyed that though (: But then it was hella awkward whenever i would walk into a class in like interupt the teacher to give them the slips...i could like feel everyones eyes following me ._. Walking around campus passing out shit is a lonely job thoughh..But i guess over time i'll get used to it and enjoy it. Atleast i hope soo. I'm also in charge of answering the phone. :l When the phone rang today i was like OHSHIT ._. but i just ignored it cus the secretarys took care of it (: Thank gooodnesss.
I met this girl, her name is Sabrina & she T.As with me. She's a senior and she's nice. We didnt talk much though...i hope that one day if we actually have to answer the phone that she is the one to do it...i wouldnt want to pick up the phone. ahhhhh.
"Hello, MSJ student speaking."Then the person on the other line will be like "The hell...why is a 10 year old answering phone calls at this place ._." & then i'll have to transfer them to who ever they want to speak to and press in numbers and hangup. Sounds nerve wrecking!
Watched Crank 2 today...IT WAS HELLAA WEIRD....ask me bout it if youre interested. The trailer made it look hecka good though...but it was nothing like what i expected.
Thats what i call false advertising. ): BOOO!
So far school seems like a breeze...lets hope it stays that way.
____________________________________
So i was about to post this post and freaking for some reason a part of what i wrote got deleted! So i had to redo it. My office T.A story got cut off so i had to re-do it. Thats why it sounds hella weird now. First time is always better huhhh?
:l
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
ahhh
SCHOOL IS EXHAUSTINGG
soo...medical assisting seems like a lot of memorizing...its just like another science class basically aaha. But more hands on. Im anxious for whats to come in this class [:
Im liking my classes so far, everything is chill. The hard part is yet to come though...
Tomorrow in English we are going to start reading this book. Wong didn't tell us what the book was yet though but when she told us about it, it sounded like a good book. She said its very "promiscuous" Hahah.
LUNCH WITH BECCA TOMORROW. Yay (:
Miss that girll. Hehe.
I am tryna get a WWJD lanyard :D
http://www.whatwouldjesusdo.com/wwjdcart/cart.php
Taa-Da! I want a black one.
Badabing.
Finished all my homework for today, all i had was math though...haha so not much.
This year, my goal is to get 3.0. I think i can do it o:
Dropped outta bio today! Yay, though Kuei's class was pretty fun. She's so...funny. Hhah in a weird way of course. Now i'm Office T.A. Bouta become real cozy with the office folks. o:
I wanna wear Seans naked girl shirt...but since im gonna be in the office...i'm afraid to ><
Should have worn it today huh. Lol. Darn. Oh well i guess.
I needa go see that guy, and give him his shirt back. :x
My Hives are going away. Oh yea i figured out what the nasty on my body was. Lol. Good thing, cause now i lightweight no how to treat it! Got hella like shit for this...im not even sure whats working. I sprayed calamine spray on myself...it like prevents me from itching? Im not suppose to itch myself. :l This is horrible! But im just glad that its going away. Going away...very slowly. Haha.
So this Laptop of mine? Oh i'm loving it. My family said i disappeared ever since i got it though. Ahaha. So today i sat in my living room for like hlaf an hour eating cereal and watching Real World on my Laptop...just so my family can get a glimpse of me (:
Yesterday i did Twenty Situps. YAY. Now if only that can become a daily routine...but im way too lazy. :l
Okay Cleaning time then bed. BYE
*havent done a legit post on here in a while o:
soo...medical assisting seems like a lot of memorizing...its just like another science class basically aaha. But more hands on. Im anxious for whats to come in this class [:
Im liking my classes so far, everything is chill. The hard part is yet to come though...
Tomorrow in English we are going to start reading this book. Wong didn't tell us what the book was yet though but when she told us about it, it sounded like a good book. She said its very "promiscuous" Hahah.
LUNCH WITH BECCA TOMORROW. Yay (:
Miss that girll. Hehe.
I am tryna get a WWJD lanyard :D
http://www.whatwouldjesusdo.com/wwjdcart/cart.php
Taa-Da! I want a black one.
Badabing.
Finished all my homework for today, all i had was math though...haha so not much.
This year, my goal is to get 3.0. I think i can do it o:
Dropped outta bio today! Yay, though Kuei's class was pretty fun. She's so...funny. Hhah in a weird way of course. Now i'm Office T.A. Bouta become real cozy with the office folks. o:
I wanna wear Seans naked girl shirt...but since im gonna be in the office...i'm afraid to ><
Should have worn it today huh. Lol. Darn. Oh well i guess.
I needa go see that guy, and give him his shirt back. :x
My Hives are going away. Oh yea i figured out what the nasty on my body was. Lol. Good thing, cause now i lightweight no how to treat it! Got hella like shit for this...im not even sure whats working. I sprayed calamine spray on myself...it like prevents me from itching? Im not suppose to itch myself. :l This is horrible! But im just glad that its going away. Going away...very slowly. Haha.
So this Laptop of mine? Oh i'm loving it. My family said i disappeared ever since i got it though. Ahaha. So today i sat in my living room for like hlaf an hour eating cereal and watching Real World on my Laptop...just so my family can get a glimpse of me (:
Yesterday i did Twenty Situps. YAY. Now if only that can become a daily routine...but im way too lazy. :l
Okay Cleaning time then bed. BYE
*havent done a legit post on here in a while o:
Sunday, September 6, 2009
My friend...be mine
Being someones friend doesnt necessary mean you have to see them often. It
might actually make your friendship stronger, and both sides happier keeping
for
an lookout for eachother from a distance
Youre my friend, and i love you dearly. Like how i love every friend i have. I want to keep them close to me of course. I wouldnt want to loose anyone of them. Of course friends come and go...and the ones that stay, they're there for a reason. I want you to stay in my life and havea reason to.
Sometimes its just takes you to ignore me, for me to realize that fuck...i dont want you gone.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
School Update
SOOO school....wow. It actually seriously doesn't feel like the first week of school. it feels like ive been at school for a while now. haha.
School is kinda exhaustingg. ahh. I got home today and totally just collapsed on bed. ><
I still needa go to like wal-mart or target to get school supplies, staples didnt have what i wanted. Actually staples had pretty much everything i might have needed...except no college ruled notebooks...that were cute [:
plus i need to go to wal-mart or target anyways to get some stuff, so might as well wait to go with my mommaa. I shulda just waited and done that all together huh. haha. Well now atleast i have binder paper nd a composition notebook, which by the way is herra cute. Hehe.
ROP is a hassle actually...like the trouble i got through to get a ride there, and then a ride home. Yea i guess my mom can just pick me up but she's busy...and she takes a while to come get me, so i dont wanna end up waiting by myself. And i realized it would be nice to like be able to go back to school after school to get my books outta my locker and just head home. i gotta figure out a better system...hmmm
Kayyy today was pretty tiring. I'm gonna try to sleep early. [:
...like earlier than 2am.
night everybody
School is kinda exhaustingg. ahh. I got home today and totally just collapsed on bed. ><
I still needa go to like wal-mart or target to get school supplies, staples didnt have what i wanted. Actually staples had pretty much everything i might have needed...except no college ruled notebooks...that were cute [:
plus i need to go to wal-mart or target anyways to get some stuff, so might as well wait to go with my mommaa. I shulda just waited and done that all together huh. haha. Well now atleast i have binder paper nd a composition notebook, which by the way is herra cute. Hehe.
ROP is a hassle actually...like the trouble i got through to get a ride there, and then a ride home. Yea i guess my mom can just pick me up but she's busy...and she takes a while to come get me, so i dont wanna end up waiting by myself. And i realized it would be nice to like be able to go back to school after school to get my books outta my locker and just head home. i gotta figure out a better system...hmmm
Kayyy today was pretty tiring. I'm gonna try to sleep early. [:
...like earlier than 2am.
night everybody
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Goodbye Summer..
WHY AM I SITTING AT HOME NOT DOING ANYTHINGGG
sighsigh.
Well i have school tomorrow...im sorta like "fuuucccccckkk" and at the same time im a little bit excited...sucks that my last day of summer sucks dick...i've just been laying in bed all day, literally. Except for that one hour where i was watching the fabulous life on vh1.
status check : exhausted
anyone up to entertain me? Mommas making me clean, otherwise id pass out on this bed right now. Not much on my mind. Bunch of nothingness actually. Still in a daze...the fact that school is bouta start tomorrow has not COMPLETELY hit me just yet...but i just know its the last day of summer...and like always, kathy is stuck at home. Alone and Bored. Oh what will i do.
Maybe i should create an imaginary friend....and learn how to cook.
be in some good use.
loooveee my babies, looooveee my niggas, looooove you all.
sighsigh.
Well i have school tomorrow...im sorta like "fuuucccccckkk" and at the same time im a little bit excited...sucks that my last day of summer sucks dick...i've just been laying in bed all day, literally. Except for that one hour where i was watching the fabulous life on vh1.
status check : exhausted
anyone up to entertain me? Mommas making me clean, otherwise id pass out on this bed right now. Not much on my mind. Bunch of nothingness actually. Still in a daze...the fact that school is bouta start tomorrow has not COMPLETELY hit me just yet...but i just know its the last day of summer...and like always, kathy is stuck at home. Alone and Bored. Oh what will i do.
Maybe i should create an imaginary friend....and learn how to cook.
be in some good use.
loooveee my babies, looooveee my niggas, looooove you all.
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