was going to

but cant.
had it written down, but cant post it.
too much on my mind
too much to think about.


nothing more to say now. but...lets reminiscence


then cry.

cause i let him go.
was it smart of me? or no...

LISA D:

The tears are all gone.
Poof!

Someone tell me what a good boyfriend is like.
Someone tell me what it was that i did wrong.
Someone tell me how to be a good girlfriend, cause im not very good at being one.
What is wrong with me, i do not know.

I think maybe i need a therapist. I need someone to fix my mind.
Fix my buttons. Take the chip off my shoulder. Turn my frown upside down.

Am i sad? I really do not know. What am i feeling right now.
A bit confuzzled.

So i'm suppose to be at Lisa's house right now, but instead im stuck at my sisters. I'm sad ]:
& summer school tomorrow. Fudgenipples.

I want a pedicure.
Anyone wanna go watch a movie with me?
I have lotsa movies i wanna watch :D

my big toe

I was in Vegas all week. It was fun. I stayed at The Venetian, and the bed was like sleeping on a cloud. I loved it. Honestly, im kinda sad that im back home. It was nice being away from everything. But here i am. I actually wont be home till Monday, cause i'm stuck at my sister's place for the weekend. My folks are in NewYork for the anticommunist protest thing against the communism in vietnam. I wish i was in New York. ):

My big toe hurts, but i dont know why. :/
I want a pedicure. Someone come join me?

Lisa has a blog! WHOOO! im happy :D hehe.

okay night.

my bag is a plastic bag

"thank you for helping me find myself, and finding out who i really am. Thank you for helping me realize who i really like. I think i like you."

I need a new bag, but for now...i'll just be carrying things around in a plastic bag (: