goodbye 2009

But first...you lying scum!

Good morning everyone. Yeah, morning. Cause i just woke up bout 20 minutes ago.
Last night was torturous....i just couldnt get myself to sleep! Ended up...falling asleep at 6am. Great...My sleeping pattern is just so messed up right now. I need to fix it or im totally screwed for when school starts again. AHH

oh'nine is coming to an end. Hm...i dont know what to say to that really. Had a lot of good times, met hella people. Had a lot of sad times. ( of course if you've all kept up with my blogs, you would know that. :) Learning learning and learning more. Grasping life with my hands, pulling myself forward, picking myself up. Getting stronger. I think that would be my greatest achievement.

Stronger than these emotions...wait no, i think thats totally irrelevant. But i just heard that song by Gabe Bondoc.

Needing to be in my happy spot. The happy place. With all the fried chicken and spaghetti there is to eat...and pizza. mmMMmmm...Fucking hungry right now.

Last night while i was tossing and turning tryna get myself to sleep, i was hella hungry. In result to that, when i actually fell asleep, i had a dream about food. Lots and lots of food.

a bit afraiidd of what 2010 has in hold for me. Who is gonna make me all depress this year, who will i meet, what will i do wrong.

But be optimistic right? It'll be as great as i make it.

Last day of 2009 and im bouta try and live it up. End 2009 with a mmfucccn bang.
Hell fckin' yeah...But first, i need some plans.

WHATS GOOD FOR THE NIGHT?! I dont know ._.
Too bad no one reads my blogspot, or i'd tell people to hit me up -_-

Party In the USA motherfckkaahhs.

<3 <3 <3 <3 Much love for my life. Much love for 09.
created hella memories this year, and im bouta miss everything a hell of a lot.
Gonna make some happy memories next year, and i'll be fuckign happy as fuck.


LAST POST OF THE YEAR! o:

Goodbye '09

whaaaatttt daaaaa fuuxxxxxxxxxxx....?!

OMFG! Extreme Bi-polar explosion. Starting fucking NOW?!!?!?

Oh jeeze...oh jeeze....omg omg i cant breathe...
inhale exhale inhal exhale inhale exhale.

omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg omfg...

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Actually that was more of a mealtdown than bipolarness. ._.

Apparently though, there has been a girl around this whole fucking time. But damn, nah, i getchu.

Really though, right now i need to go get some fucking air to filter through my lungs and refresh my mind with some mothafckin ice cream. But shiet its too cold for ice cream...

Mmmmm....my mind is at such an amazing state. But my body is feeling like its going to explode on me. & then it changes and my heads pounding and twisted and dying.

i need to see someone.

Moving on to the next life...go, go...

Okay, guys im going crazy over here, someone fucking save meee.

oh gosh you got to be kidding me

day 3 of the last week of break...
& i am stuck at home again.
BECAUSE SOMEONE AINT DOWN TO GO OUT -_______-

i could just go watch Avatar with a certain somebody...but i dont know if im down to go do that.
But if all else fails, ill hit em up. But now, i dont think they're down to go watch it.

SIGH. WELL I GUESS?

& everyones busy tonight or some shit.
im not used to hitting up niggas to kiccit.
No one ever hits me up thoe either. Booo...

Maybe ill be back to blog again later about my gay ass night.

Tomorrow is new years eve. Better be fuckin craccin, with something to do.

& this is why im bouta keep shit on the dl.

im glowing on cloud9

what is cloud9 anyways. im not sure.
bouta "urban dictionary" up that shit.

a feeling of extreme happiness or euphoria, feeling like you're floating on air.

Oh..so thats what it is. Im not exactly floating on air.
but im pretty damn happy. LOL. Yup glowing on cloud 9

glowing

CATCH MY DRIFT?!

*mother...please dont come check up on me. ILL BE IN BED SOON!
its only 12 ]:

AHH!

Last week of break, and i gotta make the most of it. I JUST HAVE TO!
I am not having another week of NOTHINGNESS! I WILL JUST NOT ALLOW IT!

So far two days, i have sat at home, and havent done shit. So i better be doing something tomorrow, and i better be doing something Thursday, and i better be doing something Friday, Saturday and Sunday! ...okay actually...i needa stay home and do homework. Ha..procrastination ftw! (hey i spell procrastination right. nais)

For once, my mother let me go out at this time ( i bet she'll even let me walk out the door right now...) BUT the one time, my mom let me leave the house after sundown, there is absolutely nothing to do. Nothing at all! Wowwww...i guess. & on top of that, its raining. So my babygirl doesnt wanna stay out in the rain. But she said she would if i found sump to do. But there aint a thing.
(not like literally stay out in the rain...i meant like stay out while its raining..)

I guess i really just got ready for nothing. Well atleast i look nice now. :l For no one...
Actually i look like this everyday. Like when i go out, so its nothing special. Cause i was just bouta post up a picture of my face, the way everyone always sees it like.

you look so sexy, you really turn me on

What a small ass word this is.
Christina's friend, is cousins with my friend's girlfriend from Fremont. Damn the connections.
How cool. I wish that i had cool connections with people. Like cousins and shit. But all my family is in Vietnam...and the cousins here that i have, i barely know and theyre old.

My cousins here show me hella respect though, cause theyre suppose to treat me with respect cause i guess im "older" than them? But im only 16 and theyre like 21 +
idunno, some viet thing. Cause my parents are older than their parents, so they have to call me by "chi"

The other day when they came over and i came out, it was pretty weird...
i think i mentioned this the last time they came over though. Haha. not sure

Thinking bout crackin' open the bottle in my dresser tonight...

to start keeping things on the DL

DL: downlow. for those that dont know...

I havent thought of any new years resolutions yet. Or i have, but then they totally slipped my mind. & i think they were good ones too! How can i not remember...unless i was dreaming o_o

Sometimes i get my dreams mixed up with reality. Like i think something happened, but it was only my dream. How crazy is that. Cause i think i happened, but im not sure if it really did...so maybe it was just me dreaming.

Well i'm kind of like the type of person that pretty much shares everything with my bestfriends. The girls at least. I share everything....every little tinklet. From where i go, to what i do, who i'm with...etc. But like why not, keep most of that information to myself. Like the personal shit. Yakno?

Cause maybe they dont even need to know everything that goes on with my life. So i'm pretty much over that. Telling my friends absolutely everything. Because i mean, i like knowing things. But i think i only like knowing things, cause i let people know so much. Like...someones where-a-bouts.

I used to keep everything bottled up. But then after a series of unfortunate events...that went all bad BECAUSE i kept everything bottled up, i began to share with my friends everything.
Yeah, but i guess there are things that would be nice to know, and things that like...oh thanks for telling me, but doesnt really matter much to me kinda stuff. So i guess ill just tell people things when they ask about it.

WAIT AM I EVEN MAKING ANY SENSE?! .... do i ever -_-

something something...lost my train of thought...uhh

O_O....erm... eff my brain.

OKAY. WELL THEN....
next topic:

was suppose to go to basketball game with Justin and whoevers at 12pm today. But i woke up two hours late. Now im stuck at home watching Lena. Will someone please come home soon, so i can dash outta this house. I cant believe ive been home all break...again. Somebody save meee.

Went to sleep at 4 last night. Been staying up HELLA late now a days, cause i dont have school.
Mother came in and saw me on my laptop around 4, got mad...said she'll take it away from me. Noooo... :x

kay...now time to find something to do for the day. And figure out when fams comin home.
shiet.

where have...my fucking friends been?!?! no one fucking hits me up anymore. -_-
i guess im not that important.

then again...no one ever hit me up....cause ive never raelly crossed anyones mind -_- So im down with whatever guysss..

except Justin, i love justin. He always hits me up. Woulda been out with him today, but i just had to sleep in huh?

drunkass niggas up in here.

Just gonna keep this short & simple. and then rant a little...

My whole family is drunk as fuck, laughing their asses off out in the living room playing some drinking game. I can't play, cause they wont let me drink. If only they knew...but then they'd beat my ass. No drinks for the under aged sister. BOO!

They told me to join, but then drink water. Hell no, i aint bouta be the only one sober in the circle.

Hey now, drinking aint the shit. Honestly thoe...i kinda just love it.

& i dont give a fuck what alla yall niggas think. Just keep the shit talking going. HA!
cause i guess its true? I like to drink. So what. -_-

POPOS DONT GET ME!

we are all living up life. why cant i get drunk with my fam. Bonding time? Hell yeah, but cant. ):

hoping someone will drunk dial me tonight, thatd be cool. LOL
*stfu Kathy.
okay sir.

happy boxing day!

Today is Boxing Day. Which is like the "black friday of canada" - says some girl from tumblr
I NEVER KNEWWW. Till today...apparently there are hella sales today. Its like a black friday pt. 2! Damn. Missed two GIANT shopping days this year. Super lame indeed.

Whatever...i guess i saved myself some money. & plus i dont think i wanna stand in longass lines for days. Yup. Good was of thinking it.

& now for some holiday cheeer.

Happy Holidays From my Family to You! :D
245 pictures...yay for the holiday spirit. & i think these are the only pictures i have with my whole family & my siblings & my parents. Since we dont usually take pictures together...

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Took so many takes of this. This was the best one. Haha. I dont like the white balance thooe.
HEHE arent my folks the cutest (:

Calvin: "Wait I look fat in this..."
Gosh we don't look alike at all.

Peanut (:

Merry Christmas Motherchuckers.

& this Christmas i lost my magnificent Shiseido eyelash curler. I am so aggravated. It was only 20, no not only it was twenty dollars. It was amazing and i loved it. And now its gone. WHERE THE HELL IS IT?!?!??........
*Camille if you read this, did you happen to find it somewhere in your house?...cause it mightve fell out of my bag (atleast now im hoping)

I seem to loose everything at SPCL. Like last year i lost 100 dollars around Christmas time...actually it was around thanksgiving during like some practice. So i learned not to bring anything hella valuable there. & now my eyelash curler.

hella worked up over an eyelash curler. well it aint cheap nigga! >:[
(wrote something here, related to that ^ but it got deleted somehow...)

Merry Christmas everyone!
I just got finished opening gifts with my family. * Yeah at night, on Christmas eve, European style baby! Atleast thats what Lisa calls it? So...im just gonna call it that. Never knew tho!

Its always been like that though, my family never waits till morning to open up gifts. Only one year we did that because we had a hugeass get together, and when that was over my parents were too tired to stay up to open gifts.

So apparently...all these years...Santa Clause has been my daddy. I thought there was something fishy. BUT I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT IT WAS SANTA!...cause one year i woke up ran to the chimney, the cookies were gone and the milk was drinken...and there laid a barbie. Her name was Chelsea, and she came with a little scooter car! I forgot what kinda barbie she was. Gosh i hella happy...and i hella thought it was Santa.

Wow is my dad clever, going out to get me a barbie. I think i still would have believed that all these years, Santa left me gifts if my dad never told me it was him. Cause i was watching Santa Clause 2 with him one day...and he was telling me how great it is that kids believe in Santa, and we should never take that away from them. I dont know.

Santa MUST be real...right? I dont even know anymore. Maybe im too old now -_-

I remember when i was hella little i was afraid of growing up because i thought that Santa wouldnt give gifts to older kids...well theres that. Im older now, and he isnt even real ):

So many Christmas memories, would love to share, but maybe next year!

- Nothing great given to me this year. Like every year though, so im not trippin balllssss. Guess i shoulda sent out a wishlist to my sister and brother! Everyone was telling me how they had no idea what to get me cause i ddint give them a list of what i wanted...great. Like i knew they would have actually gotten me what i wanted -_-

Lena basically got everything she wanted. From a Teckdeck skateboard thing to a bopit toy, to a nice ass ipod nano. Jealous? HELL YEAH! LOL. i reacted more to that ipod then she did...

pictures coming sooon
i took all my christmas pictures with my brother's camera(:
SO I THINK THEYRE GONNA TURN OUT GORGEOUSS.
im so excited. hehehe. but he's gonna send them all to me tomorrow...he better. i cant wait too long for it. im impatient.

yay! i love family pictures.

KAY NIGHT EVERYONE AND MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN! <3

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...why is this happening to me.
i have this huge guilt on my shoulders.

ptfo.
gtfo.
stfu.

pussyass shit. why are you back?

no title.

ill give u that damn time machine.
so you can go back 2 years into the past. including the time where you met me, and make that not happen. Yeah? hows that.

two fucking years ago when you were with your damn ex girlfriend.

a year ago...when we never met.
and when all my troubles NEVER happened.

screw you. i deserve much better than whatever youre giving me. and honestly you deserve better than me too.

we are two puzzle pieces that do not fit.

bunch of lies and bullshit. seriously no shit..

time to go live my damn life. God im free. and im fucking happy. and smiling cause fuckyeah.

lifes good.

i hate you

always and forever.

and im not saying sorry. because i did nothing. and idgaf about what you say as of right now.
say what you want. i aint listening. accuse me of whatever, call me names, put me down. It wont fade me.

i do what i do, because i want to and i have my own mind and i control my own self. i dont have anyone telling me what to do. everything i do is because i want to do it.

i am here. alive. stronger than ever.

and nothing you say or do will put me down. i will not shed a tear.

im gonna beat you. beat you hard.

because NOW im done with you and your pussyass piece of shit. I dont want to hear a word from you. i cringe at the sound of your name.

lifes cruel. and all you do is make me wanna put a knife through my heart.

and i hate you because you blame everything on me. because youre not fixing it. Im not gonna give it. i will not be the bigger person. im not saying sorry. i always do.
if everything you have ever said to me was all recorded, you would be able to hear what you sound like when youre bitching at me. Because you dont realize how mean you are. what an ass you sound like.

i realize what i sound like, because i too sound like some bitch. Atleast i see it.

tables have turned.

stop fucking quoting me. Son of a bitch

cause im just cold hearted right? you fucking always contradict yourself. im not taking anything nice you say to me into consideration anymore. ill take all of those bullshit words as...yeah a bunch of bullshit. cause everything negative thing you say about me is considered the truth, in your eyes. Fine with me.

and maybe this will affect me in what kind of person i will be when im older.

i have a serious problem and i need help. but there is no one. and i am alone.

i am suicidal.

fuck kathys crazy

There is only one person

in this world that would make me angry, and would have me result that anger into tears.
And i thought i got rid of it.

This post was suppose to be about something else...

*as you, the reader, can see...it seems like im going through some difficulties.

I feel sick right now. Im really exhausted at the moment, but i dont want to sleep. And my throat feels funny and i dont know why. Sleepy...

Seems like my life is kind of going down right now. Hell yeah, cause the economy sucks. Even though it picked up it seems like its getting worse on my part. Apparently the house i used to live in, in Union City, has never been sold. Its still my parent's property. We were unable to sell it, so we still own it. & we rented it out to some family (i think?) Well this damn house is causing us problems! We're in major debt, getting poor poor poor. And we have to pay for two damn houses?! What the crazy! That house needs to go. But who the hell is going to try and buy a house now in this economy. Ugh. Screwing us over man. It fucking sucks too.

Dad's getting to the age of retirement. Or something of that sort. With his business, no one is really trying to get anything done with their house or tryna get a house remodeled, yet again because of the economy. Which is bad on our behalf cause my dad needs those clients for dinero. But they arent coming by for the services. Doesnt look too good.

So basically now, my mom is on her own trying to make money to support the family. My sister is trying to gain more business with her wedding thing to help my mom make money to support the family. & my brother has to wait for my sister to have clients for him to have clients (hes a photographer) or like for people to want him to take pictures? i dont even know! im pretty much clueless in whats going on with my family financially...well just in general actually.

Deng i need a job. I need to help. Cause its to a point where its like wow...i cant believe whats goign on. Reality seriously just smacked me in the face. And ive lived all my life in complete decency, unaware of the troubles. I feel pretty damn spoiled to be even complaining about anything thats going on. But really, im very sad.
*i have stopped eating lunch. Eventually this will add up to big bucks. Hopefully?
good thing i havent had much of an appetite lately.

Last time i've been to Vietnam? Oh geeze, it was such a long time ago...probably the summer going into seventh grade. I miss it there, and i have been wanting to go back to visit in such a long time. Never was able to though. Cause my mom whenever we decide to go to Vietnam, it would be during the summer for a month. And since im such a damn fuckup, i have to go to summer school every year...and cant go visit family.
And i cant believe how long its been. My great aunt (yup!great...the only great left) is really sick. She's like 80 something now. Youngest child in her generation. Well she's really sick, she has been in the hospital for i dont know how long but they just sent her back home because they can no longer give her aid...cause there is nothing that they can do now.
In my life i have only lost one person that mattered to me. That i actually knew...that i actually remembered. Its nothing compared to what others endure but wow. Tough times right now.
My mom was telling me about what my great aunt was telling her sisters. That even with her being so sickly and what not, she told my aunts that she wanted to go back to her home town and get my mom fruits and send it go America, cause my mom hasnt went down to see her in such a long time. And its all my fault...because i fucked up all those years and held my mom back, cause my mom wont just simply leave me here alone. Im just kind of speechless...
But then again, what is there to say about something like this?

Everyone is growing to their old age. And its almost time...and now we have to go visit.

I just have to say to Lisa, that youre a very strong girl with the way you are handling your situations. Because we all know how much weaker and sensitive i am about certain things. But im glad things are brightening up for you and i just hope it continues to get better.

...but my mind drifted off and i got carried away

well no, im happy

im happy because this person makes me glow...in the dark.
thanks.

-see? moodswings. i getchu!

"fcking sick of her moodswings"

Damn...i wish i could drive. I need to drive myself over to F21 so i can steal a button from a peacoat to sew onto the sleeve of my jacket. Damn coat didnt come with an extra button. The ONE time i actually need an extra button, the coat didnt provide it for me. What the nonsense is this? I mean every single time i get something with buttons, there are extra buttons included and i NEVER need them. -___- Good one.

Okay, so i get it. I have heard it before. Its not the first time! I'm a moody girl. Hell yeah i am. My mood swings are off the charts. Damn i'd feel bad for the guy that has to be stuck with me to deal with. But then again, its just like that with SOME people. Actually not even some...just two people. One more than the other.

& right now im feeling it. If i were to talk to one of those two, i would go crazy. Got to let it out.
This feeling im having is making me sick. Like i feel like i want to cry, or yack. I dont even know what kind of feeling it is. Kinda a mixture of those two. LOL. Or i need to scream.
Scream, Cry, and Yack. Nice combination of feelings, yeah?

sick of my moodswings? oh yeah? well im fcking sick of you. No im not, youre sick of me.
Live & Learn. If youre sick of me, then youre sick of me. Im not going to do anything to make you loose that feeling.

People are in my life for a reason. & if theyre gone...well good riddance. Im sorry that i was terrible. Youre not around cause you chose for it to be that way. And youre not around cause i chose for it to be that way. God fckin damnit! THIS MAKES NO SENSE.

All i want to say it fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. Cause i didnt do shit.
but thenn......thats the problem. i didnt do anything because i never do anything and thats exactly the point of this situation. And now, once again all fingers point to me. All the blame goes to me. Im guilty, and this is my punishment.

Blahblahblah. Cry more Kathy.

*just get wasted. Wasted wasted. Drown. Yum

winter = dried skin for me

Boring Boring Boring...its been pretty boring lately, but chill at the same time.
I mean, its nice to stay home and just chill. I would rather stay home of course than sit around at PcTap for hours...doing nothing? And on top of that, it bothers my mom. Might as well just be at home in the comfort of my own home in sweats then. (:

Totally passed out when i got home today. Haha i didnt even expect to. It was nice. I guess i was hella tired thennn. I had trouble sleeping last night, kept waking up thinking i had to get out of bed and get ready for school.

This morning when i went outside, holy cow it was cold & icy! I think if it was that cold...it should have snowed then. haha. I hateee being cold. Snow is pretty though. If only snow was warm...or like cold but warm weather. COOL! Speaking of the cold, i hate having to walk around during first period more than ever now. Needing a hella hella warm ass jacket.

Skipped ROP yesterday, and damn did i pick a bad day to ditch. LOL. Cause we actually did something yesterday...rather than just sit around doing nothing like usual. Sigh.
But ROP is so boring...how would i know when something fun pops up. ):
When Samantha said that they made a heart out of clay i hella thought she was joking, but she wasnt. They really did make a heart out of clay. Now how fun is that!
Learning bout...hearts in class, atleast i think. Crap i need to pay more attention haha.

So since its Winter now, ive heard that in colder weather, your skin is suppose to be more dry than usual. Im not sure if thats true, BUT it sure seems like it. I dont recall ever having this problem before though...soooo i dont know. Lol. Hella bothering me though! I've been sitting in my room all evening applying lotion to my cheeks, i hope its working. Nah, i dont think it is. Crap.
It could be the brush that im using to apply on blush. Cause the bristles arent soft. Damn you make up tool!

The amount of makeup i apple to my face has been reduced.
*Which reminds me that i need to go get some fluid liner.

10:57pm - i need to finish english homework. & i need to start writing in my planner again. LOL...cause i dont even know when this hw is due. So im forcing myself to do it, just incase its due tomorrow...damnit -_-

Kay Goooodbyee (:

I miss cuddling! :<

Youre pathetic...

hell yeah you are. open your eyes and SEE.

actually...in truth, we both are. Dont even try to deny it.

LOL look what we are fucking doing. Gosh we both are pathetic.

Nobody cares. I dont care. Cause well...you basically take things to the next level. Over react. But i get it. I know exactly why youre the way you are. Because normal friends dont act like this with each other. I guess that means we arent normal friends. You dont know how to be normal with me.
& thats just sad.

Wtf!?!

I can't sign onto tumblr...and i dont know why. AH so frustrating D:
I wonder why...what the gay.

Seriously now, how do you think people make friends? Tell me now.
How did i meet you, and how did i become close to you. How did we first start out. How are we both friends right now? Met you through a friend, you know like mutually. My friend took me and introduced me to you. We said out greetings and well just began to talk more after. Gradually built up and now we are where we are now.

One day, i want to scream. I want to scream and yell. Yell at you. Tell you that you...are not right.
Tell you that i do not need your pity.

I dont fucking need the sympathy. I DONT FUCKING NEED YOU TO FEEL BAD FOR ME. I DONT NEED YOU TO HANGOUT WITH ME JUST BECAUSE I HAVE NO ONE ELSE. i dont need...it. Be true to yourself. Be true to me.

You just dont understand. You dont get it. We are different. We aren't the brightest things on the block. But we are nice...we are f
un. No one gives us a chance. Sometimes i dont even know if youre giving us the chance. What the hell is this?

God dammit, why cant you people just be more open. Why do you people got to enclose yourselves in your damn cliques.

"I dont even talk to them, why would i hang out with them" <- what the hell is that huh?
The hell....the fuck.....mother effer thats fucking bullshit. You know what? Thats how you fucking get to know people. You hangout with people you dont know in order to get to know them.

We have all been together for so long now. How can you possibly say that you dont fucking know me. You all know who i am, why cant you just get to know me a little better. Hun i dont bite.

You gotta be kidding me.
& fuck you if youre gonna be making a joke out of this. Its gay, im over reacting. Its stupid, YOUR STUPID.

you know what...i dont even care.
Its all a bunch of bullshit. Ya'll dont even know me. dont even care. dont even get it.

so stfu, keep your mouth shut and keep our names out of your mouth.
Be true to us. Be true to yourself. I aint bouta put up with buncha bullshit.

Just Pissing Me Off.
& i dont even know what im saying.

Mother is in Los Angeles

W0ke myself up this morning, made myself a waffle. Put it in the toaster, set it and ran off to get ready. Got ready and waited for Justine to come swoop me off to school. Had to wake up Lena, had no idea where the hell my dad was. Called him to remind him to come home and take her to school.
Wow i think id be a great mom (:

School School School.
Assembly? > It was actually decent this time. Haha, best assembly all year. The slide shows were pretty gooood too! never seen them do a slide show like the one shown today o:
& Lisa came to school late and joined me in the second assembly, so that was nice.
I wish i had the first assembly with my girls ):

ROP: had skill check today for vital signs checkup shit. Lisa was my partner. We both passed (:
hehe. At first, while taking her vital signs i couldnt hear the beats of her heart! But thank
goodness he let me do it again.

ROP is getting annoying now a days. Its such a waste of time, no lie. We continoulsy sit there and do nothing for 2 hours. But i guess its nice bonding time for Lisa,Vivian,Helen,Samantha, and me. Too bad Justine is in a different class. Lol. But its a hassle too. Im just so tired of it. AH...

I hella miss being at school as well. How ironic...
Just miss seeing people, you know? Eh...sucks.

Well after school, Justine, Lisa, and i went to Vivian's house. It was hella chill! Should just kickback and relaxx at someone's place every now and then. Rather than always being outt. Cause its nice...i like spending time with them. (:
First time at Vivians too, her house is cute. & she did all of our makeup. HAHA.
I look scary too. And Lisa is just insisting that i go to school like this tomorrow...she wants me to be at school looking scary. The hell. LOL.
We'll see i guess.

Its December! Which means, its officially Christmas season. WOOHOO!
So happy. I loooveee this feeling. I love listening to christmas tunes. Hehe. Its pretty awesomeee man.

LOOK WHAT I GOT!
http://www.formspring.com/forms/?761194-kV3MBlPrAe
Its a formspring. So basically, you can just ask me whatever, or tell me whatever...and ill reply back. Neat-oh. Just giving it a test run, cause apparently its the new "fad", whatever that is. LOL. IS THAT EVEN THE RIGHT WORD OR DID I MAKE IT UP...? But yeah, cooolnesssx10