20 in Vegas

Went to Vegas to experience the "Vegas" life for the first time, as an underaged "young adult". It was such a great time spent! "What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas" apparently, so does that mean i shouldn't blog about my experience there...Maybe in this case, pictures will just have to speak more than words.

Eclipse Daylight Pool party -- "crashed" a bachelor's party

Cuteass Palestine guy that got us
into the day & night club 

Jokingly asked if we can get a wheelchair, & succeeded!

Pusha T

You ever wondered what you looked like when you just let loose and dance around all crazy and shit? I guess it doesn't look as good as it feels when you're in the moment. They called me "wild child". I'm a gif on my own blog. Heheh.

I'll be back for you Vegas, in exactly a month from today.

Pure Lounge

I went clubbing for the first time ever in my life last Saturday at Pure Lounge. Lisa and i both have never been to the club before in our lives, so we were so unsure as to how were were really even suppose to dress. All black never hurts anyone, of course.

What i learned is that, maybe the clubbing scene isn't my thing. Probably not something i can do all the time, otherwise i might catch "the ratchet"...and well, become ratchet. Haha, just kidding. But definitely not a thing you can do sober. At first we were sort of put off by the atmosphere. I mean, it was really fun and energetic, but we just weren't drunk enough for it. Some guy i think was hitting on me or something, and i literally told him, "Sorry, i'm not drunk yet." Or i think he was asking me to dance, that would make more sense. And then he responded saying, "I respect that." I sort of thought that was funny. Once i actually got a couple drinks in, i was good to go. I could've managed to be more drunk, but i had to keep in mind that i had work the next morning. Going to the club that night was completely spontaneous. Lisa and i had originally planned to go to one of my old friend's birthday celebration, but it didn't work out. In the end, i think we had more fun going to the club than we would've in retrospect. Haha. I love when things work out like that.

The group of people i went with were fun, and the dudes were real helpful. 

July 12, 2014: I lost my clubbing virginity. 

I think i'm ready for Vegas now! (Two more days, woo hoo!)

Svedka

I didn't really do anything yesterday. I really didn't...i just went to work, and then when i came home and finished running my errands i took a fat cat nap. It was absolutely wonderful, and very much needed.

That's basically all i did.

It wasn't until later that night, around 12, that i actually went out and did something. So, for the first time in my life i just got up and walked out of my house hella late at night and didn't tell my mom. I think it's funny because i've never done that before. Haha. Lightweight felt like a badass. A little badass. Heh.

My night went well though, i went to a party with my friend Yayda. Who was a real gentleman, i guess. He opened the passenger door for me -- who does that anymore? It was a refreshing thought.

It was nice to just be around people, even though i didn't really know anyone. I love the vibe of chill parties. People are just nice. I guess, for the most part. I fight broke out, but i didn't really pay much attention to it. I was just a bit tipsy, and it was just enough for me to enjoy myself as i sat there and watched people.

Came home, crawled into bed and just smiled to myself. I smiled to myself, because i went out and enjoyed myself. I drank, and didn't feel overwhelmed with emotional sadness. And i find that to be an improvement in my healing process. So i went to sleep last night with a smile on my face, because i'm happy that i'm okay.

Easter Weekend

This weekend was anything but boring. Lately, it seems like i've been enjoying my weekend more than usual!

Went to my boyfriend's friend's kickback on Friday night, it was pretty chill. Almost everyone who drank anything or was smoking something was outside majority of the time. It was hella cold that night, so i pretty much just sat inside and munched on pretzels. I haven't really been into drinking too much lately, or i don't even have the urge to get fucked up at all. I've also been DD every weekend for my boyfriend and

myself, which isn't too much of a problem. Gives me an excuse to tell those that like to shove shots on hen

essy in my face. Lately, i've just been fond of sipping on one beer for the whole night, or take one shot and sip on beer...that has me set. All i want is a nice buzz. Heh.

Well after the kickback, my boyfriend and i stopped by Micko's kickback thingy for a little bit. I just sat and chilled, played with Micko's bigass phone - the Samsung Galaxy Note or something like that. Pretty dope phone ! Just too big for me i think haha. Babe just played one game of beer pong and then we left to go back to my house. Pretty chill night.

Seems like every week now, he sleeps over at my place either Friday or Saturday night. It's pretty crazy sometimes when i wake up next to him and get to snuggle with him before we actually get up. I wonder to myself how this is even possible, and how i get to wake up to him. It's pretty great.

Saturday was my sister's event thing and my boyfriend and Lisa came along to help my sister out. We didn't have to get there till 5pm, so my boyfriend and i just did our thing till thing. We were looking hella good though! All fancy and shit. Went and got some pho and just stopped buy target to pick myself up stockings to wear that night.

The event was pretty hectic. There were over 600 people there, and my boyfriend, Lisa, and i along with 4 other girls were servers. Night went on till 2 in the morning. We seriously were just running back and forth servings alcohol and food to people. I think i made pretty good tip off those people. Seems like everyone just had money to blow cause there would be people giving me a tip every single time i brought them something or someone just letting me keep the change. I didn't really have a chance to really stop and take pictures though.

It's been a while since i put hella effort and dolled up with my bestfriend. Lisa and i used to love doing this all the time when we were single, but now we don't really even go anywhere or do anything that we can get dolled up for.

Babe came over again that night and slept over. We were exhausted from running around all night, so we had a goodass sleep.

As for today, Babe and i just chilled. We woke up and decided to go eat. Usually we don't even start our day till 2 or so since we wake up at 12. Takes us a minute to get ready also hahah. That's pretty much all we did. Went to Backyard Boiler, then to Walmart to pickup some stuff, and then came back home and watched Friends for a little bit. Since he has work at 7 in the morning tomorrow, i had to take him home early.

I have a speech to present tomorrow and i got my presentaional aid ready, but i'm not ready at all to present the speech. IM SO FUCKED. Ugh...such a great weekend i had and now back to stressing out over school.

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