The other night, i had a dream that God was in.
Really strange to me. God came to my work and was talking to me, he told me Mary and his son was coming. By his son, i'm thinking Jesus. At first i was thinking it was Jesus that came. But then as i thought about how he had said Mary and his son was coming, i'm thinking maybe it was actually God instead cause his son has to be Jesus.
Although, we are all children of God.
I'm wondering what this means, very strange to me that the holy spirits have made an appearance in my dreams. I wish i can remember more clearly what he spoke to me about. Is this one of those holy moments where God/Jesus/Mary visits you??????
In my dream, he wore red shoes.
Maybe this isn't of any significance. Maybe it was because i was sleeping through my alarm, and that's why he was at my work. I did wake up late for work, but somehow managed to still make it.
Sort of hope i have another dream where they come, i hope they send me positive vibes.
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Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Friends
I've had good friends in my life. Some stayed, and some have left me. The two that left me are doing good in their lives after highschool. It sucks because i don't have anything against them, but since they were once so close and dear to me i wish i can ask them how they're doing. Although i know they're doing great...great without me.
I still check up on them from time to time, via facebook stalking them or what not. Lol. Yah...
One girl for instance is studying abroad this summer in Italy. THATS MY DREAM! I envy that. Well no Italy exactly, i said i wanted to study in France. But i suppose anywhere in the UK would suffice. Well i'm proud of her, and i'm happy she's doing so great. She was once the girl i called my best friend, but for some reason she talked badly about me behind my back because she envied me. Well all i have to say to her is that there was nothing to be jealous about. You got the brains sweetie. That'll take you farther than anything.
The other one is doing her own thing. I guess in the end, maybe we weren't exactly suited for each other as friends anyways. Judging by the way she looks and dresses now, it's just complete opposite from what i'm used to. She's just completely different. Well i mean good for her though for finding herself and pursuing something she is passionate about. Alongside with getting out of this town and living on her own.
My other friends who are still around, are going on with their lives. I'm being strung around as though there is some type of hope that i'll be able to ask them to be a part of my wedding when i'm older. They're off at real colleges and have just finished their first semester as a college student. Now moving out of their dorms, and into apartments with their new friends that they met at school. Fending for themselves, and being adults. Either that, or they're starting college. Real college. Doing great things with their lives.
As for me, i'm at community college and i don't really know where my life is headed. I'm a little unsure about my current declared major, and that scares me a bit. I'm going to just stick with it anyways. I'm absolutely in love with my boyfriend, and sometimes i feel like maybe i love him a bit too much for my own good. Sometimes i don't know where my head is at. And i also don't think i've completely discovered myself...i have no passions in life. I keep hoping i'll meet great people so inspire me to do something. Or something will hit me and i'll realize what i truly want, and have a passion for.
I want to meet intellectuals, who can be both entertaining and can teach me things at the same time. No more hoodlum stuff...but i guess it'll be a while before i get pass this.
Someday i'd like to go to the UK. Just to go there i guess, i can't afford studying there.
♥
I still check up on them from time to time, via facebook stalking them or what not. Lol. Yah...
One girl for instance is studying abroad this summer in Italy. THATS MY DREAM! I envy that. Well no Italy exactly, i said i wanted to study in France. But i suppose anywhere in the UK would suffice. Well i'm proud of her, and i'm happy she's doing so great. She was once the girl i called my best friend, but for some reason she talked badly about me behind my back because she envied me. Well all i have to say to her is that there was nothing to be jealous about. You got the brains sweetie. That'll take you farther than anything.
The other one is doing her own thing. I guess in the end, maybe we weren't exactly suited for each other as friends anyways. Judging by the way she looks and dresses now, it's just complete opposite from what i'm used to. She's just completely different. Well i mean good for her though for finding herself and pursuing something she is passionate about. Alongside with getting out of this town and living on her own.
My other friends who are still around, are going on with their lives. I'm being strung around as though there is some type of hope that i'll be able to ask them to be a part of my wedding when i'm older. They're off at real colleges and have just finished their first semester as a college student. Now moving out of their dorms, and into apartments with their new friends that they met at school. Fending for themselves, and being adults. Either that, or they're starting college. Real college. Doing great things with their lives.
As for me, i'm at community college and i don't really know where my life is headed. I'm a little unsure about my current declared major, and that scares me a bit. I'm going to just stick with it anyways. I'm absolutely in love with my boyfriend, and sometimes i feel like maybe i love him a bit too much for my own good. Sometimes i don't know where my head is at. And i also don't think i've completely discovered myself...i have no passions in life. I keep hoping i'll meet great people so inspire me to do something. Or something will hit me and i'll realize what i truly want, and have a passion for.
I want to meet intellectuals, who can be both entertaining and can teach me things at the same time. No more hoodlum stuff...but i guess it'll be a while before i get pass this.
Someday i'd like to go to the UK. Just to go there i guess, i can't afford studying there.
♥
Friday, May 25, 2012
"this walrus is here to stay"
I saw an old friend yesterday. Or more like acquaintance, i guess you can say. We aren't really friends since we didn't even say "hi" when we saw each other. Nor did we ever really have a formal introduction to one another in person. Also, the last time we talked was a really long time ago and i don't even remember what it was about.
Anyways, seeing this person made me realize something just now as i was going through my blogs. People actually used to read my blog about two to three years ago. I wonder if anyone does now. Always been sort of curious. It would be cool to be a fan base, but then again i guess i really am just writing for myself.
Lately, all i've seemed to be able to write about were school, my boyfriend, life...i guess that's the gist of it. Since then, i haven't really been sad over anything really. I also learned to not write too much about my problems on here for people to read. I don't really have much "deep" thoughts anymore. I don't know if my sad depressing posts from three years ago could really be considered as "deep", but generally anything depressing can come across as deep. Maybe, maybe not.
There could be a couple aspects as to why no one really reads my blog anymore...
1. Most of everyone has hopped over to Tumblr -- the fake blog. No one really really blogs there. It's just a bunch of pictures! And "reblogs" of things they feel they can relate to. Then the occasional original posting that you would make yourself.
2. The people that actually used to read my blog (i think) were people from church. I guess because we were something like a family, and we were close to one another. Oh i don't know. When i was more close to people from church, that's when i would more frequently hear "oh i read your blog."
3. No one really cares too much? I don't know. Did anyone ever or were people just bored.
You know what would be cool? If i ever became a famous blogger, just based off of this one blog of mine. Too bad this blog doesn't really have an overall them. For goodness sakes, it's titled "this walrus is here to stay" And by the way, if anyone has ever wondered why the hell i titled my blog this well when making it up, i really had no angle. It just sort of popped up into my mind and my fingers typed it out. I liked it so i kept it. Then after a while i realized that it fits in some way, and it does have a meaning behind it. The fact that it's so absurd and random can depict myself as a person in some levels. Whether it's by the blog posts that i write, or just me on a daily basis. Most may not know me, so you wouldn't see me a strange person. It's just the idea that no matter how strange i am (or am not) or different i may be, i'm here to stay.
♥
Anyways, seeing this person made me realize something just now as i was going through my blogs. People actually used to read my blog about two to three years ago. I wonder if anyone does now. Always been sort of curious. It would be cool to be a fan base, but then again i guess i really am just writing for myself.
Lately, all i've seemed to be able to write about were school, my boyfriend, life...i guess that's the gist of it. Since then, i haven't really been sad over anything really. I also learned to not write too much about my problems on here for people to read. I don't really have much "deep" thoughts anymore. I don't know if my sad depressing posts from three years ago could really be considered as "deep", but generally anything depressing can come across as deep. Maybe, maybe not.
There could be a couple aspects as to why no one really reads my blog anymore...
1. Most of everyone has hopped over to Tumblr -- the fake blog. No one really really blogs there. It's just a bunch of pictures! And "reblogs" of things they feel they can relate to. Then the occasional original posting that you would make yourself.
2. The people that actually used to read my blog (i think) were people from church. I guess because we were something like a family, and we were close to one another. Oh i don't know. When i was more close to people from church, that's when i would more frequently hear "oh i read your blog."
3. No one really cares too much? I don't know. Did anyone ever or were people just bored.
You know what would be cool? If i ever became a famous blogger, just based off of this one blog of mine. Too bad this blog doesn't really have an overall them. For goodness sakes, it's titled "this walrus is here to stay" And by the way, if anyone has ever wondered why the hell i titled my blog this well when making it up, i really had no angle. It just sort of popped up into my mind and my fingers typed it out. I liked it so i kept it. Then after a while i realized that it fits in some way, and it does have a meaning behind it. The fact that it's so absurd and random can depict myself as a person in some levels. Whether it's by the blog posts that i write, or just me on a daily basis. Most may not know me, so you wouldn't see me a strange person. It's just the idea that no matter how strange i am (or am not) or different i may be, i'm here to stay.
♥
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