1975

I hate history.
But...April 30, 1975 the communists of Vietnam took over.
Right? Not sure. WAIT let me look this up. Oh its called "The Fall of Saigon"
This is like Vietnam war stuff. o:
I learned bout this in history. (:
My mom was telling me about it in the car today though. She told me how on this day she was like 10 years old or something and the communist like invaded the country and her dad had to dig a big hole in their backyard so the whole family can hide down there. Then soldiers came and brought her family to a church so they can be safe.

I have an itch on my arm, and my face. I guess i really shouldn't put my face in my dog's fur...
& i really don't like my hair very much. ):

I haven't blogged in a while. What have i been busy doing? ._.
I'm failing school. "I need to pull up my grades"
How many times have i said that this school year? I've been slacking off in Bio again. & History is just Fail. Sigh. What am i going to do with my life. Ohlone college here i come, in 2 years perhaps?

Oh STAR testing is this week. What does star mean? OH i know, standardized testing and reporting. Teehee. I read it from the book. Today we took the cst math part. I'm in Geometry & my test booklet was purple. It wasn't very hard. I had trouble with like 5 problems. I'm scared what my score will turn out to be. I'm aiming for above average but most likely not, im just an average person. Darn. I already know for a fact that i'm below average for biology and history though. Should i study for history? Like read over everything we learned since the beginning of the year...i totally would, but thats boring. STAR testing ends next Wednesday. No testing tomorrow!

I worked out my quadracepts today in P.E. I want nice toned legs. Teehee.
I also worked out my abdominals. Gosh, Mr. Marden is going to be proud of me. I know the names of two of my mus-kles.

Yesterday was Chavy's birthday, he's 16 now. What a big boy.
& i told him i was gonna get him a purple polo. I sorta still want to.

I put Hydocortisome Ointment on my arm. and a dab on my face, to help stop the itchiness.

Everyday when my mom picks me up from school, i jump in the car say hello and kiss her on the cheek. I started doing this after i disappointed her so much. I love my mom.
I hope she doesn't kill me when she sees my grades.

I'm currently listening to Keri Hilson.
Anyone want to make me a CD?

My favorite face to make online is o: & (:
Dont be dirt now...
WALRUS! :3

I want some strawberries, green apples, and watermelons.

I think im in love.
& no, i'm not too young.

I have tutoring later at 6pm. I'm kind of excited. I want to do math homework.
& i really want to finish all my homework today. That's my goal. But i highly doubt that i will actually accomplish it.
Wanting is one thing but actually working for it is another.
Thats not right. there's a quote for something like that but i have no idea what it is. Oh wells.

Im having a good day. Are you?

no pantalones?

No thanks.
i want a skirt.
a pencil skirt?!
o:



colors. wheeee. <3

National Get High Day

But i'm completely clean. (:

oh noes.

spring break is over everyone.

time for hell. ]:

zac efron?!?!

I can't believe spring break is almost OVER!
NOOOO!!! & I definitely can't believe i was sick during the whole thing. -_-
Well i'm getting a lot better now. But wow, just my luck to get terribly sick during break.

My brother is having a BBQ right now. Its to celebrate his twenty-two years of life on earth. His birthday was on the 10th, last week, though. I got him a green polo. He likes green. Hehe. Well his friends are over, and this must be one of the most calmest parties he has ever thrown. Ever. Like, his 21st birthday party was crazy. Well no duh. & his Halloween party was ridiculous. Christine and him sure know how to host parties.

Today was a fun day. Really, it was. I love kids! Love, love, love, love them. I'd like 5.
Worked with kids all day, till 5pm. Super fun. My group of kids were so cute. [:

I watched 17 Again.
SUCH A GOOD MOVIE! O:
ZAC EFRON!! aaaaahhhhhhh.
good movie. very good.
I was dancing in my movie seat. Whee.
*zac efron!

Movies i would like to watch:
-Up
-The Proposal
-Fighting
*Channing Tatum! o:

Hi Chip.
:D

i have a lot of work to do, because i am a little procrastinator. I blame my sickness >o
I would have at least tried to get something done over break and probably gotten some of my work done. But nooo i had to get sick.
Really do not want to go to school on Monday, but that's for tomorrow's blog...

goodnight everyone.

zac efron!
aaahhhhhhhh
o:
hi chip <3

Bleh.

Something i forgot to mention yesterday.
I watched The Hannah Montana Movie! Surprisingly, it was pretty good. I liked it [:

I have a sore throat. And its being a bitch. So bothersome.
SpringBreak sucks so far. I've been sick all week. Well since Sunday.



Jesse Mccartney is a cutie pie

so sick

im very sick. D:
I dont even know how. I was perfectly fine on Saturday.
I felt sick yesterday too, but it wasn't as bad as today.
I stayed in bed all day. Finally got up around 6?
I really really i hope some miracle happens and im all better tomorrow. I dont want to be sick during spring break.
I feel like i just drank hella water or something. I just ate this spicy thing. But i couldnt even taste it. -_- I need something i can taste! Afsmn,dgvkdsjf...

I kind of want some icecream...

I couldn't really sleep last night. I kept waking up continuously. I hope i'll sleep better tonight.

My body aches. My head hurts. My nose is stuffy.
Being sick sucks.

There's something i cant quiet explain,I'm so in love with you

I feel like dying. D:






...save mee.

I dont have school today.

12:41 Pm
Look at them over there.
Aren't they cute?
So cute...
How come she gets to laugh and smile and be so happy and i dont.
Cause i'm a fuckup.

Getting into the mood

Into the mood to blog.
I don't have much thoughts. So i'm listening to music hoping something in my mind might just trigger. I have something i'd like to post. But i'm waiting for the right moment.

I'm having a sex talk with Lisa.
Very interesting stuff...

Lets Laugh till our sides hurt. Till we can't control our laughter.
Till we are like "omg i can't stop, it hurts."

girl i want you to lay lay lay in my arms till we fall asleep.

Oh id love to.
Sing to me. Make me melt.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Le6PLp3ARv4
I wanted to post like the actual video of that on here. But it was "disabled by request" i like her voice. Idk. its pretty. I think she maybe a pretty girl. I can't tell though.

i have an itch on my foot.
Its so annoying!

I'm the type of person to judge someone. I always judge people when i see them.
"She's annoying..." but i dont know her. She just seems annoying.
"Ew what a slut" No, she probably isn't.
"I dont like her. She's weird and smells weird." Is she weird? I'm not sure. Never talked to her.
I only do this with girls though. Mostly girls. Cause im insecure. I do it cause im a bitch. Right? I have that bitch side of me. I was watching the Tyra show one day, and they were talking about mean girls. Girls who bash on other girls just make themselves feel better about their pity full lives. She said soemthing about those types of girls. But i dont remember what it was.
I believe that i have gotten more mean since freshman year. What happened...?
With some girls they are pretty. And i pick out their flaws. I look into that flaw. She has a flaw...
But then i pick out all her prettyness. She's very pretty. Looks decent. Pretty girl. I like her shirt. Her hair is cute today. Where did she get her bag? Its cute.
Then again, i am a nice girl. I dont always do that. Sometimes i think about what a bitch i am sometimes and then i compliment girls when i see them. All of them.
Then with the boys...
"Fag.." But then he probably is.
Oh thats it.

Sometimes i think that about people. Like "ew" and i dont really think id ever be friends with them. Then when i talk to them and get to know them. They turn out to be such a nice friendly, cool person.
Karma is gonna be such a bitch to me one day. Slap me right across the face and show me what a bitch i am. Do it.
I'm gonna change for the better. Dont hate Kathy. Be nice.

What do you think of me? What am i like...

Kinda just want to cuddle up and cry.
Am i feeling sad? Im not even sure what my emotion is right now. I'm kind of just blank.
My feelings have gone to Alaska.

Turn the music on full blast and sing your heart away.

Town Crier Its 9:44 in the evening and things are just awful.

No one loves her. They all think she's the "bad" one. Dont call her over. Feed her food. They say she's "greedy". The others don't play with her. She's alone. She tried to fit in and play with them, but they have more fun without her. Sometimes when she's lucky, she'll be happy.
More poor baby. I love you though.

I remember thinking to myself how i wished my dog was a real person.

Good things dont last forever baby. Something bout you boy just drives me crazy.

Waiting for the...oh i dont know.
Where's the love?

I certainly dont know where my love is.
I think i mightve lost it.
I dont know if i can find it...
Nothing turned out the way i wanted.

February 26,09 "Itried"
-Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better, just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt so strong , but
Nothing turned out the way you wanted.

Nothings wrong, honestly. Lol.
No school tomorrow guys.
& tomorrow is Good Friday.
I think that means i have church then. Idk.

town crier its 10:03 in the evening, and things aren't getting better.

But nothing is wrong. Right?
everything is quiet dandy...

This boys Life

Vaseline moisturizes my lips.

School i currently pretty chill.
Tomorrow will be SUPER chill.
But the only class that wont be is of course, biology...
she never lets us have fun! D:
I have a biology quiz tomorrow. I think i might study after this post. But most likely that wont happen. I really should though. I should have no excuse for failing any of my classes.
Laziness is no good.

*Going to summer school for first semester Biology & second semester History. UNLESS i raise my history grade. If im able to raise my history grade ill have to raise my Biology grade and then ill only have to go to summer school for first semester Biology. Whe to would like to join me in summer school at Washington High ?

Im laying in my room. Yes, my room. I cleaned my room and found the source of that smell. Its my dirty laundry. My basket is full of dirty clothes, and i think most of it is all Lena's and bathroom towels. I need more febreeze air fresheners.

So im about 300 dollars away from getting myself a laptop. Woohoo!

Did you guys kiss?
Yea.
Did you guys make out?
Yup.
How good was it?
I fucked her till he nose bled.

My back hurts from laying on the bed ina weird postion.
Excited for whats to come tomorrow in English.
Im bored.
Aim aint helping. Should i study then...

Bye NiggerFaggots.

Look out your window.

I wish the all the fat from the food i eat went to my boobs and ass instead of my tummy.
How terrific would that be. Actually then i might be unproportional. I wish that all the fat from the food i eat would spread out in my body evenly instead of just going to my tummy.

How weird is this weather. Yesterday was SUPER warm. I loved it. But today it rained.
What the weird. But it wasn't too cold. Something bout the Water Cycle.
Its the water cycle right?

Math test was pretty hard today. I skipped two problems. But i probably got some wrong, cause i couldn't memorize the formulas. I don't like circles!
Wrote and in-class essay in English today and for the first time ever, i actually finished it. All five paragraphs, highlighted and everything. What a great accomplishment. But it probably wasn't that great either...i don't think i even talked about what i was suppose to talk about. My topic was about children with divorced parents. It seemed like the easiest one, even though both of my parents are still together.

I didn't go to tutoring today because of the math test i had. So i stayed home. I took a shower for Chowder and Rossy. They're super clean and soft now. I don't remember the last time we cleaned those dogs. Peanut is still dirty though. He was too much of a hassle so i didn't want to clean him. My brother or his girlfriend can take care of him. He doesn't like me anyway.

i dont get it

She just doesn't know.
How much he means to me yet.
She is thinking something...
Whats wrong with it?

She doesnt understand that not everyone is a bad person.
Not everyone goes around raping people and try to get people pregnant
Not everyone is stupid and make the same mistake.
She can't protect me from everything.

i just dont get it.
i dont understand why...
she makes no sense.



ugh

Justine Lisa Kathy time!

When can i really just sit down relax and oovoo with my friends.
Like never.
When was the last time we did this?
When was the last time we hung out with just the three of us - March 23rd.
Times like these we must cherish!


Hello. I cut my hair today. how much of it did i cut off?
Like about 10 inches of hair. ( i measured) Gone. GONE!
I miss it, already. My pretty wavy locks. In the dumpster...
Oh how i will miss u so.


okay bye.