I JUST WROTE THIS HELLA LONG POST AND IT ALL GOD DELETED AND I CANT GET ANY OF THE WORDS BACK. WOW FML. D:
.......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....ALL MY THOUGHTSS. NOOOOO.....
-_- Shit....
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
WOW....
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Sigh
I hate it when things are sad. I hate it when something happens to people making them sad. Some people just dont deserve what happens to them you know? Just unfair. Like i totally feel you. I take your sadness and embrace it. Makes me sad too...
siiiiighhhh. for everyone whoh is sad, i just wanna give you all a big fat hug. Say its okay.
siiiiighhhh. for everyone whoh is sad, i just wanna give you all a big fat hug. Say its okay.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
JUNIORS 2011 <3
As much as i could show sympathy for someone, i cant really help if i dont know the reason for why someone is down. I can still be caring though. I tired to be, dont dare to say otherwise. Sorry if this makes me sound uncaring but what was i suppose to do? Stop life and focus my attention on you? I mean i totally would have though...if i knew what happened in the first place. Dont try to make me feel bad for going out and having a good time.
HOMECOMING WAS AMAZINGGG <3333
it was truly truly truly amazing. Oh my goshh, Juniors did soo good. I was completly blown away. AHHHHH. SOO AMAZINGG!
The skit was gooood. The people on stage acted everything out so well, the voice overs were hella cute. ahaha. Airband was totally jaw dropping, from first to last. WOW.
Totally killed it today. Im so proudd of everyone and their hardwork. Everything DEFINITELY paid off.
It was worth being late to ROP fersureee. Sigh, so amazed you dont even understand. hahah.
Well walking into ROP late was kinda like awkward. Dr. Cliff hella looked at Lisa and Me. It was a bit sdaryy. ): Had my 200 points bone test today! & i think i did okay! I think i got like a B or something. Got 4 wrong. Ahh. wish i got an A though, had such dumbdumb mistakes. Shooot. But then, you gotta say...its a good score for someone who studied for the first 30 minutes of class and not knowing anything when i first walked in. AND I STILL REMEMBER THE BONESS. Thing sticked in my mind like glueee. HEhe. I bet i can just grab a body and label every bone (:
Ill probably forget soon though...like overnight? Who wants to be my dummyy. Just kidding. The test really wasnt that hard for 200 point test though. Lol. I was thining that it would have been hella much harder.
Was hella tired when i came home earlier. Slept for like three hours though. My mom made me get up -_- When i got up i thought it was morning for some reason, probably cus my mom came and woke me she usually doesnt. You know how it is when u wake up from a nap in the evening, you think its morning and you freak out. Yup, thats what happened. But then i got my thoughts together and double checked my phone and it said PM. Haha.
Well...thats all. GOODJOB JUNIORS (:
im sad that i missed most of homecoming, i probably wont even be watching the Seniors tomorrow. booo. No rop next year, im missing out on too much. D:
* Hope everything goes well...
<3 (:
HOMECOMING WAS AMAZINGGG <3333
it was truly truly truly amazing. Oh my goshh, Juniors did soo good. I was completly blown away. AHHHHH. SOO AMAZINGG!
The skit was gooood. The people on stage acted everything out so well, the voice overs were hella cute. ahaha. Airband was totally jaw dropping, from first to last. WOW.
Totally killed it today. Im so proudd of everyone and their hardwork. Everything DEFINITELY paid off.
It was worth being late to ROP fersureee. Sigh, so amazed you dont even understand. hahah.
Well walking into ROP late was kinda like awkward. Dr. Cliff hella looked at Lisa and Me. It was a bit sdaryy. ): Had my 200 points bone test today! & i think i did okay! I think i got like a B or something. Got 4 wrong. Ahh. wish i got an A though, had such dumbdumb mistakes. Shooot. But then, you gotta say...its a good score for someone who studied for the first 30 minutes of class and not knowing anything when i first walked in. AND I STILL REMEMBER THE BONESS. Thing sticked in my mind like glueee. HEhe. I bet i can just grab a body and label every bone (:
Ill probably forget soon though...like overnight? Who wants to be my dummyy. Just kidding. The test really wasnt that hard for 200 point test though. Lol. I was thining that it would have been hella much harder.
Was hella tired when i came home earlier. Slept for like three hours though. My mom made me get up -_- When i got up i thought it was morning for some reason, probably cus my mom came and woke me she usually doesnt. You know how it is when u wake up from a nap in the evening, you think its morning and you freak out. Yup, thats what happened. But then i got my thoughts together and double checked my phone and it said PM. Haha.
Well...thats all. GOODJOB JUNIORS (:
im sad that i missed most of homecoming, i probably wont even be watching the Seniors tomorrow. booo. No rop next year, im missing out on too much. D:
* Hope everything goes well...
<3 (:
Saturday, October 17, 2009
your ex, my ex
i just realized that most people after breaking up with their girlfriend/boyfriend, from that point on they refer to that person as their ex. Even if theyre like friends now. Like "oh im with ________, ________ and my ex. Or soemthing like that. When does that pass and the ex becomes known as a friend. Im with my friend.
Interesting
Interesting
leave me with peace.
Bleh. I have school today...
& i have just saved 100 dollars. Woohooo.
Overtime i would wish that i have gotten it, but i think ill be okay. Haha.
I think that people are more at peace, when they end things peacefully. Right?
Cause if u end things on a bad note, it just creates tension and hate. Well of course...
And it doesnt help to say like "im not going to talk to you anymore..." If thats the case, there is no need to announce it, just do it. Cause now the other person is going to end up feeling like shit. Or something along those lines.
Hmm and the thing with trying to teach people a "lesson", or so it seems to be like that...i just dont understand it. I guess its kind of just like "a taste of your own medicine" kind of thing. You did that to me i didnt like it so now im going to do that same thing with you. Ha! How do u like that now.
Uhm...well i get it, feels like shit. Feels MORE like wtf though to the person when youre doing it only cus they did it to you. i dont exactly know how to explain this well. does anyone know what i mean...?
in my mind its "fuck this shit"
yea...fuck this shit.
I really do not know what to say of my "friends" Who are they and what do they want...and why are they keeping me around. What am i to them. Its really all these distractions in life though, as well as my stupid mind that just keeps over thinking things.
You know how there are those surveys people take on myspace or something and repost it, and sometimes on the surveys they say "if there is anything you could say to someone what would you say?" Well if there is anything i could say to someone right now i would say...that we are drifting apart and youre like a stranger to me now. I know nothing about you and you know nothing about me. What happened to keeping in touch. Because im about 10 miles away from you it cant stop us from stop keeping contact with each other. I understand that youre busy with your own life but does it hurt to check up on me every now and then and see how im doing...maybe catch up a little. Well that would be nice. I dont remember the last time i talked to you and like actually talked to you and had a nice conversation. And its been a really long time since the last time i saw you. What is to come of us. What are we now. Where do i stand. Where do you in my life.
To another person...what happened to chicks before dicks.
and then to someone else...i want to know what you think of me. REALLY though. Why are
you keeping me around?
sometimes i just do not like the people in my life and i wish i could find new friends. Find people that actually care. Like a true friend...not saying that my current friends arent caring.
The whole "one way relation" thing. With friends though.
Sometimes i wonder what life wold be like if i fallowed a different road...
I wish i wasnt the way i was. Kind of jsut want to peel away from everyone.
Wanting to drive, so i can just be by myself during lunch everyday...so ill be alone and not feel stupid.
Just want to be alone...with out the fuss?
Sometimes i despise you and i jsut want to scream at you and tell you to shut the fuck up.
or it could be the envy im feeling.
Its not a competion. One day im gonna go crazy...go crazy and blow up. Fuck. This. Shit.
& i have just saved 100 dollars. Woohooo.
Overtime i would wish that i have gotten it, but i think ill be okay. Haha.
I think that people are more at peace, when they end things peacefully. Right?
Cause if u end things on a bad note, it just creates tension and hate. Well of course...
And it doesnt help to say like "im not going to talk to you anymore..." If thats the case, there is no need to announce it, just do it. Cause now the other person is going to end up feeling like shit. Or something along those lines.
Hmm and the thing with trying to teach people a "lesson", or so it seems to be like that...i just dont understand it. I guess its kind of just like "a taste of your own medicine" kind of thing. You did that to me i didnt like it so now im going to do that same thing with you. Ha! How do u like that now.
Uhm...well i get it, feels like shit. Feels MORE like wtf though to the person when youre doing it only cus they did it to you. i dont exactly know how to explain this well. does anyone know what i mean...?
in my mind its "fuck this shit"
yea...fuck this shit.
I really do not know what to say of my "friends" Who are they and what do they want...and why are they keeping me around. What am i to them. Its really all these distractions in life though, as well as my stupid mind that just keeps over thinking things.
You know how there are those surveys people take on myspace or something and repost it, and sometimes on the surveys they say "if there is anything you could say to someone what would you say?" Well if there is anything i could say to someone right now i would say...that we are drifting apart and youre like a stranger to me now. I know nothing about you and you know nothing about me. What happened to keeping in touch. Because im about 10 miles away from you it cant stop us from stop keeping contact with each other. I understand that youre busy with your own life but does it hurt to check up on me every now and then and see how im doing...maybe catch up a little. Well that would be nice. I dont remember the last time i talked to you and like actually talked to you and had a nice conversation. And its been a really long time since the last time i saw you. What is to come of us. What are we now. Where do i stand. Where do you in my life.
To another person...what happened to chicks before dicks.
and then to someone else...i want to know what you think of me. REALLY though. Why are
you keeping me around?
sometimes i just do not like the people in my life and i wish i could find new friends. Find people that actually care. Like a true friend...not saying that my current friends arent caring.
The whole "one way relation" thing. With friends though.
Sometimes i wonder what life wold be like if i fallowed a different road...
I wish i wasnt the way i was. Kind of jsut want to peel away from everyone.
Wanting to drive, so i can just be by myself during lunch everyday...so ill be alone and not feel stupid.
Just want to be alone...with out the fuss?
Sometimes i despise you and i jsut want to scream at you and tell you to shut the fuck up.
or it could be the envy im feeling.
Its not a competion. One day im gonna go crazy...go crazy and blow up. Fuck. This. Shit.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
first rainy day of the school year.
I want another umbrellaaa. I used my red umbrella today, that i had since i was in like first grade. But then i havent used the thing since first grade...been left there untouched. So when i used it today i was like wtf ITS SMALL! i swore it was bigger...but i guess thats because i was little the last time i used it and i thought it was bigger. I want a biiggg red umbrella. HEHE. Because some small thing isnt really about to keep me dry :/ But it worked. my hair stayed dry...kinda?
Needing some boots thought because just normal shoes are bouta get my feet soaked.Poor feet.
Got really wet this morning from walking around school in the rain. Thankyou Justin for thinking of mee! Even though i didnt have my phone, i knew you were. GOOD FRIEND YOU ARE. At the begining of first period i was kinda like freaking out cause i thought sabrina wasnt going to be there. i was like shitt am i really going to have to deliver all of this by myselff. I kinda just sat there and stalled for a while and she came. YAY. thank goodness. I guess it wasnt so bad. I didnt like getting wet though. >< And my shoelaces kept getting untied -_- And then my socks got kinda wet...Damn vans, you do not help what so ever. Nikes tomorrow?
Im still behind on my reading for english...i actually dont think ill ever catch up. Gosh deng it why am i so lazyyy. Sigh. Should be on like chapter 20 or something i believe and im on chapter 7. :x fml. fuck huckleberry finn. Damn little boy ):
Seriously thought the book would be more interesting. Then i again i think its just cause im lazy and im not reading it. Yea ill get to that eventually.
Napped for two hours today. 5-7 I hope this doesnt make it hard for me to sleep later on.
Even though it was rainy and gloomy today though, i was still a happy button (:
Maybe even a little more happier? In some parts...i guess?
Emerald thought i was high today in Math. I told her i wasnt but she didnt exactly believe me. I was shocked. LOL. I think its just cause i when i walked in mr. Sugden was like "are you okay? why are your eyes so red" and then i started giggling cause Something was funny...but then only i was laughing...so i guess she thought that was out of my natural state. Ahaha.
My mom made spaghetti for me (:
Now im going to go enjoy it with orange juice. Ahh so excited. HEHE.
Needing some boots thought because just normal shoes are bouta get my feet soaked.Poor feet.
Got really wet this morning from walking around school in the rain. Thankyou Justin for thinking of mee! Even though i didnt have my phone, i knew you were. GOOD FRIEND YOU ARE. At the begining of first period i was kinda like freaking out cause i thought sabrina wasnt going to be there. i was like shitt am i really going to have to deliver all of this by myselff. I kinda just sat there and stalled for a while and she came. YAY. thank goodness. I guess it wasnt so bad. I didnt like getting wet though. >< And my shoelaces kept getting untied -_- And then my socks got kinda wet...Damn vans, you do not help what so ever. Nikes tomorrow?
Im still behind on my reading for english...i actually dont think ill ever catch up. Gosh deng it why am i so lazyyy. Sigh. Should be on like chapter 20 or something i believe and im on chapter 7. :x fml. fuck huckleberry finn. Damn little boy ):
Seriously thought the book would be more interesting. Then i again i think its just cause im lazy and im not reading it. Yea ill get to that eventually.
Napped for two hours today. 5-7 I hope this doesnt make it hard for me to sleep later on.
Even though it was rainy and gloomy today though, i was still a happy button (:
Maybe even a little more happier? In some parts...i guess?
Emerald thought i was high today in Math. I told her i wasnt but she didnt exactly believe me. I was shocked. LOL. I think its just cause i when i walked in mr. Sugden was like "are you okay? why are your eyes so red" and then i started giggling cause Something was funny...but then only i was laughing...so i guess she thought that was out of my natural state. Ahaha.
My mom made spaghetti for me (:
Now im going to go enjoy it with orange juice. Ahh so excited. HEHE.
Monday, October 12, 2009
if i could love again...
Hella talented !
Fool...i hate Huckleberry fin.
So behind on this book...i need a day where my laptop wont work...so then i'll actually read. Lazy as a mother fucker. Sigh. Shouldnt be though, thats not good at all cause im actually doing good in english. Till this point atleast, not its all downhill till i slap myself across the face and tell myself "bitch get to reading!" Yea, im not bouta do that though.
Who wants to give it a try?
Sunday, October 11, 2009
The Invention of Lying
Im sleepy again. Hmm im starting be be tired really early a lot lately. Lol. I need to read and take notes of Huckleberry Finn first before i can go to sleep.
Sigh...i ran out of skittles. ):
Before reading though, i decided that maybe i will blog. [:
So homecoming week is postponed since its suppose to be raining this week. It got pushed to next week. I guess thats okay haha. One more week for me to pretend that i have to go to airband. Lool.
Watched The Invention of Lying today. It wasnt that great actually...just okay. Hellaaa long though too. Two hours. But i think i was just hella fidgetty cause i was hella hella hungry. bleh.
Im kind of brain dead right now...kind of just wanna curl into bed and sleeep till 6am.
Tryna sleep at 10...so that means i have 2 hours to read and take notes. Damn..i guess i can do it, if i get to it right now. Im hella behind in reading.
OKAYYYY. time to read. ):
Huckleberry Finn is a boring book
Sigh...i ran out of skittles. ):
Before reading though, i decided that maybe i will blog. [:
So homecoming week is postponed since its suppose to be raining this week. It got pushed to next week. I guess thats okay haha. One more week for me to pretend that i have to go to airband. Lool.
Watched The Invention of Lying today. It wasnt that great actually...just okay. Hellaaa long though too. Two hours. But i think i was just hella fidgetty cause i was hella hella hungry. bleh.
Im kind of brain dead right now...kind of just wanna curl into bed and sleeep till 6am.
Tryna sleep at 10...so that means i have 2 hours to read and take notes. Damn..i guess i can do it, if i get to it right now. Im hella behind in reading.
OKAYYYY. time to read. ):
Huckleberry Finn is a boring book
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
kiss me, im waiting
i am sleeeepy.
I need to read for English. We are reading Adventures of Huckleberry Finn I don't really understand it....the writing is all weird. That means I'm kind of illiterate? Yea...Ms. Wong said that if we had a hard time understanding then we needa go take some reading comprehension classes. I was just sitting there like...shit, I'm retarded -_- OR it could just be that i wasn't exactly paying attention to what i was reading. I have a lot to read tonight, because last night i didn't really read what was required...i only read two pages :x
Samantha did my makeup for me today during ROP. Lol...it was kind of awkward because we were afraid Dr. Cliff would say something. But he didn't. Our table is the "mission table" we're the only mission girls, and we all sit together...with the exception of this Indian girl that stopped sitting with us after the first day. We always seem to be off task. Not really though...i mean there really isn't anything to do in that class. You work on the packets and then take notes off the power points and basically sit there for the remainder of the time because there isn't anything to really do. I don't pay attention to what the other girls do...probably just chit chatting away, so we can't be the only table that's off task...come on now, we're from mission (:
So i stayed home today, like how i did yesterday. Watched Cruel Intentions. It was actually an okay movie. Its from 1999, so its pretty old. Kinda scandalous, the girls were. Lol. I saw like a picture of the movie on someone's tumblr, and i was like hey how interesting cause of the title, so i decided to watch it cause i really didnt have anything else better to do.
Sister came over earlier, and we talked. Hope everything will get better for her. I don't like seeing her all sad. But she's holding up, getting better. She deserves the best.
Tomorrow is Mommaas birthday! Ahh...i couldnt go get her anything because i had no transportation. :l I went into her room earlier and was like tomorrows your birthdayy, and shes like yea, did you get me anything and i was like noo ): and she's its my birthday and u didnt get me anything? how sadd.
Yup how sad. i wannaaa get her something she'll hellaa like. But i dont know what that could be.
Okay, im wasting my time blogging about nothing, i might as well go read.
I need to read for English. We are reading Adventures of Huckleberry Finn I don't really understand it....the writing is all weird. That means I'm kind of illiterate? Yea...Ms. Wong said that if we had a hard time understanding then we needa go take some reading comprehension classes. I was just sitting there like...shit, I'm retarded -_- OR it could just be that i wasn't exactly paying attention to what i was reading. I have a lot to read tonight, because last night i didn't really read what was required...i only read two pages :x
Samantha did my makeup for me today during ROP. Lol...it was kind of awkward because we were afraid Dr. Cliff would say something. But he didn't. Our table is the "mission table" we're the only mission girls, and we all sit together...with the exception of this Indian girl that stopped sitting with us after the first day. We always seem to be off task. Not really though...i mean there really isn't anything to do in that class. You work on the packets and then take notes off the power points and basically sit there for the remainder of the time because there isn't anything to really do. I don't pay attention to what the other girls do...probably just chit chatting away, so we can't be the only table that's off task...come on now, we're from mission (:
So i stayed home today, like how i did yesterday. Watched Cruel Intentions. It was actually an okay movie. Its from 1999, so its pretty old. Kinda scandalous, the girls were. Lol. I saw like a picture of the movie on someone's tumblr, and i was like hey how interesting cause of the title, so i decided to watch it cause i really didnt have anything else better to do.
Sister came over earlier, and we talked. Hope everything will get better for her. I don't like seeing her all sad. But she's holding up, getting better. She deserves the best.
Tomorrow is Mommaas birthday! Ahh...i couldnt go get her anything because i had no transportation. :l I went into her room earlier and was like tomorrows your birthdayy, and shes like yea, did you get me anything and i was like noo ): and she's its my birthday and u didnt get me anything? how sadd.
Yup how sad. i wannaaa get her something she'll hellaa like. But i dont know what that could be.
Okay, im wasting my time blogging about nothing, i might as well go read.
Monday, October 5, 2009
i am prepared to
give you my all if u accept this from me.
be there for you when u need it, cause i honestly and truly care.
girls...are so decieving and dumb.
most guys dont deserve to be with their sleazy gfs.
yet guys are jerks and assholes.
this combination of people just dont seem to be fair.
you boys better treat your girls good, and respect them. and girls better stay truthful to their man. lying aint bouta get you no where.
honesty is key, agree?
be there for you when u need it, cause i honestly and truly care.
girls...are so decieving and dumb.
most guys dont deserve to be with their sleazy gfs.
yet guys are jerks and assholes.
this combination of people just dont seem to be fair.
you boys better treat your girls good, and respect them. and girls better stay truthful to their man. lying aint bouta get you no where.
honesty is key, agree?
cold fingers
I want some spaghetti...i just realized that i havent had some in a whileee.
MY TUMMY IS CALLING FOR FOOOOD.
The mornings are beginning to get cold. Everyday i miss the warmth of the sun more and more. Was freezing my ass of this morning while giving out papers to people. Whenever i entered a room with a heater i totally melted and just wanted to stay in there. But then back out to the icy coldness of the morning i go.
Nothing happened at school today. Then again...does anything ever happenn? Nooopee. Every class was boring. English would have to be my favorite period. Ms. Wong is actually really nice. Math turns out to be a fat bore, even with Lisa and Justine in it. I do nothing and just sit there silently all period...Or sleep. I didnt sleep though. I dont even remember what i was sitting there doing. Oh yea, wishing for food.
Went to Sam's house for lunch today. Lol. So many people in one little kitchen. So chaotic. Made myself a sandwhich. It was fulfulling. Yup (: Getting closer to her and Sam, its nice to have more girl friends. Sighhh.
R.O.P is getting kind of annoying with all the notes we have to take. But i guess? I really hope i pass :l Anything under a 75% is considered failing to Dr. Cliff. I currently have a B. The only thing im afraid of are the tests, those would totally kill me. Test on Oct 15 on the medical terminolgy. Gotta memorize all that shit. Blehhh.
I wishh that...i talked to more people at school. Its not fun drifting away from people at all.
My hands are so weird! My right hands feels hella cold and my left one is warm...i dont understand. I need gloves. Love gloves.
You frustrate me, even when youre not around -_- UGH.
Kathy wants a....something something.
MY TUMMY IS CALLING FOR FOOOOD.
The mornings are beginning to get cold. Everyday i miss the warmth of the sun more and more. Was freezing my ass of this morning while giving out papers to people. Whenever i entered a room with a heater i totally melted and just wanted to stay in there. But then back out to the icy coldness of the morning i go.
Nothing happened at school today. Then again...does anything ever happenn? Nooopee. Every class was boring. English would have to be my favorite period. Ms. Wong is actually really nice. Math turns out to be a fat bore, even with Lisa and Justine in it. I do nothing and just sit there silently all period...Or sleep. I didnt sleep though. I dont even remember what i was sitting there doing. Oh yea, wishing for food.
Went to Sam's house for lunch today. Lol. So many people in one little kitchen. So chaotic. Made myself a sandwhich. It was fulfulling. Yup (: Getting closer to her and Sam, its nice to have more girl friends. Sighhh.
R.O.P is getting kind of annoying with all the notes we have to take. But i guess? I really hope i pass :l Anything under a 75% is considered failing to Dr. Cliff. I currently have a B. The only thing im afraid of are the tests, those would totally kill me. Test on Oct 15 on the medical terminolgy. Gotta memorize all that shit. Blehhh.
I wishh that...i talked to more people at school. Its not fun drifting away from people at all.
My hands are so weird! My right hands feels hella cold and my left one is warm...i dont understand. I need gloves. Love gloves.
You frustrate me, even when youre not around -_- UGH.
Kathy wants a....something something.
i dont want it but i do
my affliction, im addicted i cant lie.
mmm i smell fooooood. ._. Smells delicious.
TOOOOODLESSS.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
So well here's the thing
Happy Sunday everyone! I went to church this morning. Oh my goooodness, it was HELLA cold! I wrapped a scarf around my head and put a hood on, wore a long sleeve and a jacket. Gosh the upper half of my body was warrrmm. Wish i could have said the same for my legs. I wish they invented furry jeans...but then that would probably be herra thick and uncomfy. LOL...i was thinking about furry boots.
Ran into my Housemates when i came home. I guess i was only able to avoid them for a week. ><
Was thinking about going back to sleep when i got home from church, but then i thought about it...if i went to sleep then i would probably wake up around 12, and that would have been such a fat waste of my day. So i didnt sleep, ate some chicken and took a shower. The shower woke me.
Watched Heroes onlineee. Heroes is so interesting. Lol...thats probably the only show i try to keep up with, along with the reality shows on mtv and Vh1. Im kinda lame :l Oh well! Just recently found out that my mom canceled our cable -_- Sighhh...but i guess im not so like sad over it cause i barely watch t.v anyway. Good thing i have my laptop now though right? Haha.
Its football season! Anyone watch the game today? I did not...but it was on at tap. People came in and watched. Today was mucho boring.
Lisa has a lot of catching up to do for school, cause she was sick last week. Poor hunnay. She asked if i wanted to go to pcTap with her and do homework. Its better than staying at home doing nothing riightt? Lol. Being at tap was like being at home though...just without the comfort of being at home. Just sat around, cause i really didnt have any homework. Played with Sophia's little puppy, Coma. HELLLAAA CUTE :D she's so adorablee.
If i could drive though...i would totally have gone out and done my own thingg. Like visit friends from milpitas and Sanjose. I hella want to do that. I miss them like crazyy. I would go down and see trammie poo...and christina. Thats it though. LOL.. Everyone else all forgot about me. Sucks i cant even drive till im 18 -_-
At tap someone asked me where he is. And i was just like...how the hell should i know where he is? You know how people say things when they're mad?...They dont really mean what they say but they say it out of anger. I was having a tough time and yea i said things that werent meant to be said. I dont know, all i can do now is say sorry for my faults.
Got that from some blog on Tumblr. Thats how i feel. Like...in a few years we will seriously be nothing but strangers. And there will be those times when you will come into my mind and i will seriously regret what happened between us. Because now we are like...cat and mouse. Oh you know that show from back in the day? Tom and Jerry! They would always fight and go after each other...but dont you tihnk that deep down they really did love each other. But Jerry just always annoyed Tom and Jerry got such a thrill out of it. LOL. I dont know im not comparing it correctly. Me and my nothingness -_-
OKAY BYE EVERYBODYY.
Ran into my Housemates when i came home. I guess i was only able to avoid them for a week. ><
Was thinking about going back to sleep when i got home from church, but then i thought about it...if i went to sleep then i would probably wake up around 12, and that would have been such a fat waste of my day. So i didnt sleep, ate some chicken and took a shower. The shower woke me.
Watched Heroes onlineee. Heroes is so interesting. Lol...thats probably the only show i try to keep up with, along with the reality shows on mtv and Vh1. Im kinda lame :l Oh well! Just recently found out that my mom canceled our cable -_- Sighhh...but i guess im not so like sad over it cause i barely watch t.v anyway. Good thing i have my laptop now though right? Haha.
Its football season! Anyone watch the game today? I did not...but it was on at tap. People came in and watched. Today was mucho boring.
Lisa has a lot of catching up to do for school, cause she was sick last week. Poor hunnay. She asked if i wanted to go to pcTap with her and do homework. Its better than staying at home doing nothing riightt? Lol. Being at tap was like being at home though...just without the comfort of being at home. Just sat around, cause i really didnt have any homework. Played with Sophia's little puppy, Coma. HELLLAAA CUTE :D she's so adorablee.
If i could drive though...i would totally have gone out and done my own thingg. Like visit friends from milpitas and Sanjose. I hella want to do that. I miss them like crazyy. I would go down and see trammie poo...and christina. Thats it though. LOL.. Everyone else all forgot about me. Sucks i cant even drive till im 18 -_-
At tap someone asked me where he is. And i was just like...how the hell should i know where he is? You know how people say things when they're mad?...They dont really mean what they say but they say it out of anger. I was having a tough time and yea i said things that werent meant to be said. I dont know, all i can do now is say sorry for my faults.
I miss you alot and I wish we could still talk here and there, but you’ve
banned me from your life. You know I would’ve given you that chance if only I
knew.I just want to be able to say Hi to you without the awkwardness.
Got that from some blog on Tumblr. Thats how i feel. Like...in a few years we will seriously be nothing but strangers. And there will be those times when you will come into my mind and i will seriously regret what happened between us. Because now we are like...cat and mouse. Oh you know that show from back in the day? Tom and Jerry! They would always fight and go after each other...but dont you tihnk that deep down they really did love each other. But Jerry just always annoyed Tom and Jerry got such a thrill out of it. LOL. I dont know im not comparing it correctly. Me and my nothingness -_-
OKAY BYE EVERYBODYY.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
history go die
It was actually warmer today compared to the rest of the week. I still dont like it cause it hella threw me off gaurd. I wasn't sure what the weather was going to be like so i dressed as if it was suppose to be cold. Oh well, i was really warm this morning (:
Need to like find someone that is 100% dependable for rides to ROP. I dont like being stuck at school hoping that we'll find a way to get there. Well Sam and Helen are like most reliable at the moment, but they kind of do their own thing so they can't always be there to take us. Thanks to Vivian, otherwise i would have missed ROP today and yesterday :x
So when we had no ride to ROP today, we were like shit...so we kinda just roamed around school for a bit. Boy was it weird, kinda felt like i was back in the past. ._. Even sat in the cafeteria and ate food there. Bleh. Well when Justine starts driving, everything will be okay [:
Wore my Paris Hilton today and the scent reminded me of last year when i would go to the library everyday. Lol. Kept thinking bout it whenever i smelled it. And my lotion reminded me of summer school.
History is such a pointless subject. I hate it >:[
UBGKNDMAODPCKLMSRFERAWHW. I want it to go die.
Im tired. Bouta ptfo soooon.
but...gotta finish this shit -_-
Need to like find someone that is 100% dependable for rides to ROP. I dont like being stuck at school hoping that we'll find a way to get there. Well Sam and Helen are like most reliable at the moment, but they kind of do their own thing so they can't always be there to take us. Thanks to Vivian, otherwise i would have missed ROP today and yesterday :x
So when we had no ride to ROP today, we were like shit...so we kinda just roamed around school for a bit. Boy was it weird, kinda felt like i was back in the past. ._. Even sat in the cafeteria and ate food there. Bleh. Well when Justine starts driving, everything will be okay [:
Wore my Paris Hilton today and the scent reminded me of last year when i would go to the library everyday. Lol. Kept thinking bout it whenever i smelled it. And my lotion reminded me of summer school.
History is such a pointless subject. I hate it >:[
UBGKNDMAODPCKLMSRFERAWHW. I want it to go die.
Im tired. Bouta ptfo soooon.
but...gotta finish this shit -_-
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