Its not really love, is it.

Well not love pricesly , but like?
Cause we dont love each other we like each other.
but in this case, it only works one way.
why is he messing with me...?
i don't know, and you don't know.
rawr, lameee.

But i cant stop liking, cause its growing.
and if i stop seeing him, ill fall apart.
depression is not a good state to be in.

p.s its been a while!
Lena did the cutest thing today, i'll you you all about it tomorrow..if i sign on that is.

NoSchool.?

Well here's what happened yesterday.

Soo, justine, lisa and i didnt finish our history project so we planned to skip first and second period together to finish it up. But we didnt end up finishin it till fifth period. So then we were like whats the point of going to school now. So we stayed home and chilled for a while, and waited for school to be over. When school was over, we went to school so we can turn in our shit.
THEN we went to valley fair, and then afterwards came home and thats my day...

i got red pumas, everybody! (:
Now, i need royal blue shoes...

DVR

So i missed Heroes.
BUT NO WORRIES!
Cause i got it recorded 8)
Teehee.

My face needs lotion, and my legs need a tan...and so be nicer. Maybe like Rhianna's

DID YOU KNOW, that Rhianna is rated to be the person with the sexiest legs?
She sponsors for venus.

10/19

Hella missing you...

Pimples.

are invading my face! Nooooooooooooo.
Actually no...but im getting a tinnyy bit of acne. I DONT KNOW WHY!
Do you think it may be the lack of sleep?
Cause...my acne/pimples never stay on my face this long.
i'm sad. HELP ME!

*if you say use facial wash thingys, then idk. but thats sortaa how i got most of it in the first place -_-

Put it in Park

JUSTINE IS HERE!
and we studied together like Mission Students.
It was swell...

omg we're so lame. now we're sitting in front of my computer doing....nothing.
Woo-hoo!

Im at my sister's

Because its lonely at home... ):

well this week? i'm not sure, i'm in no shape to type out whats been on my mind.
cause yesterday or whatever day it was this week i had like EVERYTHING in my mind. like what i wanted to spill out onto this blog. i feel like im on drugs (not like i know what thats like) but i cant rememeber shit...okay im tired of even trying to rememeber what i wanted to say. ill try again later.


adioss.

fucking epic shit.

*prepare to be blown away. (no not really...)

Homecoming weeek!
okay so for those of you who don't know how homecoming works at mission san jose. You'll soon find out actually, cause i dont wanna explain.here goes!

kung fu freshmen 2012

okay so they were actually pretty good. Evelina is sooo cute. Haha and Sarah's and Natasha's dance was good. There skit wasn't that great, cause i couldn't really understand what was going on. But they did good...for freshmen and what not. But if they beat us, i'll be really ashamed of my class. I mean seriously, loosing to the freshman? That's not right.

survivor sophmores! 2011 (yee yee)

we did good. Better than last year of course. Chavy's and Ray kuo's airband was great. Haha i liked it. Our skit was cool. Winston with phoebe's voice is the cutest thing everr. Uh...yea i don't have much to say about us.

Jedi junios 2010

Not much to say. They kinda hated on us soo i don't want to love them, but i did. The end of the skit was hellaa creative. And the two airbands that Sophia was in, is the best. Zi did hellaaa good in it. If only he could have done that great when he dances for our class.

Superbad Seniors 2009

They're fucking amazing! Having suprememe soul come to the school was just crazy, i never would have thought. But that's what keeps then on top. They're just so great. Sorah's airband was hella good. The boys dance with the skates was cute. The girl's booty dance was suuppeer cute. Beat last year's. They're just great. I'll miss the when they leave.

Yea so you probably still dont know what its all about but whatever. I'm done. BYE!
& tomorrow and green and white day. yayy (:

Cream of Broccoli anyone?

No? Okay good, cause its the nastiest shit ever. Its like someone threw up and now im eating it...
Ewwww. I'm eating it cause i have nothing else to eat.

Stupid brother with his stupid steak -_-


i'll talk about my week later (:
like tomorrow...or saturday.'

By the way, isn't broccoli spelled weird? I always thought it was spelt broccolli, but apparently not.

Homecoming week!

Is tomorrow.
WEAR YELLOW :D

hehe.
I'm excitedd.

& today, i went to eastridge to exchange my sandals and get my size and when i got there the guy was like "Oh you cant return" and i was like "oh i want to exchage it" and he was like "oh you cant exchange either..sorry" and i was like "what? oh my gosh.." and i got kinda upset and he was liek " hahah i'm just kidding" Well they actually had my size. WOOHOO. i'm happy. (:

Pho for dinner AGAIN.
i think im just starting to get sick of it.

SPCleadership!

Today was the first day of vietschool. It was alright. Lol not bad. Too bad Janey wasn't there ):
I had a boring day. I woke up, went to help my sister set up for a wedding. The place was HELLAA nice. There was a little girl dancing, i guess she was going to perform at the wedding. She's so cutee, she dances better than me. I'm jealous. Well then i went to school. And then i came home and cleaned my room. its so clean :D hehe.

anyway yesterday was intese. it was a fun/exciting/scary/badish day all in one. pretty crazy.
And i almost died..-_-
Thats all i can say about it though. Its confidential. Unless you want to know how i almost died. lol.

Im going to go eat icecream and then shower. BYE!

The apples dont fall far from the tree.

Or more like the apples that fall from the tree don't fall far from each other. Does that make sense?
So basically my brother and i are more alike than i thought. (in a sorta gross kinda way)

JUSTIN THIS ONE IS FOR YOU!
Remember that day when i ate out of the trash can? *Which is not gross, because it was around foil! And also Gabe just threw it in there, its not like anything gross touched it.*
Well anyway, to get to my point i threw away candy in the trash and it was still in the wrapper. And later my brother opened the trash can and was like "Oh my gosh who threw this away?!" And i was like "I did.." and he was like "Oh well I'm going to eat it. Yummm" And then he went to his girlfriend and was like "Look what i found in the trash!" And he ate it, then she was like "Ew, why wont you just go live in a dumpster? You're not a hobo" And he was like "This is perfectly good. When i was living in Vietnam and i saw candy on the ground i had to pick it up right away and eat it, cause we couldn't afford stuff like it" Or something like that. But it was funny. I started laughing. But i guess his situation is mor sanitary than mine...

My parents are cute, theyre going on a walk together right now. Haha. I hope i can do that one day with my husband, if i get one.

My mom hit me for the first time in 8 years.
"i'm going to kill you"

i'm just a stupid spoiled brat. i guess i deserved it. i make things too dramatic.
and its not even necessary to be so upset about such a thing. she should just do it.
fuck my life.

Clay Aiken is gay.

Yes, its true. http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/realityrocks/101126/clay-aiken-yes-im-gay
See for yourself. I haven't heard about him in the LONGEST time, and all of a sudden BAM he's gay. How crazy. Lol. Good for him though (:

There's that one propisition (is that what it is?) i forgot what prop. it is, but like theyre banning gay people from getting married. Is that right? I'm not sure if im getting it right. But VOTE NO ON IT! Wait...most of us can't vote. Well whatever.

I ate icecream today. I'm happy. Hehe. And my hair smells good :D


*Lena farted...

be my Hero.

Heroes was intenseeee! I can't wait for next weeks episode.
Mondays at 9 right?

I barely had homework today, so i got to take a nice nap. Hehe.

Cant wait for that day (:

typological errors

Also known as "typos"
Anyway i'm reading a book called More Than This, and i found a typo! Haha. Don't you just love it when you find typos in books. I dont know but i find it funny.

My dad had a talk with me today, cause i complained about going to work, and i think he's willing to pay me now. (Cause i wasnt getting paid at first) to sit there and do nothing. How much? like 50-70. Holy cow right?! LOL.
But i didnt get paid yet...so i dont think he's actually going to go through with it. I mean thats alot of money for just 6 hours of sitting and doing basically nothing. I mean my family ain't even rich, why is he being generous. Maybe he was just saying that so i'd be happy for the rest of the day...

I GOT IT!

i got those shoes ive been wanting from steve madden. except its not from steve madden, and i got it at shiekh for 20 dollars. yippeee. I think its too small though cause my right foot is hella uncomfortable when i walk around. ): GAYY.
My left foot feels fine though.

i have plans.

1. I have an ear infection, on my right ear. The part where my first earing is at. I dont know what to do.
2. Tomorrow around 9 is the School Service thing. I hope i wake up for it. Otherwise...whatever.
3. Tomorrow is also the day i go to my vietschool thing for some moon festival shit. I guess that'll be fun
4. Afterwards im going to go to the mall. yippeee.

I'm in a good mood right now. (:

Fuck

I think i have just been played.

My hair problem.

Can i bring my hair straightener to school and straighten my hair after swimming?
Well i wish i could, cause my hair is mad ugly when i dont do anything to it.

I was like "I need to cut my bangs, they're getting too long"
So i went and got scissors and snip snip.I messed up...
I look retarded. Hahaha oh my goodness ><

I have split ends...
Should i cut my hair short? Or should i leave it long.
Maybe i should go get a trim.

I am Medusa.
:<

Jumpforjoy!

♥ !

WOO! after all these months of having a blogspot thing i FINALLY figured out how to make a heart. Apparently its just like myspace and you do the & hearts ; thing (without the spaces) I also found the cool font thing, where i change the size and stuff. AND I CAN CHANGE COLORS O:
Observe...GREEN! PURPLE! YELLOW! BROWN! ANARANJADA! Pretty amazing...I can also make bullets. HEhehehe

• Bullet number one.
• Bullet number two.
• Applepie
• Betty boop
• Sexymamaaa.

I can make my font size change --> tiny tinyish normal? large huge
I like this one. cause i like big things. Big pies, big dogs, big balloons, big pencils,big houses,big...things. yes. wheeee.

Justin is going to have sex. Im not making this up. I HAVE PROOF.
21 (9:02:36 PM): im gonna have sexxx
Tsk tsk tsk..
Hey my font thing changed o:

Aint it cool how i got the words to be over here, instead of directly in the middle.? Yea its just awesome.

Now the words are over here.

How does she do it?! o_o
&lastly; i can put a picture!Isnt it cute? Its a puppy!
I got this image off of Yahoo.

Hiding my hurt under all this happyness.
But relaly im happy! hahah. okay i think ill go back to doing homework...
I hateee homeworkk D:

Before i go to sleep.

I would like to say that i am not a toy.
If you dont understand then thats okay. But i am not to be
played with and put to the side and never get though about again.
Like an old doll perhaps?

I give up. I cant deal with it. I dont like it.

Outofthecloset?

i want your body, need your body.

BABY YOU CAN HAVE WHATEVAAA YOU LIKEEE (;
yea, whateverr you like, i got it for you. Heheh.

Homework is whack.
Fuck this shit niggaaa. >(

that was for justin. :D
if he's reading of course... HI JUSTIN!

Im starving. I'm so hungry i can eat...

Lets go have sexy time (;

I really don't get what that means, but yet i don't remember where i heard it from. LOL whatever...maybe i do know what it means, but im not so certain of it.

My mind is going crazy. CRAZYY. I miss you ):
You don't know who you are...i dont think so atleast. I feel like im some obsessed beast. Like "rawr, i gotta have you, i want you, i need you." sorta way, does that make sense o_o I dont like being so obsessed. Eh im weird. D:

My ear is infected. Or i dont really know what it is, but i decided not to wear my earing...which right now i dont think is a really good idea, i hope the hole doesnt close up.

Accomplishedd!

Woohoo. For once, i finished my science homework. ALL BY MYSELF. yess. Or atleast the majority of it. Even if some of it is bsed, i still put time and effort into doing it. If i end up doing my english thing and studying for history, i think i'll die but then i'll be so proud of myself. cause that's like something i never do.


<3

p.s why are bugs attracted to light?

History is in the pastlife.

I think? Yea, I'm right. I do not like history, at all. I don't understand anythinggg. It's so terrible. It's like i'm retarded or something, cause i think im the only one that has trouble understanding everything in history. It's like what the heck are these people talking about.

I need to become a better critical thinker, and be able to find the deeper meaning of things.

Guess not.

I'm just not as happy as i could be. I miss this one person alot and i dont know...its just effecting me. Also its my time of month, i'm pmsing and craving for hecka stuff. I have a headache, and homework is getting overwhelming. Tomorrow i have swim, and as much as i want to write a note to mr. marden saying that im on my thing...i just feel like i shouldn't cause i can save it for some other time. I kinda don't feel like sticking a tampon up my vagina though. Hm..What should i do?

I guess ill suck it up and deal with it.

Where you att? D:

Eh.

I finished my homoework early. All i need to do is read now...maybe ill read during read tomorrow.

No Subject

Uhm...well today, i'm pretty blank. I don't know whats going on. I wish i did. I'm kinda scared that i did something wrong...if i did then im stupid.

I had KFC today (:
I sure do love my chicken

Textmeeee!

Cause now you can. ITS AMAZING! WOAH. Just today, around 12 pm or so, i got bored and REALLY wanted my texting back. i couldnt wait much longer so i went online got myself texting. Hehe. Text me bitch! I know you want to. (:

That song Missing You, is like in my head. I like it. I don't know, YUP

Oh today i went to the beach and layed in the sun to get a tan. I was laying there for quiet a while...and i didn't even get tanner! No tan line, nothing. Lame.

Every day I want to pick up the phone

And tell you that Youre everything I need and more
Case - Missing You

Lalalala. I'm in a happy i want to sing sorta mood.
(:

The way your body moves got my hypnotized

Cause youre sweeter than apple pie.
haha. okay you all know that song.

School was whack. Good thing it was only half a day. Tomorrow will be the real deal.Shit.

I want to express my feelings, but im scared of getting hurt...hm

(7:40 am - 11:55 am)

School starts tomorrow, and thats the hours ill be attending it. I'm excited to see people, but totally not excited to wake up early and get ready and shit. i just want to walk to school looking like crap. Yes, thats what i want. Cause i dont want to do anything to myself...im just that lazy.



*I'm happy still. Full of joy, thats what i am.
did that make sense o_o

Stay with me tonight

I'm desperate for your voice
Secondhand Serenade - Your Call

idk..i just listened to it randomly. lol i didnt really listen to the lyrics though. whatever, maybe later.

School on Wednesday. Oh joy!

<333
(:

:D

hehe.(:

i watched the love guru last night. and last night as i was watching it, my internet shut off. It was awful. but whatever i guess cause the movie was hella funny. hahah.

I'm fucking tired.
Come to bed with me, yea?

Kathy's happy.

Yea, i'm happy. So happy, i think my smile will just stay on my face for the rest of my life since ive been smiling all day. Why am i happy? Who knows..i just am! Haha (:


Also, today is hot. Maybe ill go sleep outside.

then i realized that i need you

I dont want to want, i want to have. But wanting to have is wanting. Wtf? o_o
How about, i dont want to wish, i want to have. Get it? Does this make sense. Like i dont wish i had those shoes, that hair, that body, that guy. I want to have it, now. The anticipation is killing me, and my anxiety is crazy. I need it.

So i got a filling today. I had to wake up around 9:30am to get to my appointment. I was fucking tired from staying up till 3:30 reading my book. My docter accdidently cut the inside of my lip. Its fine.

OOH I FINISHED MY BOOK! I read If im missing or dead its a good book. The author talks about her life with men, and the death of her sister. I dont know, im not great on explaining things.

And now i'm tired...So tired. I want to sleep. But i tihnk ill stay up today, cause i'm always sleeping. I dont want small eyes. Is it true, that if you sleep too much your eyes get smaller? Eh i dont know. Lol but thats what my mom said.

I think im being punished.

Yea, maybe because instead of playing blockles i went and watched T.V and instead of myspacing i was mourning over why iminlikewithyou doesnt work, and just sat and read the blog for it.

Oh yea Myspace doesn't work...
"The function that you are currently trying to use is disabled and will be back shortly.We are making some minor changes to this section so please bear with us until we can get it back online.Please do NOT email me about this. Just wait it out. Aug 19, 2008 -Tom "
FUCKYOU TOM! Just kidding...Well now what. I thought i wouldn't mind if myspace was down but now TWO sites are down.
Atleast facebook works. Actually Myspace and Facebook are pointless. I cant have fun with it. I might as well just go to sleep. Or someone IM me ! :D

OH NO IMINLIKEWITHYOU DOESNT WORK!

Yes, i'm quiet depressed actually. It's just cause im THAT pathetic. I'm so pathetic that i ended reading the iminlikewithyou creator's blog. Sigh. He's hella funny though. Well i wish the site worked cause me and justin are effin bored.

Yesterday was my birthday. Now i don't have to lie to random people and say im 15, because now i actually am. Oh joy. I don't feel any different. I wonder if you ever actually hit an age where you end up feeling different the next day just cause your like a year older. Maybe like when you turn one year older and get something like a car! And the next day your cruising along in your brand new ride feeling just awesome. Well i dont think that'll be happening to me anytime soon...or ever in a matter of fact. My parents aren't that nice to give me a car for my birthday. But wouldn't that be swell.

Anyway, so yea my birthday. I would like to thank Becca for wanting to give me a happy birthday. Haha...i'm sorry im so darn difficult.


<33333

I wonder if iminlikewithyou works now...

"The page you are looking for is temporarily unavailable.
Please try again later. "

I guess not. It's okay i'll suck it up. I wont cry..I'm a big girl.

i want more chicken..

So yesterday i got KFC :D
but i ate it all...so now i have no more. I'm quiet sad, really.

So my plans for today..
I think ill finish typing up this, then ill go wash the dishes and take a shower. Afterwards, i'll blow dry my hair, straighten it and get dressed. It'll probably be three by then and if im lucky, ill ask my mom if i can go to christina's and she'll actually let me. But i highly doubt that. So then i guess if i don't go to christina's i'll end up staying home watching TV or sitting at the computer. Or both. haha.
Sigh...typical Saturday for mee.

I had corn this morning. Hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Two "happy birthday"'s for two dudeeess.


Sean and Michael. WOOHOO!

yea its not my birthday..its theirs so go say happy birthday to them while you still can. hehe.

mine's coming up in like a day btw. hahaha

or is it twoo..


btw. blogspot homepagee thingy totally changed.o_o
or is it just me.?

Last Login:8/8/2008

Hello!
So i'm with Christina today, and she got all excited cause of the date. So yeaa. haha
Today, i went fishing with my brother, Lena, and Christina. And we paid Six dollars to go sit at a crappy lake. We didn't even catch a fish D:
So lameee.
Then later, my brother was scaring us with a worm and then my finger got stung by a bee. So sad.. D:

OMG! and christina was holding the fishing pole, with the worm on it and then poked me with it and i was like "holy shit" and almost fell and it fell somewhere, but the hook got hooked on my shirt. omg i was so scared...

okay well me and christina are going to sleep together tonight (:

byeee.

Only you

So i just watched a movie on demand! (:
I watch Only You , and really i think that must be the best chick flick made in 1994 i have ever watched. I cried at the end. Wow i love that movie.

Okay so it's about this one girl named Faith and when she was like 11 she was playing this board game where you ask it a question and it answers it? I dont know..but yea so she asked it who she would be destined to marry, and it spelled out Damin Bradley. Then after like 14 years she gets engaged but 10 days before her wedding she gets a phone call from a guy named Damin Bradley and she's like OMG. So she runs to go find him, but it turns out he was at an airport and his plane just left. But she was like hella determined to go find him so her friend Kate and her flew to Italy to find this guy. When she got there she found him and they made sweet love, but then it turns out that guy was lying and his name is actually Peter. Faith got ticked off and wants to leave but Peter fell in love with her and tried to make her stay back and he paid this guy to be Damin Bradley but Faith finds out and is like pissed off and blah blah more things happen but i don't wanna ruin it if you ever plan on watching it. (:
Happy Ending btw :D

BRILLIANT!

I just thought of the most amazing plan EVER!
Okay so last year when i was in an airband my mom let me like go to
practice whenever there was a practice no matter what. SOOOO
i was thinking hmm...maybe, i can be like "oh i have practice today" and i can go to practice. but ill actually be doing something else. haha get it? OH IM SO SMART. 8)

Pregnant.

I'm pregnant...
yea...my mom like beat the shit out of me when i told her.
Or no,not beat the shit out of me but just hella yelled at me. I just recently found out. I guess that explains how i've been getting all these weird cravings, and how i missed my period and all those things. I wonder if it'll be a boy or girl...
I made my mom very disappointed.


SIKE! :D
heheheh. Fooled you good didn't I ?!

Well anyway, i was on my way to the mall. And my mom was driving me and all of a sudden she's like talking about how i go out so much. (bullshit right? i know! sigh...)
She said that she's going to bring me to the doctors so i can get this shot and if anything happened, i wont get pregnant. And i'll still be able to go to school and stuff. I was like "Hhaha funnyy.." Like i would actually be stupid enough to go out and have sex and get prenant right? Well...i'm way smarter then that. Oh i dont know. She said in case some guy rapes me or something. For a moment i was like, Oh no does this mean i can't have babies when im older? She told me that i'll have to get the shot every three months. And when i grow up and get married i wont have to have that shot anymore. OMG a shot ever three months?! That's insanee. I hate needles D:
But then...is she giving me permission to have to go out and have sex...? o_o

Internet is great for....

*Warning: This is incredibly weird, boring and on top all that, totally pointless.

-I warned you! (:

I was talking to a friend, and he said something about me and the internet. What would i do if it wasn't around? I'm just that pathetic. I basically spent my whole life (since sixth grade) on the computer. Lets see...i get home from school, and jump on the computer and stay on till the sun goes down, and its time for bed. That was then, but now, I come home eat, watch T.V. sleep, then go on the computer. Not as bad right? But i'm only doing the things in between school and sleep to keep me away from the computer. As you guys all know i'm the type of person that is like always home. Lame, but true. Actually trying to occupy myself so i'm not on the computer as much is a good thing, right? Yea...well i have no idea where i'm getting this. If i'm not on the computer for atleast a week, while i'm still at home, i think i'll go crazy. My love for the internet is like, well i don't know. Pointless thing to talk about.

ANYWAY! It's official! (Say's my brother) *He got this information off of Yahoo. Okay, so Mars is officially a water planet. Or like, its a planet that consists of water. Get it? Wait let me go look it up.Well actually i don't want to do that.
Oh, and in South Los Angeles (Sp?) They banned new fast food restaurants from opening. HOW SAD! I know, but then again how many Mcdonalds do you really need in the world...
Also, something about stars...my friend told me this. Okay, so i can't remember what it was. But it was something about people dying and starts. Its apparently "mind boggling" Then again, the guy that told me was high while telling me. lol.
LAST THING! Some creep-o dressed up as the Joker, and went around stealing Joker posters, and other things from the Dark Night thing.

Okay, pointless i know. Its okay you read it anyway...right? I guess that just means you really had nothing better to do. Like how i had nothing better to do than read the news and share it with you guys. Hehe.

Awkward Turtle?

You know those awkward moment you have. That are just awkward and not fun to have?
I don't like it! D: Haha...Well yea. I'm an awkward person to be around o_o

Unless you're Christina, Michael Zhou, Chavy, people who are so close to me or like People from milpitas.
Oh you luck ducks.


I went to the gym today, and i brought lena along cause no one would be home to take care of her. And when i got there the little kids place was closed so they would let her sit alone and my mom was like how about you just sit here with her and i was like "You dragged me here to workout with you and now youre making me sit here? No way." And then so we went home. That was the second time i went to the gym, and both times i didn't work out and had to go back home. Pretty whack if you ask me.

DF.

Sex Toys.

I found out spencers sell vibrators.
Apparently that's like sex toy cenrtal, all the way
in the back. I've always wondered where these things were sold...
i dont know why but i just wondered. LOL....weird. o_o


Summer school ends soon (:

I got a joke for you.

I'm not being racist, but this was funny.

How do you blind an Asian person?
-With dental floss.

Hehe, get it?

Hey hun whats for dinner?

Want to hear a dirty joke? Haha, okay! :D

So a guy comes home one day from work and sees his wife sitting with her legs spread apart facing the fireplace.He says "Hey hun,what are you doing?" And she says, "Heating up your dinner."

HAHAHAHA. ITS FUNNY! Fo'sho.

I went to the mall today, and bought a shirt at LoveCulture.

OH and i saw JOEY DIAMOND again, and this time i actually talked to him. He's really funny. hahaha. okay. bye!

He is bored again.

21 (11:37:55 PM): you should write about your delicious day in your blog LOL
21 (11:38:06 PM): im boreeed =[

Since, he's one of my BEST guy friends...i guess i'll attempt to entertain him with this.I hope it works. But if it doesnt thats okay, cause i didnt really try. or i'm not going to try.

i watched batman today! it was good (:
I still think Wanted is the best movie, i've watched so far though.

Okay, this isn't something you'd want to know...but since there really isn't much to say i'll just say it. you dont need to pay any attention to the information i'm about to give but here i go : My bra is bothering me.
(5 minutes later) Okay yea, i took care of it.

I wish Mission had hotter guys.
Its makes me sad that it doesnt. ):
Don't be offended mission guys that read this, but its true.
I don't mind though, i like you all ! :D

Okay Justin, entertained?
If not click here! : http://youtube.com/watch?v=ou3-sSIXkkg
I didn't watch it yet, so i dont know what it's like...but watch it anyway! :D

Shoo fly don't bother me.

There are two flies in my room, and its annoying as hell..
My mom and i got into an argument, cause of a messy dinning table. Well, i got really ticked off. I've been getting angry at things easily lately. Can't explain why.
Well my burger makes me happy. <3

Now i need to clean me room.
School was a drag. OK bye (:

Justin is bored.

21 (11:09:03 PM): you should update your blogg
21 (11:09:06 PM): cuz im bored

I have cavites ):
I wonder what the weather will be like tomorrow, it's been pretty cold lately.
Cool, so tomorrow will be 80 degrees high and 59 low.
Today, i saw jesus, with my own two eyes. Pretty awesome right?
Okay Justin, i hope this entertained you for a while...

If it didnt, watch this: http://youtube.com/watch?v=hOgALTFzFbQ my friend sent it to me. Haha.

Oh and, Happy Birthday Bryan Nakosako :D

It's Comcastic!

So, i have comcast cable now.
Haha. It's pretty cool.
I can like rewind and fast forward and everything.

I lost my earring on my left ear, and the clasp thingy for the second earring on my left ear...so now my left ear has no earrings.

Oh, i got another puppy!
Not yet named. Well actually, it's my brother's girlfriends dog.
I really want one now...
Its a chihuahua/Pomeranian

So Kathy, how many times did you go out this week?

Well, thats easy. No need to sit and think about it. Cause well...i didn't go out this week at all. HOW DEPRESSING! D:

So today, i was suppose to go to the mall, and hang out with Tram and all those other people. I called my mom and she said. "no you go out too much"
...
seriously? Well, all you people know i dont go out, and she obviously doesnt know what she's talking about.

Deng, i really wanted to go and look at cute boys.

Sneakout. Tonight.
Yes? okay!

Forever more trapped at home.

Korean Guy asked for my number today. Haha.
Just saying. I stopped looking at him though, i'm very focused on my class work like a good student. Hehe(:

I want to go out...I want a job. I NEED money. That's like a must have this summer for me. Actually no, its clothes and a new phone. My mom wont let me go out cause she thinks i go out too often...I dont think she really knows the meaning of "too often" Lol, Ever since summer i've only gone out likee...4 times? How sad is that??

Let's sneak out Thursday night, anyone up for it?
Call me ! :D

A shot too many.

I lost count on what day of school today is, oh well.

I watched T.V all day. Haha yeaa...boring.

Did you watch Shot at love? Well anyway, i think Kristy makes a good point of her decision and Tila is just still too hurt to admit that maybe Kristy is actually right. Well I don't know, over time she'll get over it and realize it. I wonder if there will be a 3rd season. Haha. Poor Bo. ]:

Oh okay so this is what happened last night. I went into my room and i was like Why the heck does my room smell...so i like picked up all my clothes and threw it in the washing machine, cause i figured that maybe all my dirtiness is causing it. Well then i opened my closet and i look at my shoes and there's a bunch of dog crap on it, and i was like wtf! I was so upset, i mean it was a HUGE pile of poo...and it was on like 6 of my shoes. I couldn't believe it. And it smelled so bad. D: Well yea, i had to sit there and clean it all. Bad dog.
Well that's not even the half of it. Since i was so into figuring out why my room smelled, i didnt rememember to check my jeans' pockets to make sure nothing was in them, and when my clothes finished drying and everything i got my clothes and saw my chapstick there and i was like oh no. So then i looked at all my clothes and it all got ruined and has like little marks of pink all of them. I'm so sad, i have like no clothes left.. ]:

Okay. bye!

Day Three; Joey Diamond!

I NEED SLEEP! I wasn't late to first period today, instead i was incredibly early. Haha. Did i mention that there's this white kid in my class that has a really nice smile? He's ugly but his smile is like great.
Second period was boring. Even starring at the Korean guy didn't make me feel any better. Oh well. I was pooped.
My mom is getting on my nerves. We had like a big fight today over the dumbest shit. But she's so anal about everything. So now we aren't speaking. Whatever, i can't stand her right now.
I went to Great Mall and watched Hancock! :D WHOO! It was great. You should go watch it. I wont spoil anything though (: Hehe. I finally met Russell. But haha i don't think he remembers who i am. Oh well, i'll tell him later that he saw me today. Well we went to the food court and guess who i saw! Joey Diamond. I was just standing there, and then i look up and i'm like "Oh shit! That's Joey Diamond! O_O" And i couldn't help but stare.It took me like 10 minutes to build up the courage to go to him and talk to him. LOL. Too bad he's gay. Cause if he sang to me. I'd melt. But he's gay...and that's just weird. Oh my goodness, i just thought of something. If he's gay, i could've tried to be friends with him, and i'd have a gay friend! Oh wow, thats me not thinking again ): Well he has a lip piercing, and an ear piercing. Deng. I still can't believe the boy is gay. Anyway enough with that. Haha. I ran into my ex. and he sure got uglier. haha. he looked fine like 8 months ago. I wonder what happened.I think its the hair...yup, its the hair.

GO WATCH HANCOCK! (:

Day Two !

So i already have two tadies. I can't believe it! And its only the second day...i guess i'll need to wake up earlier, or leave my house earlier.

I didn't get lost today. Hehe. I thought i would again cause i didnt really remember how i got to class yesterday. Anyway tomorrow we're having a fire drill thingy. Not so excited for it, cause its really cold in the morning.
I met someone new today again. Her name is Cristina Deras. She's pretty chill. And she's Aaron's ex. haha cool.
So remmeber that guy i was talking about yesterday? The guy that sits across from me and for some odd reason he just attracts me? Well yea, today i was staring at him. LOL. And then he looked at me and i looked away and looked back and was still looking at me, and i didnt know what do...it was hecka awkward o_o. Well then he was like "What?" and i was like "Nothing.." and i turned around at Aaron and started laughing. I dont know why but i just started laughing. Ahah. Then later he threw something at me. Loser.

I'm so very sleepy. Lena wants me to play pool with her, so off i go.
I get to watch Hancock tomorrow! yayy. Or atleast i hope so. haha. [:

Summer School.

This morning i woke up at 6:50 and got out of bed at 7:00.
Deng, talk about tired. I was dead.
I got to American and got lost. Hahah the halls all look the same and i like
circled the place. It was so confusing! I was looking for room 303. I saw 304, and 305 and so i was like oh maybe im close! yay. But i kept walking and the numbers jumped to 314 and i was like wait...what? apparently i was near those room but like i didn't turn. Then i got lost looking for my second class.
I met this girl, Katherine Mayer. She sits next to me. Haha. She reminds me of someone i know. Anyway. Aaron is in my next class. There's this Korean guy that sits across from me. He isn't cute or anything at all. But for some odd reason i was really attracted to him. o_o Weird right?! I couldn't like take my eyes off of him.I think it was the way he dress and sat. Yea, i think thats it. Haha. He has a heavy asian accent though.

So I'm here for 24 days. 4 days a week. 5 hours a day. 2 and a half hours a period. 15 minutes of break. Withing these days i'll have to write 2 essays a week, one for each english class. That's 12 all summer. How terrible. At first i was like what 6 essays?! and then i got to the next english class and then i find out i need another 6. I just had to fail both semesters. Boo.

When i got home i took a nap, and i woke up at 5:02. I have a headache right now, and I'm really hungry.

Chavvyyy.

I start summer school tomorrow. D:
So dreadful! I'm totally not going to slack off next year, or at least i will try.

My mom is so strict. She needs to understand that i'm smart enough not to do anything with a guy. Like, seriously, she raised me better than that. And she has to learn how to trust other people. Goodness, always judging people, by appearance and gender.She might as well just lock me up in my house and homeschool me. Sending me to an all girlschool wont do no good, cause she doesn't want me becoming lesbian. Unbelievable.


Oh Chavy came visited me today! :D
hehe. made my day. (:
But my mom ruined the moment of happyiness ):

uhmmmmm....

I'm Sleepy, someone come sleep with me.
Just kidding (:

Today, i walked over a mile.Within 40minutes and 19 seconds. Hehe, i timed it.
I went to a railroad track place and wow, it was really pretty. And i dropped my phone like, a thousand times. I'm suprised it still works.

I cut myself while doing the dishes, and then i used this hand sanitizer thingy and it got into my cut, and it stung alot. D:

For some reason my song over there >>>
doesn't start from the beginning but from the middle or something. I wonder why.
Also, is this color blinding? I think it is, but at the same time i kinda like it.

I'm kinda confused right now...
about what? i dont know...just stuff.

Wanted

I watched Wanted today, and it must've been one of the greatest movies i have watched so far. I swear, it was like orgasmic.I want to go watch it again.(:

So i have an opinion. I think guys should grow up and be a man, and not act like a chick. Sometimes i feel like a dude since the guy has feelings like a girl. I mean, not saying thats all bad...well i don't know how to explain this. Hahah...but seriously guys grow up, if you haven't yet and learn how to deal with things better than just saying "fuckyou".

I want to watch Hancock. I hope i can on Wednesday. Hehe so excited!
I start Summer school on Monday bunch of poop.
Anyone want to sneak out? Cause im totally up for it. Hehe.
Hit me up if you want to.

Joeeee

"I swear to you I've changed
Baby why you buggin out
I know that I put you through hell
You deserve to be with someone else
But I gotta be straight up"

" I just wanna kiss and make up
We done been through a lot of things
How do you throw that away
You were the heart of me
Can't believe you'd let it break"

And so on. god song also. haha
im just going through my ipod.. [:

Dancing in the moonlight

We get it on most every night
when that moon is big and bright
its a supernatural delight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

everybody here is out of sight
they dont bark and they dont bite
they keep things loose they keep it tight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

dancing in the moonlight
everybodys feeling warm and bright
its such a fine and natural sight
everybodys dancing in the moonlight

we like our fun and we never fight
you cant dance and stay uptight
its a supernatural delight
everybody was dancing in the moonlight

blahblahhh.
Good song [:

Fucking shit

fuck my life...

does anyone wanna volenteer to run me over?

June 12, 2008

What happened today? well i dont really want to say. because well..
today was a really really bad day. one of the my worst days ever. actually to is the worst day ever. period. hmm..what else.

well thankyou the people who comforted me, you guys all mean alot.

when someone says...

i dont hate you but i dont like you. am i suppose to be hurt about this...if i thought this person was someone i can rely on? or like not care...am i suppose to do something. i dont know =/ very lost. why are people so odd? you dont like me then why are you so nice and make it seem like you do. then there's that other thing where you mock me for all the little dumbshit things i do. well im sorry im retarded and dont think most of the times. one person after another just dumping things on me.

oh well.

have a nice day everyone [:

Eric

I miss you [:

Once again.

I feel like i cant do anything right.Seriously, i dont know whats wrong with me. I cant get myself to talk. What to do...whatever. This sucks.

...

whats wrong with me o_o

:D

my mom called my orthodontics to see when my appoinment to take my braces off is, and apparently now im getting my braces off this friday cause my mom is going to japan next thursday. so yay ! [:

i got a couch in my room yesterday, and now my room seems hella smaller. but im like in love with it. if only i had a computer in there then my room will be complete. oh well.

[:

oh i dont know.

I just realized three things:
1. i think Lena's day thing is the longest post i've ever posted.
2. she said "and then" alot. or something like that
3. that one post i posted that said i had 13 more days left until i get my braces off is wrong. apparently i didnt count correctly...well i'm getting them in eleven days [: thats on the 24th. so if i counted wrong again sorry. hahah

omg..

HELLO!. this is lena's day. [:

So i got to school and then i saw hannah [lena's exbestfriend]and then i saw vincent [lena's lover] and then we went to the playground and then we went to class and then we did some work. and then class vincent was looking at me, and we were passing notes cause he was sitting next to me. and then class was over and we went to recess and then i played with hannah and vincent and other people. me and hannah and phoebe and cece played with the boys [OOOOOH] we were playing a monkey game, or something. so basically the boys were monkeys and the girls were people. so we playing right? and then we went to the library, but then i didnt get a book. and then like, library time was over.
so i went back to class and then we were doing math and then vincent did something so nice. he looked at me and he saw that i was still on the first page. so he got his first page [that he already finished apparently..]and then he pretended to look at it, so he showed me the back of the page and gave me all the answers[how nice :D] and then it was science time. i went to my book and then my science teacher asked me to read something, but i wasnt paying attention. so vincent whispered so me to tell me what page we were on and then he went up and pretended he was walking around and he came to me and showed me where to read [i dont get it..] and then it was lunch time and i was talking to vincent while we were waiting in line to get our lunch and then i played with him and talked to him and then lunch was over AND THEN we went back to class and learned a little bit and then we had another recess [wow so many recesses o_o] but me and vincent and my friends had to finish our work but hannah was already done with her work, and then vincent finished, so they played together and then recess was over and then i read a book and i had recess again [WTH?!] well it wasnt really recess but it was friday funday [lucky children..] and then hannah had to go to study hall but me and vincent didnt. so i was like "hey lets go play" and he's all like "oh no its okay im going to wait for hannah, she's much better and funner and i like her" [OH NO HE DIDNT o:] and then i got so sad and hannah got out of study hall and then i told vincent to tell hannah that im not her friend anymore [that's why she's lena's EXbestfriend] so then she got sad and asked me why i dont want to be her friend and then suddenly she told vincent to stop playing with me but then vincent wouldnt listen and then the weirdest thing happened. he was all like "hannah told me not to play with you, but i dont want to listen to her" so i was like "okay then dont play with hannah" and he was like "okay then" and then he didnt play with her the whole day. and then after school hannah was trying to act like she was my friend again and then she kept interrupting me while i was talking to vincent. so i got soo mad and every time i was talking to another person, she would always interrupt me while im talking. so i got so mad at her. then her sister came and they went home. and i was so happy. then i started talking to other boys, cause all the other girls left. [ O: ] then i got picked up. and that was my day at school.

THE END! [:
wow what a day she had...little kids and their problems. tsk

13 more days

I am getting my braces off in 13 days [:
YAY! :D

twinki

Twinki is here to visit me for spring break. lol.
he seems so much smaller now, cause my other dog hella grew.
haha...well now ill have someone to sleep with for a week! :D
Today feels like a friday o_o
Never Back down is a good movie, go see it :D
okay bye.

English Essay

So I'm writting an essay in english for the book of mice and men. And its hella hard.

and henry is reading this, i think?
henry youre mean, you always make fun of me ]:

Holaa

Today was a good day.
School was fun. i liked it.
movie was good
and sushi was wonderful
adios

W.D.E

today is one of my worst days ever.
& movies tomorrow, i hope.
adios.

OMG A SPIDER!

ON THE WALL RIGHT THERE O_O I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM LIKE SPAZZING OUT. OGDSML FGDT ITS MOVINGGGG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG . NOT ITS CRAWLKIN UP THE WALL......WHAT THE CRAP..I CANT SIT HERE MUCH LONGER. DDD: i might piss in my pants.

well i think ill ignore it..but its like freaked me out, it was so close to me. sorta.

Today i went shopping and bought stuff. Okay ADIOSS!

p.s i want brownies AND the spider is now on the ceiling and now its crawling back down i think ill leave.

Touchmybody.mp3

Good Song (: hehe just saying.
Today was a good day, then again everyday of this week was a good day.
Tomorrow mall? idk maybe. Damn im broke though.
Justine and Lisa might be sneaky and come over later. mayber. idk but that'd be nice i would love some company. haha.
i'm going to go write Chavy his letter now (:
Adios!

p.s i miss Twinki ):

AHH!

So much to say, since i haven't came on here in a while. Well idk, lets see..
My mom cut off my texting because i went over more than 1000 texts, and my limit was only 100. Now here's the deal. I get a 3.2 or 3.0 or whatever and i get a texting plan. Wheee. Dude i have to work hella hard now. So when does the quarter end? i need to start raising some grades. Wanna help? i need a math tutor. Yea, for Algebra...how pathetic. But wow its getting hard again. Like how the heck do you graph Quadratic Equations o_o well you would probably know, but its just something that hurts my mind when i think about it. Ouch. I need a spanish tutor too..or no i dont but im starting to get Bs on my test and quizes, or Cs, yea i know, HORRIBLE! I need help getting my homework done too. haha, someone needs to sit next to me and make sure i do my homework. Or call me every hour to check up on me. I'm dying for that 3.0 or higher.
oh its 11:11 Make a wishh!!! :D

I would like to tell this one guy that im sorry for bugging him, and i would like him to tell him to tell his friends to stop bugging and hating on me, cause it was a mistake and i was being retarded.< if you read this and you know who you are. yea, and im also sorry for saying sorry again. (:

What else happened since February 19? Uh..Sadies was fun.My mom is cleaning my room for me now, i think its a bad idea cause she like finds or sees things i dont want her to see..i'd tell her to stop but i really dont like cleaning my room. all i have to do is do the dishes everyday. Well i can't really think of anything else to say..i need to go study for health and science now. I actually studied for health, or like a little, and i remember things! i'm very happy. hehe. okay of to studying.

Adios.
p.s life is good, dont kill yourself :D

TwinkiPod.

Twinkiii-That's my dog, or was my dog. Or i dont even know o_o well anyway, while i was on retreat my brother's ex girlfriend decided to take him back. Cause originally, my brother bought him for her when they were together. Well i dont know. I'm very sad. I want another dog now.

Ipod-I lost my ipod at retreat...im superr sad. no music, is like no life. D: I wish i had it with me.

Okay well today, was a good day (: haha. i'm hella sick now though, i dont even know why im sick. i have a BIGASSS headache. Oh well, i hope i get better.

mall tomorrow with ericc and other people. lalala

bye 8)

Three day weekend.

RETREATT!- I'm back (: i've been back since likee 5pm.i had fun this weekend, like no joke. haha :D i meet HELLAAA people. i'm very happy, and currently full of energy.

TODAY!- So i got back, and went to the mall with justine and lisa.i saw this cute boy. dude, he was very very cute. like dropdead cute. he made my day complete.
well anyway, i got new shoes (; hahaha. oaky uh and yyea..shoes. yum. and i got other stuff. oh speaking of yum, in victoria secret you know the body cream thats like in a whip cream can? it taste hellaa good. when you put it on yourself and you can like lick yourself. haha cause you taste like candy. haha okayy. now thats very yum.

i'm done. ADIOS.
school tomorrow ):
lucky san jose and milpitas district students.

Retreeaattt.

I'm going on retreat tomorrow morning, and i have to wake up early, as if it was a regular school day and head down to my church. I sorta don't want to go but whatever i guess. What to packk...i'm not sure i think i'll just bring whatever. i hope itll be warm. I'll be gone during my three day weekend. i'm coming back on monday around 3 or 4? im not sure. SOOO yea. hehe

What will YOU be doing for your three day weekend, or week off?
okay im done (:

adios

No, YOURE cute (:

That's cute.
yea?
yup (:
too bad you cant really read it. haha
soo go to this place thingy ,http://www.explosm.net/comics/375/
:D
i'm going to go eat some cake now.
adios.

Nigahiga and Helium

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ndiRRjCyV_E
watch that. it put a HUGE smile on my face, and all the crap in my life disappeared. haha my cheeks still hurt.Aint he a cutie
speaking of cuties, i sure would like one right now...

on to Helium, on Saturday night i took a bunch of balloons with helium inside it, and like sucked it or w.e to make my voice all high and whatnot.It was so cool. haha i had fun i felt kinda sick after it. anyway in the morning when i woke up and ate cereal, my cereal tasted like balloons, so i thought my cereal was retarded so i ate something else and that tasted like balloons too. everything i ate tasted like ballooons, i was so sad ): but now i can taste things normally again.

TEEHEE
8)
bye.

Soccer

Today i was playing soccer in P.E and i ran after the ball back and forth the field, so it'd look like i'm trying. then i stopped and thought about something and out of no where fucking zacky kicked the ball hecka hard and it hit me. my life flashed before my eyes. oh my gosh it hurt like crazy. i was amazed that i didnt like get knocked over. i stood there for a moment and like i lost all my thoguhts then when i realized what happened i was upset. so i went to zacky and told him to say sorry. and he was like well youre the one who was just standing there. what an asshole. i wanna go kick him and push him down some stairs. its not a big deal, but it would've been nice if he said sorry, so i wouldnt really care as much.
+ he shows off too much and hogs the ball, which makes soccer boring. (:

p.s
Bananas are good.

Chinese New Year's Eveee

or Vietnamese New Year's eve. YUP.I got 20 dollars from my aunt today. hahah. im 20 dollars richer now.
HAHA IN YOURE FACEEE >:] hehe.
So no in all i have 26 dollars...eh, better then just having a buck.

Sexy Can I.
- i must say, that is one sexy song :D

i went to work today for my sister, and she had my write valentine cards for people and put it into those flower things. The guys who are sending flowers to their lovers are hella sweat. Deng i wish someone would send me flowers with a little cute note in it on valentine's day. but that aint going to happen so w.e maybe someday ill be lucky (:
btw, if you wanna send like flowers to someone and have like a little note to them, i can hook you up (; hahaha. okay erm..yea.

alright bye..

iPod

All my songs have been deleted...AGAIN. oh my gosh, this sucks. ]:

My day, was okay. nothing special. Very cold also.

bye [:

...

So my day started out alright. Then it got kinda bad. Then it got worse.
First to Fourth period was good. Lunch was alright. Fifth was dredful. And sixth was tiring. I came home from school and ate then went to the dentist to get my teeth cleaned. yea...i had to wait for a very long time in there.And then i come home and i was like really tired.

I hate school. I'm so sick of it.
eh..

bye.
-Kathy

Ms. Park!

That's Justine Park btw. teehee. lol okay uh. Four days with her is a pain -_- i wished she didnt come over this morning and just go home. JEEEZEEE she's like invading my home ]:

Justkidding. [: Soo my weekend? Dont you wanna know how it was. Yea. okay soo i spent my weekend with justine. [: or like yea. haha. okay. and now she's here in front of me and we're making shirts. :D

My room smells like clorox bleach. Oh speaking of bleach. i bleached my shoes, the black ones that arent really black? yea those ones. They're like orange/ red now. haha...okay wow lame. im lame. yuppp...okay i think ill go eat breakfast now.

Adios! [:
-Kathyy

Suffocate

by. J.Holiday.
you know that song right? course you do! [:
i dont know. i thought it was a nice song.

today was a fun day, and thats all i gotta say.

byee.!
-Kathy

More people [:

Sophiaa: i read your bloggies too katheezy

How amazing huh?
lol...idk, arent these lame though o_o. w.e

okay so my parents are mad at each other and my dad is sleeping on the couch now. and we dont have a dinning table anymore. Sad.

mmmk bye [:

Confidential.

Have you ever like someone? Well yea, you have right? Have you ever liked someone so much, sorta, that you can't stop thinking about that person? Doesn't it suck sometimes when you want to stop thinking about that person, cause if you continue to think about that person you might break down and cry, but you can't stop thinking about that person cause you think that person is just incredibly amazing. Do you sometimes think about why you like that person but can't figure out why, but you just know that there is a reason, a very good reason why you like this person..you can't just put it in words and say it.Somedays, you just think about that person non-stop. Like in the morning you wake up, and look over at something and BAM! Your thoughts on that person rushes through youre mind. Then later you're doing something open your phone and look through it for no reason and find something that reminds you of that person, then you just sit there and look at your phone until you realize that you were doing something then you forgot what you were doing and say "damn it"...Okay maybe that doesnt happen but maybe it will. [: Okay im done with that now. :D

SOOO on with life.

Hi Chris Nguyen [:
(Chris reads my Blogs too) < -- makes me happy to hear, cause that means im not spilling my thoughts out to nothing.
he says im random..

Christhephoooo.: you the most randomes person ive ever known in my whole life
[LATER]
Christhephoooo.: say chris is cooolius lmao jp
Katheezyy: my blogs arent random!
Christerphoooo.: kay i will
Christhephoooo.: wow you went from baggy eyes
Christhephoooo.: to dark chocolate
Christhephoooo.: and then a laptop

Today was cool.
Tomorrow is another blog? eh idk..

Adios.

P.S i wish had milk in my fridge ]:

Hi Eric Liu [:

How are you today?
COOOOOOOOOOL.

Okay so todayyy it was sprinkling. And this guy stepped on my shoes, and i got BBQ sauce on my sweater ]: Also i have a headache. i'm sick! D: i have cold and omg it sucks.

Lame...

Eric if youre reading this, i think i'll just stop and go back to talking to you on AIM. [:

Eric actually read my other blogs <3
MR.LIU(10:05:43 PM): katheeeeezzzyy
Kthzy(10:05:49 PM): huh ?
MR.LIU(10:06:07 PM): HAHHA
MR.LIU(10:06:10 PM): IM READING YOUR
MR.LIU(10:06:10 PM): BLOGG

Goodbye !

Byeee WinterBreak!

Last day of break, and what am i doing? My homework. Geeze, i'm such a horrible student -_- i need to stop with the procrastination. *sigh...Hmm...i forgot about my geography projecct and at this time of day i don't plan to sit here and try to do it. And it's hella confusing i dont get what to do o_o Also, i guess i'm just going have to "forget" my poster at home. lol. I'm hecka excited to go back to school, but at the same time not really. I miss people terribly.

Mmmkk that'd be it.


Katheezzyy. [;

Headachess

I have a headache. And i'm mad at my mom. not mad but like upset? same thing basically. ahaha. hope it rains again tomorrow, even though i dont like the rain all that much. but yea. SOO i was in the car with my mom this afternoon, driving to hayward or w.e and like it was raining like crazyyyy, then this thungerbolt or w.e like went BOOM right in front of the car, it scared the shit out of me. i was liek O_O OMG woah.
Lightning is cool.

Uhmm...i want a laptop. like my own laptop. cause i wanna like put stickers on it, and doodle on it with sharpie. but my mom keeps on making all these stuff up on why i cant get one. how upseting. sigh...i want a laptop. i guess its a pretty bad reason to be mad at my mom, but w.e ill get over it. she doesnt even know im mad at her. or maybe she does?

I'm hecka craving chocolate. omgg i need chocolate! i have dark chocolate...i hate dark chocolate. i just took a bite of it and now i dont wanna swallow it. what to do. ew i swallowed it. i hate the bitter taste. i ate all my chocolate like last week ]:

okay i guess thats it. i have so many needs right now.i still want a laptop...and chocolate. and deng i sure hope it rains tomorrow, i doubt it will..i never get what i want ]: unless..yea never. mmk bye! :D

-katheezzyyy <3

Hot Chocolate.

I could use some right now. I love how hot chocolate is hot. Its dark and wet outside. The day seems so depressing ]: I woke up around 3 today. I don't know how i stayed asleep for that long, but i did. I need to start sleeping earlier...like at 10 or 11. I'm getting bags! DDD: and i look sad/tired. That's not a very great thing.


I feel like its Nine o'clock. or something. it's dark and my house is quiet.
i wish someone was here...


Who even reads this o_o
i think im wasting my time putting my thoughts here. oh well, better than doing nothing.

Tomorrow is Saturday. ew...
okay byee <3

Is it really funny when i cuss?

Haha Cause i dont know, but it seems like it is to other people.

omgamonsterr (7:35:53 PM): im fucking bored >:[
a guy(7:35:58 PM): LOL
a guy(7:35:59 PM): U SUCCED
a guy (7:36:01 PM): CUSSED*
a guy(7:36:03 PM): LLOL
HAHA

all i said was fucking, and that guy loled. haha idk. weird. Oh btw, that guy is Zi [:

i was thinking about going to phoebe's later, but im not suree.

alright thats about it.
byeee <3